on a much more unrelated note, i went hiking up a mountain wit my family and other people since it waz a scoutz thing. aktually went pretty well than i've anticipated. the bug spray must've aktually did sum work lol

Oh Hey hope your doing ok

@JesterYT i bet i had.. makez me feel bad a lil that i'm missing out on stuff here..

thankz 4 the welcme back, tho

@HumanzHateMe my personal life and life in other platformz' doin aight. i just didn't really feel like coming here 4 some reazon. maybe it may be the fakt that i'm kinda still torn that 1 of my best friend just mysteriously left, and maybe even that i'm focusing on other platformz more. but i just wazn't feeling it much
thankz 4 ur concernz, tho

Hey its np sometimes i do the same ,
its hard to keep comein back

@JesterYT oh wow! nice! that iz a pretty big deal, but i'm sure u got dis! just have sum confidence and faith in urself and i'm pretty sure ur date finna go well :]

@HumanzHateMe ye. just had 2 come back eventually. i can't just leave y'all like that. not w/o giving a short notice, at leazt

@JesterYT yea. it'z okay. i really do hope she'z okay on her side. her account could've just got booted out 4 sum reazon or whatever along,thoze linez. but yea, i'm a lil bummed out from that.

Oh its ok if you ever Go i would understand :p

@JesterYT yea. i understand that. u have ur own choicez that hopefully ur bf can understand

@JesterYT @/-melancholy-

@HumanzHateMe i've never thought of aktually leaving here or anything. ofc not. but if i feel unmotivated or bummed out i can:t really do much

Ya its really Dry here lately and i have had no motivation two :0

@JesterYT ah. yea, i understand not wanting ur kidz 2 suffer te same ting az u. yea.

also, u could've mistaken that 4 someone elze. can't be her. kinda wish that waz the case, tho...

@HumanzHateMe kinda tru. stuff like dis iz when i don't feel like much iz happening at all here. that'z how bummed out i've been

Ya when nothing happeneds Theres no motivation

*cries*

@_-Silly-Darling-_ uhh... *hugz* r u alright. i'm sorry

i missed u :crying_cat_face:

@_-Silly-Darling-_ yea, me 2. again, i'm sorry 4 just not being here all of a sudden :[

its alr, but plz be more activeeee ill cling onto u if i have to :imp:

@_-Silly-Darling-_ i can't guarantee 2 much, but i will try my best. really.

*cries*

@JesterYT mozt likely. i will be back on the weekendz, tho

@_-Silly-Darling-_ *headpatz* i aktually will try 2 come back here. make sum art and interakt wit y'all! it'z juzt that sometimez i feel unmotivated and bummed by sumn and it takez me nowhere. y'know?

i understand. still love uuu! :notes: /p

@JesterYT soo...... we basically can't really talk 2 each other as much then?

@_-Silly-Darling-_ :heart: /p

@JesterYT hm.. dang :/

@JesterYT yup. life az an adult do be hittin when the time comez. responsibilitiez, jobz n thoze stuff. it must a lot

*must be

@JesterYT that'z ur choice, really. if it feelz like taking care of kidz'll take a lot of time outta u, then taking shorter timez here would prolly be the best choice. u don't have 2 necessarily leave 4ever, tho

@JesterYT gud 2 be prepared

TJ,

it's okay. Nobody will be active 24/7. Have fun and relax.

@JesterYT any chancez that ur predictionz might be somewhat accurate?

@CrystallizedDusk yea. i'll have my off-timez here n there. sill, i feel kinda bad 4 juzt being gone all of a sudden. u know y, rite?

@JesterYT nvm. i'm sure ur kidz [ if u chooze 2 have em ] would be adorable either way

@JesterYT seemz like a gud waiting time b4 having kidz. give urselves sum time 2 prepare 1st. that'z gud

@JesterYT yea. children can be pretty tough at timez [ learmed from experiences ] so just take time 2 mentally, emotionally, and physically invest in baby care

@JesterYT mhm

@JesterYT like a daycare/bany showerz or sumn?

@JesterYT ah. yea

@JesterYT awww that'z nice :]

@JesterYT gudnite then. have a gud 1 :wave:

Think I remember. But don't beat yourself up or be upset dude. Everybody does it, and it sometimes does good for you mental state :>

@CrystallizedDusk ay tru tru

Just relax in the times you aren't on and take care of yourself, and don't push yourself too hard when you are. We care y'know :/

@CrystallizedDusk yea ofc

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