At this point.... Idk- by ookii_Komori

The Bible tells us that when we believe we are "standing" [doing well], to beware that we don't fall [mess up to the point of drawing away from God]. I believe I've gone past that point. Whether people know or not, there are many things you shouldn't/can't say or do while calling yourself a Christian. I know God loves me and is merciful, but unlike him, I can't forgive myself, because I never change. I know it's a terrible idea- but I don't know if I can stay this way anymore.

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14 Nov, 2023, 9:54 pm
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CrystallizedDusk

14 Nov, 2023, 10:20 pm

I wanna try to help, but even at the same time I feel like I'm slipping too. We're human. He knows this. The way I see it is if you're saved and believe in him with all your heart, God will forgive you. He knows we stumble. He knows we leave and he gives us the freedom to. Whichever way you choose you'll have to answer for yourself, but just know he will love you ALWAYS.

Then again, I'm no pastor. What do I know? What I've heard.

ookii_Komori

15 Nov, 2023, 9:37 am

@CrystallizedDusk I mostly agree with you. And I appreciate your attempts to help... but there isn't much you can tell a hypocrite unless they decide to change... I know that this is a foolish and big decision... but... until I can forgive myself, I can't pretend like I serve a forgiving God...I'm Sorry for not being a good example for you Dusk.... don't be like me.... it's not worth it.

CrystallizedDusk

15 Nov, 2023, 1:40 pm

Fluff, I'm not a good example for MYSELF half the time. You aren't the best person, true, but honestly neither am I and I don't like the fact that you put yourself down over it. You're a feicing sweetie. But like I said, it's your choice. The only thing I can do is try to be with you when you do decide..

channyLOVER301

29 Jun, 2024, 9:20 am

dude jester like this :skull:

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