you ok???

@BLuE666 No...not really...

do you need to vent? its ok if you do

Well, my mom doesnt ever understand me...she calls me a fat ahh pig bc i have depression and lay in bed.. And my f u c k i n g so-called frends abadoned me for some reason, and im gonna cut until my arm falls off..! i swear im going to kms tonight... @BLuE666

please dont
you have amazing artwork and are an amazing person. if you friends abandoned you then that means you should abandon them as its obvious you dont deserve them.
as for your mother, dont listen to her. she clearly doesnt know what its like to be depressed or how to treat someone who is trust me, things will get better for you soon. you'll make new friends who love and care for you, and someday your mother will understand what you're going through
so please, dont kıll yourself

But it's like my only choice. People hate me, and i hate myself. I deserve it. I hate my life, if i just disappear, then everyone would be free, and happy again....

@BLuE666

well i dont hate you
and the people who follow you dont hate you either
if you do we'll be sad rather then happy

But I. Ruin. Everything......

@BLuE666 ugh i keep forgeting to tag you..

its fine
you dont ruin anything.
the people around you just want you to think that
if you truely ruined everything, then you wouldnt have anything
you have me
your followers
and yourself
so please, dont kıll yourself

But....

I can still....

Cut, right....?
@BLuE666

no. dont cut yourself either.
you are amazing
you are talented
you are blessed (idk if youre religious or not)
you belong.
and no one can tell you otherwise

But I'm neither amazing, or talented! I'm a stupid freak who doesnt know how to f u c k i n g cope

@BLuE666

if you werent amazing why are you so kind and friendly?
if you werent talented how are you able to draw? (trust me on this, you are a much better artist than me)
you ARE amazing
you ARE talented
and NO ONE can say otherwise

But..

@BLuE666

but absolutely nothing.

you are amazing
you are talented
you are here because you belong and always will
and if anyone tells you that you arent, then remind yourself that;
if you didnt belong, why were you born?
because you do belong

I was born to be used, and bullied. Even my family says that. @BLuE666

no. dont believe them.
you were born to have a place on this planet.
nobody is ever born to be treated horribly
(i dont know if you can or not,) if anyone tells you this you should stand up for yourself
and if you cant, then tell yourself that;
if i was born to be bullied, why arent I bullying myself?
if i was born to be bullied, why isnt they, (in this case, me,) trying to bully me?
because you arent.
you were born to have a place on this planet
you were born to live
you are born to be you

.....But I just.....

Cutting is a habit for when im stressed, i can't stop...

@BLuE666

hmm.. then dont cut yourself then

try to cut something else, such as a pillow or stuffed animal (noting that it's yours and nit somebody elses)
and dont use a real knife either, use a plastic/butter knife
and dont use it on yourself
think of whatever you're cutting as your fears and anxieties
the more you cut, the more they go away
but dont cut yourself

But i love it!

It tells me to not do whatever I did ever again!

@BLuE666

do you have any rubberbands/hairbands nearby?
if you do, wrap one around one of your wrists and pull it and let it go if you dont want to do something again
(dont do it too much either)

....Does it hurt?

@BLuE666

yes, but its much better than cutting yourself
if you dont want it to hurt too much then dont pull it too far

But i do want it to hurt.
@BLuE666

ok then pull it as far as you would like (not so far that it breaks)
and if it starts cutting off your blood circulation then take it off

But i want it to cut off my blood ciculation

@BLuE666

no you dont.
if it cuts off ur bloood circulation you wont be able to use your hand anymore

you deserve to have a hand
why else were you born with one?
so dont let it cut off your blood circulation, please dont

Fine

@BLuE666

thank you
are you feeling any better now?

Please don't take this weirdly, and u don't have to answer, you don't have to like me anymore, but um, how old are you anyway.....?/vvvvvvvvvvnf

And yes, @BLuE666

im glad you're feeling better :)
and i wont stop liking you or not being your friend anymore
im 14

Oh, cool :]

@BLuE666

Tysm for making me feel better and letting me vent.

@BLuE666

you dont need to thank me
im just happy that you're ok

@BLuE666 Aw thats so sweet <3/vvvp

:)
its never too late to ask for help, just remember that if you need to vent again

why the heck did sinny like this-