i binged so much this entire week im so disgusting ew... lmao i was 98 pounds monday and now im 102. im so embarrassed oh my god ew and i keep trying to pvrge but i cant. ive gotten so weak, so pathetic, its actually hilarious.
the most comforting feeling right now tho is the blood dripping down my arm. its so pretty, but im so dizzy. i can feel myself slowly feeling at peace, but it might be my imagination kicking in, im really tired.