its not my fault by _olive-wants-to-d1e_

its not my fault im loosing my mind

its not my fault im mentally unstable

its not my fault im covered w/ mental and physical scars that wont go away

its not my fault i screamed

its not my fault i cried

its not my fault the voices in my head always bully me

maybe their right
maybe im just a useless Coward

god

what

have

i
done

to desurve any of this
my soul is bleeding out

in the forms of my suffering

relive me of this pain

help

me

#ufvent
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_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:28 pm

mom why didnt you stay
it was better when yoy where here

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:29 pm

i cant take it
help me

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:29 pm

it hurts

it hurts

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:29 pm

let my soul be

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:30 pm

you couldve been an actual mother to me if you stayed

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:30 pm

help me help me
im hallucinating

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:31 pm

abt past memorys
horrible memorys
in that place
stuck with this...depression
you left me
you left me
mother come back

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:34 pm

rip me apart
take my heart
rip it
to
shreds

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:34 pm

im going to die
alone
ill never be forgiven
for stuff i didnt do

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:35 pm

i was ment to die alone
wipe that expression off your face
dont be sad
i want to die

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:38 pm

**** ME
**** ME
DO IT NOW PLS
I WONT CRY
ILL ONLY CRY FROM HAPPINESS
SET ME FREE
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
IT HURTS

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:39 pm

AHHHHH
THEIR ALL SO MEAN
THESE PPL DONT UNDERSTAND
IM IN PAIN
AND THEY BLAME IT ON ME AND ME ALONE

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:41 pm

WHY CANT I JUST GET ONE APOLOGIE
I DONT DESURVE IT DO I!?
IM USELESS
I CANT TAKE IT
STOP PLS
IT HURTS

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

02 Dec, 2023, 11:44 pm

ill stop now
yeah sorry
i need to apologies
not them
i did all this
haha
my life sucks

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

03 Dec, 2023, 5:12 pm

nvm
im back to the never ending void
stalk if you want ih

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

03 Dec, 2023, 5:13 pm

*ig
im so stupid i cant even spell

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

03 Dec, 2023, 5:13 pm

k1ll me now
god why

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

03 Dec, 2023, 5:17 pm

its not fare
hes so "perfect", "amazing", "the perfect child" you tormented me over and over again
im a looser, im a freak, i am nothing more but weak, useless girl, useless girl, deadbeat, looser girl

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

03 Dec, 2023, 5:19 pm

haha
i made a song out of spite for myself

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

03 Dec, 2023, 5:21 pm

stupiddddd
thats what i am yippeeeee

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

03 Dec, 2023, 5:21 pm

im dead inside
i may still live but it hurts to
im scared

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

03 Dec, 2023, 5:22 pm

hhaahahhahahahaah
pain feels gooddddddd

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

03 Dec, 2023, 5:23 pm

like ripping my skin apart
haha

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

03 Dec, 2023, 5:23 pm

im insane arnt i

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

03 Dec, 2023, 5:26 pm

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
its cute how you bully me and act like the victim
stupid ideot
its bc i desurve ittttt

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

03 Dec, 2023, 5:30 pm

hahaahhahhhhhhahaahhaaahhahahah
bullys make me laugh
i laugh while they torture me
haha

_olive-wants-to-d1e_

03 Dec, 2023, 5:57 pm

BACKSTABER
I CANT FIX IT
AHHHH

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