venting (among us imposter style) by xXgooner_123Xx

lol my mom told me not too long ago that she thinks me being depressed and not wanting to exist was my fault and i should stop blaming other people
and that like
it's because im far from god or something
and she was saying how she doesn't even believe im a Christian which like
idc abt that part bc i know who i am
but it hurts to know that's how she views me.
literally bc i was wearing a bowtie that night.

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xXgooner_123Xx

28 Aug, 2023, 8:24 am

idk im so constantly afraid of how everyone perceives me and then she went and said that shi and it hurt.
and she was the one crying.
she had apparently gone through my stuff and found a post id made SEVERAL MONTHS BEFORE jokingly saying jesus was trans.
And she was crying.
your child literally wants to die and this is what u cry about
loving the priorities mother.
that probably sounds selfish but whatever
idc
idec anymore

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:24 am

your mom seems like the kind of person to ask for refunds on life insurance

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:25 am

Man you deserve a loving mother wt/f

xXgooner_123Xx

28 Aug, 2023, 8:27 am

and it's not like i want attention or something
i don't say these things to get u to feel guilty or something like-
i am genuinely hurting and you don't even care.
you say you'll get me in thera.py and then take us to a church with a pastor that mocks people that go.
God forbid someone seeks help with a problem that can't be solved by reading a paragraph from a book written forever ago.
she says she will but shes been saying this for almost 2 years and it's never happened

Zanity

28 Aug, 2023, 8:27 am

aw im here for you
your mum needs to grow up a bit frfr.
honetly, if i was your mother, ide be fr no joke buying you the world :heart_decoration:

xXgooner_123Xx

28 Aug, 2023, 8:28 am

@Nyghtmareish I SNORTED WTAF :sob:
thanks ig
idk she loves me
i just come after big G and her husband on the love hierarchy so

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:29 am

@plutoes
big g?
big glock?

glock glock 9000

xXgooner_123Xx

28 Aug, 2023, 8:29 am

@Zanity thanks

xXgooner_123Xx

28 Aug, 2023, 8:30 am

@Nyghtmareish not you calling God glock glock 9000 i cannot

Zanity

28 Aug, 2023, 8:30 am

also just have to say this SOMEWHERE

your my 14th follower, and 14 is my lucky number, and its really been working for me lately!
:heart_decoration: :heart_decoration:

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:30 am

OH IM SOBBNG
:sob:

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:31 am

your mom would fist fight me rn :boom: :boom:

xXgooner_123Xx

28 Aug, 2023, 8:32 am

@Firebrand Sorry abt ur sister fr that sucks/gen

@Zanity aww? im glad to b ur lucky number that's really cool

xXgooner_123Xx

28 Aug, 2023, 8:33 am

@Nyghtmareish you'd get arrested- hitting pregnant women is a nono :pensive:

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:34 am

Oh god
little siblings

xXgooner_123Xx

28 Aug, 2023, 8:34 am

@Firebrand i probably don't need one as much as some do but yea i'd appreciate it :sob:

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:34 am

@Firebrand
SUGAR SHAR/T
WHA
:sob:

xXgooner_123Xx

28 Aug, 2023, 8:35 am

@Nyghtmareish real.
i have
so many siblings
5 +the unborn child

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:36 am

my mom tried to get me to hold a child
i convinced her i would drop it
and it worked

it was my nephew :skull:

xXgooner_123Xx

28 Aug, 2023, 8:36 am

:sob:

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:39 am

@Firebrand
fire fart ??
sugar shar/t ???
:sob: :sob:

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:41 am

@Firebrand
speaking of **********,i have profession upstairs neighbors
their kids r so damn loud and one tried tp sell me a LG mOnitor

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:42 am

@Firebrand
bed is fr mentall stable ppl

xXgooner_123Xx

28 Aug, 2023, 8:43 am

@Firebrand wow im sorry i dont have a proper response other than im so sorry

@Nyghtmareish @Firebrand u guys are silly but im also gonna go to bed skdjdjdj it's late and my eyes hurt <3

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:43 am

@Firebrand
3:43...

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:44 am

@plutoes
dies
okay
gb

Nyghtmareish

28 Aug, 2023, 8:47 am

@Firebrand
bites

GeekyGamer156

28 Aug, 2023, 10:06 am

Your mom sucks. >:)

chiisai_Hoshi

28 Aug, 2023, 9:14 pm

@plutoes *tight tight hugs* I'm sorry azucar.... I'm sorry that you're having a hard time with your mother.... I hope she'll start to consider you're feelings more...... This may not help... but just know that her feelings about you... don't reflect God's feelings... He knows your heart state and won't force you to do anything.... I just wish I could be of more help... Feel better... :heart_decoration:

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