sik world- several years by Rebel_circus-

Lately all i feel is pain
Feels like my heart doesnt beat the same
i wanna give up, and i just feel stuck in a life that i know i cannot change
im really lonely and feel drained
sometimes i feel like a mistake
i just sit and dwell in my trauma
my lifes full of problems, i feel like i might just break
tried to move on, but i just cant
breakdown after breakdown and
somdays i wish i could run away just to escape
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31 Mar, 2024, 8:25 pm
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Rebel_circus-

31 Mar, 2024, 8:28 pm

-and feel at ease even if it means one day
where did my life go wrong?
i was a happy teen and now im an adult
whos sad as h3ll and always at a loss
no one could tell im drowning in my thoughts
im still lost tryna find purpose

Rebel_circus-

31 Mar, 2024, 8:30 pm

after all these years im still searching
hope you'll forgive me for being a burden
self love is something im still learning
and i know i lie when i tell you im fine
cause nobody knows im stuggling inside
sorry if you see me cry
its just i finally realized

Rebel_circus-

31 Mar, 2024, 8:33 pm

its been several years
since i felt okay, im losing my way and
its been several years
since ive been on meds i still feel depressed and
its been several years
since i felt alive theres no tears to cry and
its been several years
since i had a friend they came and went

Rebel_circus-

31 Mar, 2024, 8:36 pm

lately i feel so depressed
tried to get help but im still a mess
i dont ever rest i guess im stressed
got my head down, hands gripping on my neck
did i take my last breath?
did i walk my last step?
im alive but inside im dead
look i lied im not fine cuase my mind is a wreck

Rebel_circus-

31 Mar, 2024, 8:36 pm

ya'll can comment now

Rebel_circus-

31 Mar, 2024, 9:08 pm

im sorry you can relate to this :sob: im here if you ever wanna talk @-SakuraMoon-

Flickerr

31 Mar, 2024, 10:11 pm

Whats up bestie?? You ok?? :(

Rebel_circus-

01 Apr, 2024, 8:10 am

yh im fine @WatermelonSugar

Flickerr

01 Apr, 2024, 1:19 pm

You sure?... :(

Rebel_circus-

01 Apr, 2024, 3:54 pm

no im not fine :sob: :sob: @WatermelonSugar

Flickerr

01 Apr, 2024, 8:45 pm

Do you need to talk ab anything?? Im here for you bestie <3

Rebel_circus-

02 Apr, 2024, 5:29 pm

i just keep constantly getting dragged into drama on frag and there all rude its rare you find some1 whos decent. im not doing well irl and all the stress w/ irl and online is alot to deal with @WatermelonSugar

Flickerr

02 Apr, 2024, 6:38 pm

Take a break from frag, and block the ppl who're dragging you into drama, trust me, itll help alot <3

Rebel_circus-

02 Apr, 2024, 9:23 pm

@WatermelonSugar
thats the thing the ppl who r nice on there ill miss alot and worry about them, i cant fckin win :sob:

Flickerr

02 Apr, 2024, 10:01 pm

Hmm, maybe only talk to them?? Idk sorry:sob:

Rebel_circus-

02 Apr, 2024, 10:41 pm

dont apologize bestie its okay, im sorry for venting to you @WatermelonSugar

Flickerr

02 Apr, 2024, 10:44 pm

No, its alright!!! Anything for my bestie <33

Rebel_circus-

19 May, 2024, 10:13 pm

Several years by Sik world @faithgray

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