i just wanna be special. why am i so special. /ven by BunnyBeans

When you qere here before
couldnt look you in the eye
youre just like an angel
your skin mak3s me cry
you float like a feathr
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special.
You're so f****** special.
But I'm a creep.
I'm a weirdo
what the hell am I doing here?
i dont belong here
i dont care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I wanna have a perfect body
i wanna perfect soul
i want you to notice
when im not arond
so f**** special
i wish i was special.
whatever makes you happy.

whatever you want.

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
07 Jul, 2023, 2:42 am
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BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:46 am

no one notice sme and im so f'''''in lame and dumb an d no special at all

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:47 am

im an attemtio n seeker tthat sall

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:47 am

probs som dumb sstraightcis girl who isnt atualy queer qnd doing it fr attemtio

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:47 am

better go and hang out with haillsss and berry18 cause thats my crowd no

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:48 am



i am nothing

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:48 am

no one wantstocome an dhel0 me

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:48 am

im stuk forevef

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:48 am

everyone would probaly trad me away or the netx persn if they got the chance

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:49 am

theres so many people 100000000000000000 tim sbetter than ee the f you stick around idiot

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:49 am

probably cause you dont wanna jurt my feelings thats all

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:49 am

than yoll abandon me and act ik im n one

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:50 am

but who am i to talk i always ffffmg abandon my friends cauz i never know wha to say

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:50 am

i m sorry paper for what happened a weke ago about im soso so sorry so so so sorry paper

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:50 am

im sorry scara for all your pain im sorry

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:51 am

im sorryto everyone m sorry

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:51 am

im so stupid

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:51 am

im amoron

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:51 am

im helpless

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:51 am

im unwise

BunnyBeans

07 Jul, 2023, 2:51 am

you all have no reason to stick around

BunnyBeans

09 Jul, 2023, 2:11 am

@ch3rrysh4rks
Cherry (may I call you that? ), thank you so much. You literally are an angel. Thank you. Thank you. Genuinely. /vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvgen /nm
I'm sorry for having to vent like this. I hate it when I post anything like this since I know for a FACT that I'm doing nothing but contributing to an endless slew of vents on this dumb little app--there's children here, and people I love, and I need to be strong for them. I just wonder if anything I'm 'doing' (if I'm doing anything at all)

BunnyBeans

09 Jul, 2023, 2:12 am

@ch3rrysh4rks (con) actually working. So I'm sorry about this, genuinely.

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