!!vent!! by trucksholdinghands

its all gonna stay, everything i said to him, its all gonna stay. i cant change it, its always gonna be there, ill nevr change from how i was, ill always be a toxic little kid, nothing more than that.

also new sona ig yippee

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20 Oct, 2023, 12:13 am
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trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:13 am

And the he im referring to is on colors.

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:15 am

im actually horrible for what ive done to him, i cant keep a friendship for over a month!

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:18 am

im actually a f ing mistake!

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:18 am

why am i here!

meowi

20 Oct, 2023, 12:18 am

hey do u wana talk/genq

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:18 am

pagahgag i cant even go a DAY without venting

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:18 am

IM F ING STUPID

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:19 am

maybe i shoulda actually kms back then

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:20 am

im actually gonna cry

meowi

20 Oct, 2023, 12:20 am

heyy duder please dont say that ur an amazing person and nothing can change that

meowi

20 Oct, 2023, 12:22 am

also please dont hurt urself

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:23 am

@kikuoenjoyer
Im f ed up
why cant you see that
@meowi
Trust me ive done enough to the point theres no more room on my wrist

meowi

20 Oct, 2023, 12:25 am

please try to stop ik its hard but ur an amazing person i want to try to be useful and comforting but im ot very good at it i just want u to know u are loved and cared for

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:25 am

Im so sorry i had to worry you all
please just ignore this/srs

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:27 am

im really just narcissistic like my classmate said </3

meowi

20 Oct, 2023, 12:27 am

please just stay safee

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:27 am

@kikuoenjoyer i already have therapy

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:29 am

@kikuoenjoyer
yeah

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:30 am

They said that i should try to stop, and try to find a better coping skill other than cutting and then went through multiple coping skills

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:30 am

@kikuoenjoyer
yeah i guess, ive been better ish

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:32 am

@kikuoenjoyer
They said i could talk to someone i really care abt abt it/you and i could try to hide my blade from myself and ignoreit

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:32 am

i forgot alot of it

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:36 am

@kikuoenjoyer
Seems like you two were really good together ngl
wish i could have a relationship like that which doesnt involve me venting every ten seconds and being overly s3xual

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:38 am

@kikuoenjoyer
Yeah ik, i just feel like i caused all of it.

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:43 am

@kikuoenjoyer
I caused a lot of it, i made it seem like you cheated and i f ed up horribly, i ruined your relationship with him

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:45 am

@kikuoenjoyer
Im sorry but i havent stopped worrying abt it since it happened, i feel like everyone hates me because of everything ive done

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:46 am

sorry im a horrible bf/srs

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:48 am

@kikuoenjoyer
i am
ive ruined every single one of my relationships and other peoples
im stupid

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:50 am

@kikuoenjoyer
whenever i see myself i get sick
im a horrible person
i deserve to die ngl

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:52 am

@kikuoenjoyer
people have even said it theirselves i do deserve to die
im a fing r3tärded narcissistic idiot.

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:52 am

ilyt

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:54 am

damn im crying and bleeding now

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:55 am

@kikuoenjoyer
im a weird person, i deserve it ngl

trucksholdinghands

20 Oct, 2023, 12:57 am

@kikuoenjoyer i love you too, im just not a great person, i hope people can come to understand that soon

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