@Routine oh. it's you. I'm I'm still hurt. and i actually did revoke my forgiveness. In all honesty i'm just so dissapointed in you, i think if you truly want to get better and be a better person, and stop hurting us. then, maybe just let go of romance for a bit, try to focus on yourself. I hate how i cant be as mad at you as i want to be. Even if you deserve it i cant make myself mad at you, i hate that feeling. I'm glad that you haven't moved on. I'm glad you're not okay. I'm glad the songs remind you of me. Because atleast like that i'll know that i meant Something. that we meant Anything to you. Because that's the only way i know now. The only way i know we meant anything to you. You say you're sorry but You mask that too well. Too often. If you're sorry you should express that you're sorry. Don't hide it behind semi-impossible codes, don't say you're doing great elsewhere. When someone is truly sorry, they don't hide it. -O (only)
@Routine and i wanna emphasise this, The fact you haven't let go yet truly reveals how much you needed me. Us. And yet you threw it all away for nothing. -O (Only)
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10 Dec, 2023, 4:19 am
oliversays goodnight,
and to avioud,fart green
10 Dec, 2023, 4:19 am
yws,
fart green
he lovesyou<3
10 Dec, 2023, 4:19 am
GN OLIVRRRR !!!!!!
10 Dec, 2023, 4:20 am
FFRTGREEN ??
10 Dec, 2023, 4:22 am
yes
he told you
ahem
10 Dec, 2023, 4:23 am
"DOODOO FART SCHOOL IS FOR LOZERS, I GO TO THE HO3S B!!!TCHES CLUB OHIO RIZZ SCHOOL"
10 Dec, 2023, 4:23 am
@snailirolli @rayzorblade
10 Dec, 2023, 4:25 am
@DazeOliver WHAHHAHAHAHHA
10 Dec, 2023, 4:26 am
me too oliver....
10 Dec, 2023, 4:27 am
AHAHAHAHAAHA
10 Dec, 2023, 4:28 am
pssstt :3 @snailirolli @rayzorblade
10 Dec, 2023, 4:28 am
BUH ?!
10 Dec, 2023, 4:33 am
i love you ^^ -star and olie<3 @rayzorblade @snailirolli
10 Dec, 2023, 4:35 am
@DazeOliver HEHEHEHE I LOV U GUYS TOO !!!!!! :3
10 Dec, 2023, 4:36 am
@snailirolli @rayzorblade bet we love you more ^^
10 Dec, 2023, 4:36 am
@DazeOliver nuh uh!!! no u dont!!!!
10 Dec, 2023, 4:38 am
@snailirolli @rayzorblade yuh uhhh :p
10 Dec, 2023, 4:39 am
@DazeOliver nuh UH !!!!!! >:3
10 Dec, 2023, 4:40 am
@snailirolli @rayzorblade MWAH >:3
yuh uhhh :3
10 Dec, 2023, 4:41 am
@DazeOliver a
aa
hhehehemmelts
nnooo u dont !!!
10 Dec, 2023, 4:42 am
mmyewedo :3
admitit!!! @snailirolli @rayzorblade
10 Dec, 2023, 4:42 am
@DazeOliver never !!!!
10 Dec, 2023, 4:44 am
hmm
no kisses then :3 @snailirolli
10 Dec, 2023, 4:45 am
@DazeOliver what nooooo :(
10 Dec, 2023, 4:46 am
admititthenn !!! :p
andugetalotofkisses!!!!!! @snailirolli
10 Dec, 2023, 4:48 am
@DazeOliver fiineee,,, i admit it....
10 Dec, 2023, 4:48 am
hehehehehehe :3
MMMMWAAH !!! -star
10 Dec, 2023, 4:49 am
ineedtosleep,,
iloveyou :3 @snailirolli
staysafeokay? <3
10 Dec, 2023, 4:50 am
@DazeOliver hehehehe yaaay !!!!! :3
awwh okaii,,
sleep welll !!! <333
10 Dec, 2023, 4:52 am
mmmokie..
tellmwhathappemedtodayhere!!! @snailirolli
iloveyou :3 <33333
10 Dec, 2023, 4:53 am
@DazeOliver o oops YGSHSHNFD- lov uu tooo <3
10 Dec, 2023, 4:55 am
OKI ill say it here too
so i admitted to thesetwo peopl abou my feelings for them
an it went well hehehehhe!!!!!!!!!! :3
10 Dec, 2023, 5:08 am
@snailirolli woa..... okie!!!!
i menan tha means we godta bput more boudnairess,,
also ima do shool workd because yeah i eedd too
10 Dec, 2023, 5:10 am
@DazeOliver we shoul do that on like monday n stuffz !!
i think im gona sleep thoz,,,,,
10 Dec, 2023, 5:21 am
OKIEE SLEEP WELLL!!!! -STARR @SNAILIROLLI
10 Dec, 2023, 5:22 am
@DazeOliver THANK UUUUU U TOOOOO <333333333 I MAY SEE U GUYS TOMORROW BUT IDK?? ILL SEE U GUYS ON MONDAY THOUGH I THINK
25 Aug, 2024, 8:05 pm
ill never forgive myself.
25 Aug, 2024, 8:05 pm
im so sorry.
25 Aug, 2024, 8:06 pm
i look like im fine but every day its eating me up.
25 Aug, 2024, 8:07 pm
ive been trying to fill the void ive dug myself as you might have seen
it hasnt worked.
i feel worse most of the time
but i feel the need for the affection
25 Aug, 2024, 8:07 pm
oliver if you ever see this
please dont forgive me.
i dont deserve it
25 Aug, 2024, 8:08 pm
i cant handle knowing you forgave me for the worst thing ve ever fucing done
25 Aug, 2024, 8:09 pm
every song reminds me of you.
and how i hurt you.
25 Aug, 2024, 8:11 pm
im sorry. truly.
01 Sep, 2024, 2:30 pm
@Routine
oh.
it's you.
I'm
I'm still hurt.
and i actually did revoke my forgiveness.
In all honesty i'm just so dissapointed in you, i think if you truly want to get better and be a better person,
and stop hurting us.
then, maybe just let go of romance for a bit,
try to focus on yourself.
I hate how i cant be as mad at you as i want to be.
Even if you deserve it i cant make myself mad at you, i hate that feeling.
I'm glad that you haven't moved on.
I'm glad you're not okay.
I'm glad the songs remind you of me.
Because atleast like that i'll know that i meant
Something.
that we meant
Anything
to you.
Because that's the only way i know now.
The only way i know we meant anything to you.
You say you're sorry but
You mask that too well.
Too often.
If you're sorry you should express that you're sorry.
Don't hide it behind semi-impossible codes, don't say you're doing great elsewhere.
When someone is truly sorry, they don't hide it.
-O (only)
01 Sep, 2024, 5:23 pm
@Routine and i wanna emphasise this,
The fact you haven't let go yet truly reveals how much you needed me.
Us.
And yet you threw it all away for nothing. -O (Only)
01 Sep, 2024, 7:16 pm
im sorry.
thats all i can say right now im sorry
01 Sep, 2024, 7:18 pm
ill
try harder
i dont like people worrying
ill try harder.
01 Sep, 2024, 9:28 pm
good. thank you.
-o (only)
01 Sep, 2024, 9:46 pm
i feel like you should know
i havent known what to do with 'plushiver'
it still brings me comfort but
it also stabs into me.
he sits on the corner of my bed right now.
02 Sep, 2024, 10:49 pm
@sourscreen
mhm. i understand,
Thank you for telling me, -o (only)
02 Sep, 2024, 10:57 pm
its kinda just
conflicting
is there anything youd want me to do