its all gonna stay, everything i said to him, its all gonna stay. i cant change it, its always gonna be there, ill nevr change from how i was, ill always be a toxic little kid, nothing more than that.
also new sona ig yippee
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20 Oct, 2023, 12:13 am
And the he im referring to is on colors.
20 Oct, 2023, 12:15 am
im actually horrible for what ive done to him, i cant keep a friendship for over a month!
20 Oct, 2023, 12:18 am
im actually a f ing mistake!
20 Oct, 2023, 12:18 am
why am i here!
20 Oct, 2023, 12:18 am
hey do u wana talk/genq
20 Oct, 2023, 12:18 am
pagahgag i cant even go a DAY without venting
20 Oct, 2023, 12:18 am
IM F ING STUPID
20 Oct, 2023, 12:19 am
maybe i shoulda actually kms back then
20 Oct, 2023, 12:20 am
im actually gonna cry
20 Oct, 2023, 12:20 am
heyy duder please dont say that ur an amazing person and nothing can change that
20 Oct, 2023, 12:22 am
also please dont hurt urself
20 Oct, 2023, 12:23 am
@kikuoenjoyer
Im f ed up
why cant you see that
@meowi
Trust me ive done enough to the point theres no more room on my wrist
20 Oct, 2023, 12:25 am
please try to stop ik its hard but ur an amazing person i want to try to be useful and comforting but im ot very good at it i just want u to know u are loved and cared for
20 Oct, 2023, 12:25 am
Im so sorry i had to worry you all
please just ignore this/srs
20 Oct, 2023, 12:27 am
im really just narcissistic like my classmate said </3
20 Oct, 2023, 12:27 am
please just stay safee
20 Oct, 2023, 12:27 am
@kikuoenjoyer i already have therapy
20 Oct, 2023, 12:29 am
@kikuoenjoyer
yeah
20 Oct, 2023, 12:30 am
They said that i should try to stop, and try to find a better coping skill other than cutting and then went through multiple coping skills
20 Oct, 2023, 12:30 am
@kikuoenjoyer
yeah i guess, ive been better ish
20 Oct, 2023, 12:32 am
@kikuoenjoyer
They said i could talk to someone i really care abt abt it/you and i could try to hide my blade from myself and ignoreit
20 Oct, 2023, 12:32 am
i forgot alot of it
20 Oct, 2023, 12:36 am
@kikuoenjoyer
Seems like you two were really good together ngl
wish i could have a relationship like that which doesnt involve me venting every ten seconds and being overly s3xual
20 Oct, 2023, 12:38 am
@kikuoenjoyer
Yeah ik, i just feel like i caused all of it.
20 Oct, 2023, 12:43 am
@kikuoenjoyer
I caused a lot of it, i made it seem like you cheated and i f ed up horribly, i ruined your relationship with him
20 Oct, 2023, 12:45 am
@kikuoenjoyer
Im sorry but i havent stopped worrying abt it since it happened, i feel like everyone hates me because of everything ive done
20 Oct, 2023, 12:46 am
sorry im a horrible bf/srs
20 Oct, 2023, 12:48 am
@kikuoenjoyer
i am
ive ruined every single one of my relationships and other peoples
im stupid
20 Oct, 2023, 12:50 am
@kikuoenjoyer
whenever i see myself i get sick
im a horrible person
i deserve to die ngl
20 Oct, 2023, 12:52 am
@kikuoenjoyer
people have even said it theirselves i do deserve to die
im a fing r3tärded narcissistic idiot.
20 Oct, 2023, 12:52 am
ilyt
20 Oct, 2023, 12:54 am
damn im crying and bleeding now
20 Oct, 2023, 12:55 am
@kikuoenjoyer
im a weird person, i deserve it ngl
20 Oct, 2023, 12:57 am
@kikuoenjoyer i love you too, im just not a great person, i hope people can come to understand that soon