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might only post art if i really want to, like oc references for my When The Sun Explodes And The Moon Shatters story and world. maybe just a few concepts or so.

@CrystallizedDusk

Okay!! You do what you want and feel comfy with, Spence. You're the first priority here.

He dude do you need to talk at all??? i know you said you hate it and im sorry i wasn't active when this started or i would have reached out sooner, but im here now if you need me. i promise.

@DR-__
dont talk to me dont talk to me dont talk to me dont talk to me dont talk to me dont talk to me dont talk to me dont talk to me

im not worthy of your affection
im terrible all i ever do is bring bad luck just ******* block me unfollow me anything im not a good person i never will be im sorry i need to stop talking i'll only make you worse

Dude ***?? im not doing any of that. none of what you said is true i dont care what you say, you're worthy of my affection and time. please just let me help if i can. i promise i wont leave please just dont push me away.

you're not a bad person.
just please calm down and i swear we can talk through this. i care about you immensely. im here for you always. you wont make me worse. i have a really strong sense of knowing whose good and whose bad and you have never once made me upset. im worried about you genuinely and im offering my help. please dont just push it away without thought. that wont get us anywhere.

i dont know what or whose caused this but whatever your brain is saying isn't right. you're none of that. you're one of the nicest people i know and one of the few i consider a friend.

please, we can talk, i promise. im not shutting you out while you feel like this. i promise.