@Happy_Days hi why did u delete all ur posts and stuff sorry if i bothered you sorry im actually so stupid/gen

just tell me seriously genuinely if im bothering you please

im gonna go to sleep now gn ily :(

i hope your not upset

sorry

you probably hate me now

i know saying im stupid probably doesn't help my cause much and just makes me seem more like a attention seeker

i don't really know why your just leaving me alone but could you at least explain why, i won't be offended, i just want and wish to be a better person

hear me out, i know this makes me sound more like a attention seeker but i can understand why if you don't care or dont want to care

im just being super assuming but i just have that weird feeling that you really dont like me anymore much

i don't want pity, im just trying to be as logical as i possibly can but im not the best at that so sorry if this sounds weird or something

again im just being overly assuming and it could be anything but it can't be a coincidence that you just deleted all your posts and a huge part of your bio

i don't know if i upset you and if i do, please just tell me why or what because i will happily try to become better and it makes me kind of sad that i don't know what to even do

i wouldn't be offended in any way and it hurts more without a explanation

but i really need to stop victimizing myself and start thinking about more how you would feel, but ive already done that and i don't know how you feel or how i could make myself better for you, and by making myself better i don't mean forcing myself to act differently, i just don't want to ever have you feel uncomfortable or anything and id really appreciate it if you maybe told me why you dont want to talk to me

to be honest im proud of you every time you make a post, every time you talk to anyone, and everything else you do because your perfect to me and inspiring

and i know it sounds so cringe but it's how i really feel

but i don't need to ramble about that right now

but it is true and i really do care for you, and it hurts to know and feel like ive just ruined all your progress in life and im sorry

i will never be upset or angry about you ever and i promise with my whole heart to keep that promise forever

im just upset with myself that i mightve done something wrong that made you upset

even if your upset with me or something i will always have empathy for you and you will always hold a place in my heart, and if you ever need to talk about literally anything at all to me please to because i won't judge you and ill never try to make you feel bad ever, i just want you to be happy and content with our relationship and if its something you dislike please tell me

please do*

also if you aren't talking and deleted some of your stuff for a completely different reason please ignore the stuff i wrote, that was a assumption and my guesses aren't always right

but if it is for that reason please tell me about it

ily <3

@Happy_Days

sorry

@Happy_Days i seriously miss you so much and i hate saying it :(

@Happy_Days i know you probably feel better without me but can you at least just say it instead please

i know im annoying but it really hurts

i know im practically begging at this point but sorry

and im not mad at you of course but why can't you just say something without just leaving me with the feeling that you hate me or something

i love you so much and i still wear my hoodies every day and pretend it's yours and daydream and blahblahblah and if you just want me to get over it could you just say something

im genuinely so sorry if that sounded rude in any way im just really burnt out right now (not because of u dw)

i don't know if you ghosted me

and you probably did

but i just want you to know that i just would rather have you say something about it and having a real conversation abt it maybe because it's just worse and so much harder to cope in complete confusion now/vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvlh /vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvnbr

and i could just be jumping to conclusions at this point but i have that gut feeling you ghosted me and i just want you to say something please

im seriously sorry you have to deal with me right now and i shouldnt even be talking/vvgen

just maybe say something soon if you can please ?

sorry

ily

i should be less selfish

i know you probably feel terrible on the inside, or good, i don't know how you feel but i know you probably don't love me or have any good feelings about me, i wish i could just be good enough for you or sel or anyone because i always end up changing with my mental state and i end up so cringey and selfish and inconsiderate and its not the way i thought i would end up being and i don't want to end up being like this and now i don't think im enough for you or sel anymore

but that sounds more selfish

i can just be so fking overly assuming sometimes

sorry im just the definition of moody rn i just want you to feel good please

im going to sleep now even if you don't care ily

that was so attention seeking of me i genuinely need to stop, all i want you to do is tell me how you feel about me please

hugs u(im genuinely sorry if this makes you uncomfortable i literally can't resist randomly expressing affection)

gn

i know im making this sound all about me and i don't mean to

sorry

i swear if u were just grounded or something everything i wrote probably sounds so stupid

i just have abandonment issues

i wish i didnt

#explodingmyselfrn

i hope your doing ok

is it ok to say that i miss you and love you

i don't know what to do anymore

im sorry

ill always love you no matter what but that sounds super weird sorry

i dont wanna cry about you but i just did it and i probably sound so ridiculous right now

i wish people would just tell me what's wrong with me and i don't even care how critical it is its better than nothing

i can't even ask you to talk anymore because nothing will happen

im so fking dramatic

sorry

i don't want your pity i just want to know if you even care at all

because i care for you :(

uh

i gor gronded

@selachimorpha