i hate myselffff~
why cant this illness go awayyyyy~
im in painnnnnnn~~~~~

@WatermelonSugar ive almost commited btw :crying_cat_face:

Same :sob:

@Elisa__Jones you don't understand what I've done

@JesterLMAO i tried 10+ times :frowning:

i tried to commit 2018 on April 3rd one of my best freinds emma she was in my bestie group snaped the string i was attempting from. the pain i felt i said sorry so many times. then Elizabeth commited from abu3e then...emma commited the same night they both d!ed April 5th then via ******* herself 6 times in the chest the note said "i couldnt handle them dying goodbye you f-cking cruel world emma eli am coming with you"

st a bed*

@-therian- ..... im so f-cking sorry...

@Elisa__Jones

am still very sad this was 2018 so it was 6-7 years ago

@-therian- im still so sorry... no one deserves to have to commit because of the world..

@Elisa__Jones
its still hurts

@-therian- i keep wanting to but i remember i have so much to live for :sob:

@Elisa__Jones
same

TW: ED and SH

I've been dealing with bûlìmìà for the past 2 years. i get really fûck!ňg sad so i beige eat but then i relize im gaining weight so i overexersize, chew gum, and drink water to the point of me feeling sick. i used to throw up on weigh day just to bring the number down and make others happy when i felt like şh!t. this has caused me doing SH. wether its biting the skin around my nails until i blééd or picking my skin. i feel like the worst.

@Ridley_makes_art i understand! i have a friend who does this, its alright.

but its not alright i need to quit but i cant. i feel like i deserve the pain because im in the wrong. ''furry!'' ''fatherless!'' ''if you weren't gàý you Wouldn't have turned out this way'' only a couple people irl accept me for who i am.

@Ridley_makes_art i support you!

even if im a therian? alot of people irl that would bash me, ground me, and scream at me if i told them that. (my mom)

@Ridley_makes_art IM A THERIA-

opp-

@Elisa__Jones are you online?

i need advice

@-SUNSH1N3- I under stand same thing but with my dad :(

@Elliot-that-therian sorry im on now, ive had problems whoops