I miss him so much. He's all the way in Texas and I cant have any way to talk to him since a lot of the things I use are locked. I love him so much. I'm scared he'll cheat on me if I'm not back soon. He's my world, my life, my reason of why I'm still breathing. He's my purpose, my reason, my entire being. He makes me happy. Why must I go through this hell? Why torture me, damnit!? I'm just trying to live my life. Because of all this, I've been crying everyday. Why must I have this?

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