Funeral was moved up bc my parents said they had better things to. WTH IS MORE IMPORTANT!? Lany told me to not cry at her funeral and when she dies. She said she'll live on in heaven and she'll come to visit me as a pruple butterfly. Idk if purple butterflies exist sis.Bye guys. Ima try not to cry.

Edit: Yo i cant go. I cant. I Cant see my big sister in a casket i just cant! If i do that means she's actually gone.Why did she commit..Did i f!ck it all up again? We did fight alot.Is it my fault?