lol cool picture my friend! how are you today?

Hey @RymiraRose Im fine... (Not...not really... im like always stressed)

im sorry my friend :( can i help at all..?

@RymiraRose don't worry... Its the same thing... but more hard

I really want to d13... I cant anymore... my stress is increasing... my parents never understand me... EVERYONE make me feel bad... except my friends and you... you are my first friend who I met, and you are the first to help me... You help me, and I help you...

I don't want to make anyone feel sad... in special you... You, the one who I forgot how we meet, but always help me...

Well... I know how we meet, but im lazy to remember

Y'know... I've been suffering a lot... sometimes... In my dreams theres nothing, just my bad memories... but, my friends are always there trying to help me

Its funny, because I don't know why they come with me and told me their problems.

Even you when we meet... I don't know why everyone talk with me about their problems.... Specially, my italian friend who I miss a lot... She always call me brother... Its very funny, jeje

by the way... how are you today? @RymiraRose

im sorry my friend...please dont give up...your only allowed to give up when i do...

and im not good at all rn...not in the slightest...life absolutly suks...i know exactly how you feel and im sorry...im so worthless that i cant ever help anyone...im literally the worst person to lean on...im a terrible friend...

i hate myself i hate my life i hate everything...im so tired Fernando...so so tired...i cant metally take it...im just falling apart...

and then i hear you say that stuff and i cant do anything...i cant ever make you or anyone else feel genuinely loved...my existence is absolutely worthless...

im trying to be strong but sometimes i just cant...im sorry...ive failed you as a friend...

@RymiraRose Don't say that, you are not worst... You are my best friend!

Please, don't give up

You make me feel loved... You care about me, and I care about you

Please... Don't hate yourself, I hate myself for not being a good friend for you...

Im breaking, Im crying... Im d13ying... But you keep me alive

You are not allowed to give up, even if I d13, I believe in you.

YOU ARE THE BEST, AND I REALLY LOVE BEING YOUR FRIEND!

I know you are a good person, I always knew it

Please... Don't give up.

I want you to be happy, even if im suffering, I would love to see you happy!

My friend... DON'T GIVE UP!

I want you to be happy forever

Sometimes... I dream that we could meet irl in the future... I dream that we will talk forever, even after life

Your existence is very important... Without you, I cant be happy!

You. Are. A. [Big Shot]

Never forget about me... Im always with you, in good and bad times.

I care about you, your bf care about you... EVERYONE CARE ABOUT YOU

With me... Nobody care... Only you and my friends who I meet in sky

do you really mean that...?

thank you so very much my friend...that really does mean alot to me, and im sorry for breaking down yesterday...

and i care about you too, if im not allowed to give up then neither are you ok?

id be really sad if you died so please dont...lets get through these feelings together ok..?

your one of my best friends and i really missed you when i left, id be heartbroken if you just dissapeared...i promise you are needed and loved!

I wish i could just give you a big hug rn...

I also wish to give you a big... a BIG hug, @RymiraRose

But... Its impossible... Unless in the future we meet irl, but I don't think that could happen... But, atleast we can still chat together

And, I really mean it... I really care about you. Thanks for being my FIRST best friend.

thank you so much, and you never know, mabye someday we can meet :) i think it would be amazing if we could meet as irl friends vrs virtual ^^

thank you for being my friend as well, im very glad that we met :blush:

Anyways... I have to eat my dinner... so... See ya next time.... or when you want to talk with me. @RymiraRose

I hope you have a happy and faz-tastic day... or night... I don't know. :smile_cat:

Actually... I've already finished eating my dinner, XD.

lol hi, was dinner good lol? and i hope you have a faz-tastic day or night as well :blush:

Yeah, dinner was very good and very faz-tastic. @RymiraRose

Now, im waiting my breakfast while doing nothing, having my hands on my neck, and thinking what to [F-word]king draw right now, XD.

(I forgot that it was faz-errific, not faz-tastic, XD.)

lol im glad it was good and mabye would you be open to drawing #RymiraRose ?

id love to see you draw her honestly

Well... I would draw her... but... It could take me a lot... Its very tiring using my fingers to draw @RymiraRose

Also... I've lost my pencil... And no its not the sonarpen... It was a pencil that my aunt gave to me, it had the function of writting, but also to draw digitally... but I lost it and it broke

oh im sorry :( that suks tht u lost it

and its ok, i understand :)

But, I will gladly draw her... It will be hard using my hands, but I will try @RymiraRose

But... The thing is I don't know how to draw her.... Knowing that I don't have my own style of drawing? uhhh I don't know if I have my style... I never see that

tysm and its ok! just draw her however you see fit! :blush:

Ok @RymiraRose by the way... Do you have any ideas of how I should draw her?

@Fernando_MX not really as long as you keep the idea of the character the same. im not picky :blush:

Okay @RymiraRose I don't know when I will finish, because... Well... I need to think which of the infine pose to use... Drawing with my hands is very tiring...

Also I need to draw UNNAMED_MONSTER_05....

Unless... I draw a like to say a scene where your character run away from UNNAMED_MONSTER_05.... But, my mind is working very hard to know what and how to draw

Y'know... I mostly draw plants from Plants vs Zombies, or memes, or other stuff... But mostly is UNNAMED_MONSTER_0X (X=Unknown number that can be any number).

And well.... I've been thinking on improving my character (the only one that i have), but I don't know what to change and improve on my character

im fine with whatever you decide and theres no rush! also which character? can you tag me in the picture?

Hello! @RymiraRose how are you today?

... Maybe this will be my last message... Because, I want to d13, I can't handle it anymore, my parents, they still don't understand that school will just make my pain to get more worse... It's very painful... They don't understand, they think I'm just joking, or something.... They don't care if I'm not happy... Right now I have my hands on my neck...

But, I don't want to d13, I don't want to see you very sad... I... I just can't handle it anymore... Tomorrow I have to go to high school to do something, but I don't want to go, I'm never ready, alone, I just want to be able to rest forever...

I want to be happy...

They are just hurting me... They are hurting me...They are hurting me mentally every time they talk about the school...

And, I'm not trying to make you feel sad... I just can't handle the pain.... A few hours ago, I was happy playing Genshin Impact, and my parents, they...They always hurt me emotionally.

@RymiraRose I want to d13, but at the same time, I don't want to d13... I don't know what to do anymore... I'm already broken inside...

im so sorry...but please dont go...please...

i dont want to see my friend di3..

if i can help i will just please dont...

@RymiraRose I'm sorry, I'm a bad friend, I can't handle it anymore, it hurts so much, they never understand, they are hurting me... I'm very broken inside me... They never understand, my parents don't care

I'm alone, I'm alone in this world...

I really want to d13, but I don't want to make you feel sad, not even my friends... You are my best friend, but, I can't handle it anymore, this pain is very painful.

i completely understand but please rethink death...

your not alone...im here...

@RymiraRose I'm still alive... And right now it's the [F-word]king 5:48 am...(Well, was, because you will read this who knows when) And, well.... I still want to d13, but... I don't want... I'm still suffering in this nightmare....

But, you... You always try to help me... And I thank you very much for everything.

Right now, I want to cry a lot, because it still hurts (and besides my legs are tired and numb), well... I just hope nothing bad happens today in high school... (That's because when I'm under extremely high stress, I tend to bite my lip and rip my eyebrow off with my fingers... I know, that's very disturbing.)

hi, im so sorry i was exhausted from work and fell asleep...

are you ok...? hopefully everything went ok today...

@RymiraRose Im not ok... I didnt go to high school... and my parents hurted me... They hurted me

I want to d13

Im just a mistake

a big erro

error*

I hate my life

im so sorry but you not a mistake...how did they hurt you...? are you alright...?

i promise your not a mistake...

@RymiraRose I'm not fine, they are still hurting me, they are using their hands, and belts... I'm traumatized, they even used knives to open the door.

I can't anymore

It hurts

I don't want to go to high school, I want to d13

They are hurting me a lot

I just want to be happy, but they hurted me, they are still hurting me...

It really hurt a lot...

im so sorry...i wish i could hug you...im sorry i cant be there to help you...i wish i could make them stop...

@RymiraRose Hey... So, hmmm...This would possibly be the last time I talk to you, since my parents definitely banned my cell phone and my Nintendo, they are still hurting me... I wish I could be happy... But, I can't anymore... I need help...Thank you, thank you for being my best friend... I hope anyone can help me...

//Update//

Now my mom has arrived, and we are reaching an "agreement", I hope that everything goes well and that I can continue talking with my friends.

i hope you can stay, please keep me updated my friend...i hope it all went well...

Hey @RymiraRose Everything is going perfect... The deal went well, so I'm not leaving, I'm staying

im so glad! :blush:

hey, i got discord so would u like to add each other so we can chat there?

@RymiraRose Yes, please.

My discord is: _fermx

@Fernando_MX i s3nt the request, im RymiraRose