can i uh vent to you i'm not doing well tbh

its ok if no

@_dai_the_flu ofc dude

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ok uh so this is about the channy drama. i just feel really bad. like i do tgis thing where i get into drama that i shouldnt that always involves @/maxwell_, and i always end up saying smthn i regret.and like i apologized to channy but i can tell they are a but upset, also @/staryzx and i arent friends anymore because of this
i feel like i just ruin everything like i need to learn to keep my mouth shut

*she

@_dai_the_flu i think maybe you should distqnce from max they seem kinda mean th whole channy thing left a bad taste in my mouth tbh and i think max unconsciously pushes ppl to say rash things yk

star is still talking to me after it im glad i lef my comments where tey were

yes like every time i interract with them i end up ******* up and saying something awful i didn't mean so i think i am going to distance,from him plush she kind of intimidates me

istg ik i shouldve just stayed away from them in the beginning i hate this

i'm so upset with myself

i think thats a step in the right direction, im just gonna not interact further w them
i think all we can do from now on is just chug on down the right direction. im here 4 every step of the way!!
@_dai_the_flu

i don think ur terrible at all

i think were only human and you were lowk pushed a little bit i dont blame u for it @_dai_the_flu

i left an explanation on her most recent post, so i'll see how that goes

thank you so much for the support that made me feel a bit better ily<3/p

@_dai_the_flu ofc im always here

hopefukky that clears thingz up

yeah hopefully idk i just hope channy doesn't hate me for this

@_dai_the_flu i think you can fix it

yeah maybe i already apologized i just think she thinks im two faced because she said like "your opinion changes with the media a lot" and idk

i think my issue is that my main form of validation is from knowing others like me so when i think they dont it hurts me genuinely

@_dai_the_flu i thin in the future when interacting w ppl over contreversey, make sure to asess your values b4 saying things, impretty active so u can always ask me too ab it

yeah i can be impulsive sometimes i need to work on that

thank you again :pray:

@_dai_the_flu no prob brochacho :kissing_cat: /p

:heart: :heart: /p