ugh by trucksholdinghands

ugh i was actually proud of myself and then i did it again
even he was proud of me and i ruined it.
im disgusted in myself.
hehe im so glad both of them wont see this and be disappointed in me for breaking my streak of how many days i was clean :33

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25 Oct, 2023, 11:30 pm
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trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:31 pm

ugghhh
i feel so disgusted in myself rn
i need to stop over reacting and hurting myself over itt

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:31 pm

hehe i feel so stupid rn

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:32 pm

maybe i should just quit no one would miss me right?

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:33 pm

OH SHT DID I HIT MY VEIN?
no i didnt im good :3

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:33 pm

ugh i wanna jump off a cliff and die
do they really love me
am i just there?
i feel like they would be better of without me in the way

rinhiryu

25 Oct, 2023, 11:33 pm

@trucksholdinghands
no
nono
nonono
pls dont
dont quit over this, we love you
and, its ok to relapse
alright?
you're trying.

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:36 pm

i feel so disgusting
maybe i should just do more than quit
i cant hurt myself then
id be safe in hell maybe
why am i like this

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:37 pm

@kikuoenjoyer @Hojier
sorry im just over reacting you can ignore this :3

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:38 pm

uhuhheghegd
i need to shut up and keep this to myself
im actually f ing insane

rinhiryu

25 Oct, 2023, 11:38 pm

@trucksholdinghands pls be safe </3

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:38 pm

my classmate was right abt me being r3t4rt3d and narcissistic

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:39 pm

why was i born

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:39 pm

my life is worthless ngl

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:39 pm

whatdo i do everyday? oh cry myself to sleep!

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:40 pm

and pretend like an actual person is talking to me!
Not like anyone actually would :3

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:41 pm

i swear im a worthless human being

meowi

25 Oct, 2023, 11:41 pm

ik m not a real person but i'll talk words with u

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:42 pm

my sheets r bloody
i should probably go bandage these :skull:

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:43 pm

uhuesgsdg
i feel bad now
im making everyone worry over a singular peice of garbage in a trash world :skull:

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:43 pm

ok im going back to my main now
:3

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:44 pm

@kikuoenjoyer
sorry i tried to stay clean but i over reacted again :3

trucksholdinghands

25 Oct, 2023, 11:45 pm

uguuwghh
i had a good time here ig
maybe it is time i should quit idk

meowi

25 Oct, 2023, 11:52 pm

DONT QUITTT GRGRGRGAFRFIS

meowi

25 Oct, 2023, 11:52 pm

@Sc3n3K1x_

meowpee

05 Apr, 2025, 5:53 pm

@immortalfan i was gonna toch u

meowpee

05 Apr, 2025, 5:55 pm

@immortalfan h-heh i-i lo-love u/hj

meowpee

05 Apr, 2025, 5:58 pm

@immortalfan wo-wo w wdym -h-hj

meowpee

05 Apr, 2025, 5:59 pm

@immortalfan im lynning it

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