i love reading comments then getting abnormally jealous even though im dating both of them and they both probably love me but i just know that i cant even have a normal conversation with my actual personality with them or im gonna get awkward as hell and they wont like me anymore i just wanna have a conversation with both lf you at once i want you two to actually acknowledge my existence ive had panic attacks thinking you two dont love me or just dont care im here i just wznna be involved