feeling sh-tty by xJeremy-Fitzgeraldx
i feel like i'm gonna throw up blood again like i'v did at 12yo
i'm scar3d
it's your fault....
if only you didn't smoke when you were pregnant of me!!
i hate you!!
i don't wanna see your sh-tty face again!
look what you made ...
you made an shy asf girl and depressed for all her life..
you made an traumatized girl ..
i'm not a monster you're the monster ..
you gived me scars and inside too..
you broked my heart..
i though you were my mom..
but you're just a stranger to my eyes now
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19 Nov, 2023, 1:51 pm
take a break nessa..
19 Nov, 2023, 1:52 pm
@_-Toast-Addict-_86_
i can't i have requests to finish and and a lot more again..
19 Nov, 2023, 1:53 pm
so do them later- your health should come first
19 Nov, 2023, 1:53 pm
@_-Toast-Addict-_86_
but...
19 Nov, 2023, 1:54 pm
no buts. take a break.
19 Nov, 2023, 1:54 pm
@AppleChan_
*hugs back*
19 Nov, 2023, 1:55 pm
@_-Toast-Addict-_86_
from drawing if i don't go on cl i'll feel lonely
19 Nov, 2023, 1:56 pm
@XxYandere-Chan68xX
Take a nap :(
19 Nov, 2023, 1:57 pm
@_-Toast-Addict-_86_
already did T-T
19 Nov, 2023, 2:00 pm
am orry :(
19 Nov, 2023, 2:00 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
i'm overthinking i'm depressed i'm sick of being like this...
19 Nov, 2023, 2:01 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
what if i wasn't born? would she be happy?
what if i was a boy? ....
why i im a monster....
an accident...
19 Nov, 2023, 2:02 pm
@_-Toast-Addict-_86_
don't need to i'm fine
19 Nov, 2023, 2:03 pm
okay...
19 Nov, 2023, 2:04 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio @_-Toast-Addict-_86_
my mom was always saying that i im one and that she prefered to have a boy
19 Nov, 2023, 2:05 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
i'v tried to be the perfect child for her...
i'v tried everything... even lying to my friends and teachers ... saying "no she don't hurt me i'm just clumsy"
19 Nov, 2023, 2:05 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
Agree
And @XxYandere-Chan68xX
Your perfect jst the way you are<3
19 Nov, 2023, 2:05 pm
@_-Toast-Addict-_86_
tysm lovely it sweet what ur saying
19 Nov, 2023, 2:06 pm
i agree with patch 100%
19 Nov, 2023, 2:06 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
... wanna know a fact.. the truth..
my mom is a b4.. she is a real one... i was thinking she wasn't but ... she is ..
19 Nov, 2023, 2:08 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
she wanted a child just bc one thing leave her parents and going on her own..
19 Nov, 2023, 2:09 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio @_-Toast-Addict-_86_
ty both of u idk what i'll do without u two
19 Nov, 2023, 2:10 pm
@XxYandere-Chan68xX
i hope ur okay, Nessa<3
19 Nov, 2023, 2:12 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
one thing i remember is that every days a guy came to my house and it was always an another never the same
she forced me to know them but when my mom wasn't here they... they .... beat me... every days.. when she wasn't home..
19 Nov, 2023, 2:13 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
i was 6 when it started to be more hurtfull ...
19 Nov, 2023, 2:13 pm
or painfull*
19 Nov, 2023, 2:14 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
i'm feeling a lil better talking abt this to you
19 Nov, 2023, 2:15 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
hehe yeah france is far away
19 Nov, 2023, 2:15 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
*virtual hug back*
19 Nov, 2023, 2:16 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
so i do/p
19 Nov, 2023, 2:19 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
i'm scared to my new lil sister will get the same as i had...
19 Nov, 2023, 2:19 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
iv also decided to go see her when she will be like 10 yo or 6
19 Nov, 2023, 2:21 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
i really want to meet her i'v always wanted a lil sis and i'm glad i finally do i'm not a monster like my mom me
if i see that she don't feel good with her i'll take her with me and raise her myself idc the cost i don't want that my lil sis get the same past like me
19 Nov, 2023, 2:23 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
^^ ty i'v also made her an oc i hope she will like it when she will be old enough to see it
19 Nov, 2023, 2:27 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
i'm glad they like you now Qnq
19 Nov, 2023, 2:28 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
i'm wondering should i do a matching oc with her? well idk her name yet but its oki ^^
19 Nov, 2023, 2:32 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
that's what i'm planning ^^ and omg yes i love jokes
19 Nov, 2023, 2:38 pm
@Patch_Work-Studio
hmm idk
19 Nov, 2023, 2:55 pm
your painting is corrupted
19 Nov, 2023, 3:04 pm
@-_Cotton_Candy_-
ik i have a copy
19 Nov, 2023, 3:04 pm
ok
19 Nov, 2023, 4:19 pm
[[TW]]
You're not alone. I had a similar mother. She's a bxtch, neglected me. She did drxgs. even during pregnancy.
I'm sorry about your situation.
you can vent to me, i'll listen. <3
- Springy
19 Nov, 2023, 4:21 pm
@x-Spr1ngTr4p-x
tysm springy ty <33
19 Nov, 2023, 4:21 pm
@XxYandere-Chan68xX
ofc!