(con) avoidant behavior. Which is unhealthy. And I'm sorry. I'm so so so so sorry. I'm a dumb, traumatized kid who was traumatized by one comment from a bully 3 years ago and certain arguments with my parents. So I get mean and defensive and avoidant but really I wish more than life to be more normal just so I can express to you all how much I appreciate you guys. Because I do !! Because I really, really do. I really genuinely love you all so so so much. Really.

(con) I wonder when I'll heal. I wonder if I'll get better. But the thing is is that I just really wish I can be better for all of you so I made this post to say...I'm sorry. I'm sorry for ignoring some of you. For being so careless. For being an a--ss. I just wish I could be better. Because all of you are so incredible and just don't realize it. Truly.

You awe me beyond belief--I never thought some of the most legitimately incredible people I've ever met would be on a dumb, under the radar site on my switch. But they were. And it's incredible. Genuinely.

I hate how I act sometimes and I'm so frustrated by the world and its people. Yet I just hope to improve. for all of you, for my other irl friends, and so on. Thank you.

@Tallulah-- Thank you thanj you thank you so so so much. Thank you. I genuinely appreciate you....... I don't know what to say. Thank you. /gen /vvvvvvvvvvp0s /nm /nneg

----Now nobody's interrupting. Comment if you'd like now, I'm done for this post...-----

@Tallulah-- You're fine now!!!. ^^

/gen /nm /nneg

i never think you're annoying or anything /vvvvsrs /vvvgen
I love you a lot and i know you're going through a lot and if that means that you're not gonna always be happy or even just present that's okay. You're my friend and i want you to know that I'm here for you whenever, you mean a lot to me and our friendship isn't conditional. im here, no matter how you're feeling and i want you to know you have my full support bc you're an amazing person moyo, i hope you realize that too <3333 /gen /p

don't apologize for not being 100% there all the time- you're human. it happens. ty for choosing to talk to me when you do ^^

never ever in my whole time of knowing you have i ever thought that you were annoying , and i mean that . im the type of person where if i dont like you ill literally tell you 2 f off 3 words in , but genuinely in my mind you seem too good to be true /vvp0s
im so sorry for everything thats been goin on w you but , though it may be hard to belive , it genuinely gets better , and after it does get better things might still be rough , but , in order to feel better , you gotta get hurt first , yk ?

ily moyo , your a real genuine friend 2 me and i rlly rlly hope you know that , if you eva need anything im here 4 you dude , always and forever <3 /gen

@SugarSkulllz Thank you Sugar............. I'm kiiiiiiiiinda unsure about the annoying bit, but thank you. /gen /lh /vvvvvvp0s /nm /nneg Thank you....sometimes I forget I' human. I just feel terrible. /vvvvgen /nm

@Tallulah-- Really??! I'd love to do that sometime.....I really love hot chocolate too I guess. .. . :) If you're ever sad, you can always come to me and talk and talk all you want, about anythin you need!!!! Like ventig or your favorite stuff or anything lke that, I'm her fr you !!!!!! Thank you for everythin Paper thank you. Thank you you are amazing andone of th most amazing people thank you.... /vvvvvgen /nm /vvvnneg

@STARZZ Angel........you're such an aweosme person to me and everyone else, and I kid you not when I say people aren't joking when they say you're everyone's bottle of sunshine, especially mine. /vvvvvgen /nm /p /p0s You're incredible and I genuinely hope you recognize that!!! It'd baffle me if you don't....??! /vvvvgen /vvvvvvvvp0s /p I'm in no way that great tbh.... I have such a temper irl, I'm a recluse and I get so mean n anxious. I'm sorry. But thank you for everything, Angel. Thank you.

/vvvvvvp0s /lh /nm

@Tallulah-- Just remember you're a person too Ori !!!!! I really cool sweet one at that!!! And I'm always here and if you think you have no one to turn to, you can turn to me!!! /vvvvvgen /nm /nneg /p

you're always super sweet to me, always have been!! you needen't apologize, don't worry. sometimes people need distance and or a break, and that's okay!!

ur not annoying dw!! we all lov u sm :D <33 u dont always have to respond we still will always consider u a friend<33333

@Moyo-

no matter how you are irl , its still clear your a wonderful person , irl im not much of a " bottle of sunshine " either , but thats ok !!! we cant be the same online and irl !!! [ ,,,, the word fliter blocks me from being my irl self anyway :boom: ]

but !!!! your great dude !!! your so damn sick n dope !!!!!!! keep it up my guy !!!! /gen /vvvvp0s