-Puppets to the Lies- by CrystallizedDusk

"Heh... I betcha get yer sick kicks from making me do things I don't wanna... doncha, Damon?"

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Just a test with Malto's new outfit... also CAN WE TALK ABOUT THAT FREAKING RIGHT HAND BRO!? THAT TOOK SO MUCH OF MY NERVES MAN-

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
07 Jul, 2023, 5:21 pm
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CrystallizedDusk

26 Jul, 2023, 2:22 pm

@Nyghtmareish @-Pyra- @-Mythra- Anyone on that doesnt mind me venting a bit...? Not exactly feeling the greatest..

Nyghtmareish

26 Jul, 2023, 2:23 pm

I dont mind!

Berry18

26 Jul, 2023, 2:25 pm

Go ahead! Im always here for you! *hugs* <333/p

CrystallizedDusk

26 Jul, 2023, 2:51 pm

@Nyghtmareish @-Pyra- Thanks guys..

I just feel... frustrated. I want to show my mom my art, but she wouldnt approve because of either designs or ask for something more Christian, which I have no idea how to do. And I have tae kwon-do which I'm literally forced to keep doing even though I dont want to and expressed TWICE. All it is anymore is playing patty-cake to catch up, paying more money and "OH DID WE FORGET TO MENTION A TOURNAMENT OR BELT TEST IN 5 DAYS ZISU?" plus a lot of mental torture FOR tournament. Most of my friends left and moved on. I know I should quit whining but I'm at the end of my wick... it isnt fun or interesting anymore, especially when they leave out convenient things and dont care, plus being literally pushed to do something I DONT WANT TO ANYMORE is sucking... sorry for the rant..

Berry18

26 Jul, 2023, 2:54 pm

I understand. Its really difficult to do something when your neither interested nor motivated. Maybe you should try telling your mom how you feel?

CrystallizedDusk

26 Jul, 2023, 3:11 pm

@-Pyra- I have! And all she told me that I remember was that I was staying in whether I wanted it or not until I get a 4th degree. And whenever I have she rarely tries to understand anymore if its mental. She just feicing LECTURES ME and blames it on games, or my friends, or whatever cards she has and I'm close to just blowing up in her face. Because LORD FORBID I do something wrong and I'm "just like Holly" in her eyes!

Berry18

26 Jul, 2023, 3:15 pm

@CrystallizedDusk Oml....Im really sorry girl :'/
All I can say is, even though you dont like it, your still soldiering on. Your doing really good, even if it annoys you. And Im always here if you need to talk!!

CrystallizedDusk

26 Jul, 2023, 3:25 pm

@-Pyra- Thanks Ber.. and again, sorry for the rant. I'm just fed up with everything around here.

Nyghtmareish

26 Jul, 2023, 3:25 pm

um
im sorry
brain is dead but i give you virtual love and hugs

Berry18

26 Jul, 2023, 3:26 pm

@CrystallizedDusk I completely understand! Always feel free to rant to me, okay? I dont mind!

CrystallizedDusk

26 Jul, 2023, 5:45 pm

@-Mythra- Kinda... *hugs* thanks for checking in though

CrystallizedDusk

26 Jul, 2023, 6:51 pm

@-Mythra- I will be :)

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