felt v safe ^_^ /s by sshairs

pastor of the church we went to:"or theyll have them cryin like a bunch of girls and then all the women looked at me like 'is that an issue?' and i knew i messed up, gotta be careful what u say around lesbians"
guy who just walked in:'oh you mean [redacted bc im not allowed to say that word]?'
pastor: 'yea [redacted]'
guy: 'oh yea i know a few of those (continues to say s ualizing awful things)' (he's married)

i just

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sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:04 am

i left the room bc i felt so so very uncomfortable and not saf i rlly hated that church.
everyone was all southern and while that's not an issue in and of itself, they were like stereotypical gayphobic, hateful, banjo playing, hunting season southern and i just :[

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:04 am

like

ur literally a pastor???
we're just saying slurs in church now???? wtaf??

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:05 am

he made me feel weird too
the way he looked at me felt like he was mad at me or something and he didn't allow his daughter to wear pants
like ever.

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:06 am

i wanted to cry fr
like i felt nervous before they said that stuff and that genuinely made me so so much more anxious

like
wowza
u church folk sure know how to make everyone feel safe it's crazy

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:09 am

for context, people from our old church moved to a different city and it's like a smaller town in a more woodsy area.
my mom's friends were the people that moved so she wants to move too bc she follows them everywhere like a lost puppy and doesn't have any OTHER friends.
(she doesn't care that she'd be taking the rest of her family away from their family and friends)
if we ended up moving there, we'd go to that church and that thought alone makes it like hard to breathe and i wanna cry

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:09 am

@hemorrhagev2 our mom is trying to move us there :[

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:09 am

im home now but
:[

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:11 am

@hemorrhagev2 im like a Christian but not like that
i don't see how anyone could feel so comfortable saying something so hateful and think they could justify that with the Bible???

Jesus doesn't say slurs guys that should be obvious

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:12 am

not really.
the only thing in the way is if we were able to sell our house for enough to move
i just
i hope im out of the house b4 that happens

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:17 am

@hemorrhagev2 literally.
i'll live tho idk

if we end up going through with the move ill just do my foolproof backup plan of kicking and screaming and throwing tantrums until i can move in with my dad and his gf (who both aren't anti gay wowza!!!!1!11)

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:18 am

@THERMODYNAMIC MY MOMS LITERALLY THE SAME
like 'mom i don't wanna exist' 'you know what you need? to pray more' :relieved: :pray: :hundred_points: :fire:

sleepystrutter

07 Aug, 2023, 3:22 am

what? that's bad.

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:24 am

@Tallulah-- ur so based for that

@sleepybagchan28_ yeah
like
yeah

@THERMODYNAMIC GIGGLING??? 'thanks big G ur the best :sunglasses:'

chiisai_Hoshi

07 Aug, 2023, 3:28 am

@kaecynthecowardlydog my denomination doesn't do gayness, but if you say a hmphobic slur in the place of worship, honey get ready to be looked at like a satanist XDDDDDD i'm finna get yo xss out the south

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:28 am

@Tallulah-- AWWWJXNJXNCJ??? TYSMM ??? :sob: :sob: U TOO HOMIE WHAT <33

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:29 am

@Hoshi_Bat right?!??! like UR LITERALLY ***THE PASTOR***?1!???? I WAS SO SHOCKED

@THERMODYNAMIC YEA SHES ONLY ALLOWED TO WEAR DRESSES AND SKIRTS :frowning:

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 3:30 am

@hemorrhagev2 REAL SO FCKNG REAL
like y'all are in for a rude awakening if this is how ur acting

Mxlatonxn

07 Aug, 2023, 4:12 am

you shouldve said "JeSuS dOeSnt LikE sLuRs YoUre GoInG to JaIl!!113334g6gg7?!!!!"/j/nsrs

sshairs

07 Aug, 2023, 4:13 am

@ISawThemVent i would've if it didn't ensure certain doom :pensive:
(ruthieus on at nighttime?.1??11?1!1?1? that's wild/vvvpos)

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