vent by Madzzz_MCR
School is honestly awful. I've been hurting myself mentally and somewhat physically.
For a couple weeks, I skipped lunch whenever I felt like I didn't deserve it. However, due to something that happened when I skipped a few weeks ago, I stopped.
Secondly, school is pretty overwhelming for me. My english teacher gave me a piece of paper, I wrote one word then I started getting anxious for no reason.
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30 Oct, 2023, 1:00 am
Today, I found out that apparently one of my teachers (assuming english) reccommended me for honors classes next year (According to my dad, she said I was doing 9th-10th grade stuff, maybe 11th) and I honestly don't know how to feel about it. On one hand, it would probably be pretty funny to rub it in some kids' faces, but on the other, it just seems like there's a lot of extra work and stress. Plus, I'm not even sure if I deserve it.
30 Oct, 2023, 1:04 am
I'm not even sure if I deserve anything good anymore. I don't know if I deserve this lovely partner anymore. (I feel like I've been doing a shïtty job on my end) I don't know if I deserve the people who care about me. I don't know if I deserve help. I don't know if I deserve to live.
Sorry its really lenghty, I just wanted to get it all out.
Thanks for reading, goodnight.
30 Oct, 2023, 1:12 am
Get better soon friend, good night.
30 Oct, 2023, 1:34 am
Take your time with things! Hope you get happier soon!