uh if you don't know, half of me is depressed and is wanting to die, thx to my other half im not dead
well heres the thing, i feal like the ''voices'' i was hearing, is some hellish entity trying to bring me down.
(am i going insain, i don't know)
anyways i think i had a angal come to me in a vision and told me things i yet don't understand, and during the ''vison'' i heard a deamonish voice speeking to me, every once in a while i hear it again, and feal a emotion not imaginable by even me
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04 May, 2024, 11:55 pm
oh no
04 May, 2024, 11:57 pm
(contiued)
anyways when i have that fealing i feal something is comeing, getting closer.
i feal its trying to make me not believe in cristanity, but thanks to the cretures, i know god is real, but the ''voices'' have been trying to make me forget him.
the voices come in ''episodes''
i feal lots of fear because its been happening more.
i knotice im haveing troble staying with god, and if i won't believe, I will die...
(this is 100% not a joke, idk if its like a mental thing but idk what to do)
04 May, 2024, 11:57 pm
@Zimmerman0812
04 May, 2024, 11:58 pm
(continued)
the thing is the fact that i have a erge to tell my family but i can't idk why
and I don't want to scare my family
04 May, 2024, 11:59 pm
also between the ''episodes'' of voices
i am fine, but idk
04 May, 2024, 11:59 pm
i feal like no one will read the whole thing but
i hope someone dose
05 May, 2024, 12:28 am
@Flazer-XD
but what if they don't care of think its a joke
05 May, 2024, 12:28 am
or worse
05 May, 2024, 12:30 am
im already in enough other stress because of other things
i feal better half the time and i don't want meds or a therapy, because my life is so filled with stuff that i never have time to think
05 May, 2024, 12:31 am
i will ask god
he knows more than me
if i don't get an answer i will wait
05 May, 2024, 12:35 am
also flazer... just saying you don't need to worry about me you have a life just like me, i have things i need to conqure, though i may be an idiot half the timr
05 May, 2024, 12:35 am
@Flazer-XD