you can vent to me if ya want/nf

@Y0UR_L0C4L_W31RD0 thanks..

so, my bff passed away and ive been crying for hours. and ive been thinking about uhh..

self harm

@-_Pun1shm3nt_- uhm

@-_Pun1shm3nt_- hi

im sorry for your loss, but that doesnt mean you hurt yourself! your bff wouldnt want you to do self harm, she would want you to love yourself and move on

@Y0UR_L0C4L_W31RD0 but.. i wanna be with her again.

@-_Pun1shm3nt_- i needa vent

she'll always be with you, even if you dont know it. and youll see her when its your time, but its not now (and dont you dare try making it now>;[ ) youll see her eventually

my bff passed away and i been crying for hours and hours and i just want her back :sob:. ive been thinking about self harm just to be with her again but.. idk. I JUST WANT HER BACKK :( why does it have to be my bff. why did she have to have cancer. what the fukc did she do to have to die. i wanna die and be with her again.

@-_Pun1shm3nt_-

the worst part.. is that i liked her.

@-_Pun1shm3nt_- but she was one of the only people that made me happy. im currently being abused by my family and she helped me through it. she was the only person that actually loved me for who i am :sob:

@-_Pun1shm3nt_- now i dont have anyone to love anymore. thats why i wanna die.

theres no point of living anymore.

@-_Pun1shm3nt_- thank you.. i guess...

@-_Pun1shm3nt_- a little..

@-_Pun1shm3nt_- i think ima change my username

@-_Pun1shm3nt_- thank you..

Im always here if u need me!

i know what it feels like to have a bff die i ws so sad and Didn't want to live if she Couldn't but just because we lose someone dosent mean we let it drag us down sure its ok to b sad and cry and mourn but i dont think she would be happy if u gave up ur life for her and i know all u want to do is see her but u have 5o move on.