i said it wasnt working out. they threw me out the window like a cigarette. i feel like im a burden. is there something wrong with me? i dont want people to think im trying to play victim but it actually hurts so much. its so painful. am i the trauma? i seem to be forgotten but i know im truly not. they must feel uncomfortable when they think about me and i dont like it. im fine that theyve moved on from me as a partner but why move on from me as a friend? it feels so lonely. it feels like im

not worth it. ive gone through this three times now. i swear im a good person. but the fact this has happened makes me feel like im not.
i feel like a lost puzzle piece. i feel like a forgotten memory. but i guess its just a part of life. a really hurtful one. one that makes my heart ache. one that makes me feel like im being selfish even though im not. i never even got an explanation. i was just cut off. now im out of their life, forever.
and ill never get them back.

there there what happend also this is @Lapis-Lazui the person who suggested Evelyn

im always there for anyone

and you are not selfish you are a kind beautiful person who can become what ever they want.

also ANYONE who throws you out like like a cigarette is dim-witted and obtuse you are a RUBY

you are a good person and everyone SHOULD know that but sadly some people are blind when it comes to life.

@RISOTO-LADY thats really kind of you. im just feeling kind of depressed right now... its just a breakup. it wasnt nasty. it just wasnt working out so i told them. they sid its fine, we could still be friends. well i knew it wasnt really fine. i could feel the pain through the words. i mean it was sudden, out of nowhere.
but anyway... i just tried commenting on their post one day. it wouldnt let me. turnd out they blocked me.
even though i wish we were still friends, the promise wasnt kept...

and YOU did NOTHING wrong

here as Betty White said on Golden Girls life will just knock you down and spit ya in the face but as I add if you lay there you will never recover

@RISOTO-LADY thanks. im starting to feel better... :heart:

and trust me I've been through a heart break which is somewhat similar but don't be me and neglect love

you are way better and smarter then me if they hate you then so be it theres plenty of better people out there that YOU deserve

now go easy on your self tiger wait a bit before jumping head first into another relationship

get some rest and feel better soon and I'm always there for anyone including you

is there anything else you want to vent to me about I've been through some **** and herd it ill listen to anything

wait When did they sensor cra p

and may I ask who is this person

im here if you need me, anyday... ilysm, /p and ill always be your friend! (pineapple-star btw)

@v_sugar

@RISOTO-LADY thanks, it really helps, but id like to keep that private
@-_Pastel_Colours-_ ty :heart:

@v_sugar no problem im always here if you need to vent, k? ♡♥

@-_Pastel_Colours-_ :two_hearts:

@v_sugar ♪♥

@--Yuki-- thanks :heart: