HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRIMACE

@_-J3ff_th3_ki1l3r-_
yippee

lol

hey, here's your daily (?) reminder that you're a lovely, unique, one-of-a-kind person! Also, if you haven't eaten yet today, then I highly suggest you do so <3 /lh

@Newt_Soup
-///- i dont eat food :,)

@Anxious_Muffin well you should luv

@Newt_Soup
o///0 well i dont--

@Anxious_Muffin well,, I don't much either. but, hey, I'll tell you what, I eat something today and you eat something as well? Ofc you don't have to, but it would be good for you, and probably both of us (not trying to pressure you in any way). It doesn't even have to to be something big, just a small snack. Think on it maybe? I'm here when you need me.

@Newt_Soup
okay, okay. ill eat smth..only bc u said that though :>

@Anxious_Muffin i'll eat smth as well. we're in this together, you're not alone [:

@Newt_Soup
oki ^^ i ate some spagetti just now :D

@Anxious_Muffin Good! Hope you enjoyed it!! I'm tryin to figure what to eat haha.

@Newt_Soup
eat women heheh

@Anxious_Muffin LMAO- that made me laugh too much.. I ate an apple and some crackers,, that's all that I could stomach atm

@Newt_Soup
okay im just glad u ate smth ^^ yippee

Ello [:

@Newt_Soup
hi :,>

ive been in bad shape lately--cutt1ng myself on my wrists and legs...thats why i didnt respond bc im thinking abt just not talking to her ever so we drift apart...ive been crying, cutting, and screaming myself to sleep..

@Anxious_Muffin aaa luv. i knew smth was wrong. please don't hurt yourself anymre, please. i don't want to lose you

you can always vent to me if you'd like

@Newt_Soup
well good news is that youre about to lose me, i dont give 2 shxts abt living anymore..

please Anna. please don't, i know it doesn't look like it now, but you hve a huge purpose ahead of you

youre such an amazing friend and person in general

i've lost too many freinds to this please luv please dont

@Newt_Soup
Dude idc, my only purpose rn is to d1e :/

no its not. and you know it

thats just what you think you want, do you know how selfish su1c1de is? there are so many people that love you and you want to take away your amazing self to them.

*from them

@Newt_Soup
nah im too dum to realize that :^ yk i have a perfect plan for kms >:)

just talk it out with me please? sometimes you gotta hit the lowest low in your life to start feeling better. ive experienced this, just please know you're not alone

well i just told you, so maybe you shoulf realize it. dont be so ignorant. listening to your negative thoughts will get you nowhere

@Newt_Soup
well im fine :) if i d1e itll do nothing but HELP ppl

thats not true, thats so far from thetruth. can you please just get this through your head? YOU ARE SO WORTH IT AND SO LOVED. THERES ONLY ONE YOU AND YOU HAVE A UNIQUE AND SPECIFIC PURPOSE TYAT NO ONE ELSE HAS

dont lie to yourself or me, there has to be at least one small thing to live for

watching a sunrise/sunset

seeing a friend that responded or texted you

going to your favourite place

the feeling of the sun on your skin

your favourite song comes on shuffle

@Newt_Soup
nope, cant think of a single reason :^

the feeling when you play a game from your childhood, the major nostalgia that hits you

@Newt_Soup
nope :^

@Anxious_Muffin damnit. just stop. stop fooling yourself, stop listening to the su1c1dal part of your brain rn and think strait. ilysm (as a friend). you have to be able see that at least one person loves. or am i just not good enough for you? you decide.

i cant do anything else but love and support you. you wont listen. please, for the love of God, please just think about what you're going to do, for more than 1 hour. i dont want to come back and not have you here anymore.

@Newt_Soup
its not that i dont care abt u, its that i dont care abt me. ive never even met you irl so it wouldnt affect you. or me, or m gf, or my parents, or anyone. I. DONT. CARE. my su1cidal part of my brain is the only part that makes sense. the rest of me doesnt matter.

i will always always always always listen. no matter what. youre a beautiful person anna.

it wouldnt affect me?? are you joking? it would majorly affect me. i would blame myself 'til the day i die

@Newt_Soup
omg--ive heard that before...it wouldnt be your fault. NOBODY can change my mind. ive given myself too many second chances...

its never too late for another chance. theres no reason to stop giving yourself more chances.

im not trying to manipulate you. i just genuinely care about you

youcan try again tomorrow, make things right. and things aren't always gonna go yoyr way at the exact miment you want them to

@Newt_Soup
well i dont care abt myself enough to give me another chance. im done.

ever thought abt how someone else feels abt you for a change?

please anna.

we need you, i wouldnt be talking to you rn if i didnt

@Newt_Soup
nope, not at all. bc nobody doed

*does

i dont know what else to say. your ignorance blocks out all reasoning. ily anna.

i need you. i always will. i know you dont care, but its the truth.

@Newt_Soup
but it isnt..ive had enough..goodbye.

@Anxious_Muffin i wish you'd listen

@Newt_Soup
cutt1ng is fun :)

@Newt_Soup
d3ath :)

@Anxious_Muffin stop. it doesn't scare me. usually when you commit you dont taunt people with what ur doing to kys. ilysm. please dont leave.

@Newt_Soup
i dont give 2 shxts abt what u think of me :)

wont change my mind one bit

then why the h3ll did you ever talk to me? seems like a one-sided relationship to me. i care about you, i want to help you, but you could give a sh1t less what i think. you're not going to make me stop caring abt you, no matter what you say. eve if you hate me, call me names, idc. i will always care for you and your well-being.

@Newt_Soup
go care abt som1 else, u have better things to do than talk to a bxtch like me...

@Anxious_Muffin you're important to me. you're not a bïtch, if anybody is it would be me. i wouldn't stop talking to you even if i was offered the most money in the world, fame, or any common human desire.

@Newt_Soup
well you dont need to worry abt me, go outside, play other stuff, draw, just dont worry abt me rn.

that's not gonna work. i will talk to you as long as possible, as long as you dont get tired of my sh1t and ban me or smth.

@Newt_Soup
and dy1ng would help a lot too, it would make u stop worrying. :)

@Anxious_Muffin that would make my mental health go through the floor. you'd probably be seeing me in h3ll if you committed, because, knowing myself, i would do the same. did you know you go to h3ll if you commit su1c1de? just thought i'd let you know.

i thought you didnt care how i feel? why would it matter if im worried?

@Newt_Soup

id love to visit h3ll. bc idc..

and u shouldnt kys..more ppl care abt u than me..

you'd like to burn in hell for all eternity? i'd rather be somewhere with no pain, no suffering, no losing friends to s, no depression, none of my personal mental disabilities, none of that. just love, and peace, and no worrying.

@Newt_Soup
well i love the pain. end of story.

lmao yeah right. i could only think of one person who might care for me and ive only known them for a month. my parents hate me bc im trans, i have no friends, and my siblings have all wished death upon me in multiple situations. no one cares about me. but i care about you.

i love pain as well, but have you ever burned yourself? its not fun. i wouldnt want to live in that.

@Newt_Soup
well at least u have som1 to talk to...

and ur gf actually loves u

@Anxious_Muffin honestly? im not so sure abt that. im sure your gf loves you

you dont like talking to me? i am a person you can talk to. am i too nice? too optimistic for you? too down to earth?

@Newt_Soup
well i wouldnt know that bc i never talk to her

maybe you should try to. nothing good ever happened from silence and ignorance to the problems you're facing

@Newt_Soup
well im grounded so i CANT. so whats the the point of being with her

doesnt make much sense to me. how long are you grounded?

@Newt_Soup
2 more months. ill definitely lose feelings by that time since its already been 3 months.

good relationships don't break in a few months of not talking. if she cared for you she'd wait any amount of time for you, yk?

@Newt_Soup
well im impatient. no contact means no point.

mm. i understand. so its you who is done with her, not her done with you? thats how i'm hearing it, at least. you cant see her irl at any point or anything? nowhere she frequents that you know she'll be at?

@Newt_Soup
no..im grounded from seeing her bc my parents found out...

ah. so we both have overprotective parents?

@Newt_Soup
they arent overprotective, they just HATE my gf and they think that shes an awful influence on me..

ohh okay. im sorry about that

@Newt_Soup
nothings ur fault...it was all me..

no one's perfect luv

and nothing's your fault

@Newt_Soup
uhhh its my fault im grounded and its my fault imma break up with my gf--

if its making you feel like this then maybe it's for the best? you never know where life will take you.

@Newt_Soup
well life is boutta be gone for me :>

so it wont take me anywhere

hm. you're very confident in seemingly knowing your future

@Newt_Soup
ofc i am! its what my gf wants ^^

and how do you know that?

what your gf wants doesnt make it your future, especially if she wants you to be harmed.

@Newt_Soup
she sounds just like u tho >:^ "stay safe, dont die" stuff like that....

sounds like she cares for you. she doesn't want you to ky s

@Newt_Soup
she doesnt care for me! if she would, she'd visit me like she used to...

does she know your parents don't want her around?

@Newt_Soup
yeah, but shes came over anyways, then all of a sudden she stopped...shed go on and on abt how worried she was abt me...

did your parents tell her to stop coming around?

@Newt_Soup
no

i'm sure she's worried sick about you either way

@Newt_Soup
idk abt that--i dont think she remembers the sound of my voice...

you're just bringin yourself down and telling yourself lies.

when i go to sleep will i wake up to you still here in this world? i need to know. i can't wake up and have you be gone. i'm not sleeping now, but will sometime.

@Newt_Soup
idk, will u? >:)

still be here? ofc. if i kms my parents would somehow bring me back to life and k1ll me again. plus i wouldn't get to talk to you.

@Newt_Soup
i may or may not be here tomorrow.

then i could probably say the same for myself. no tellin what the future has.

@Newt_Soup
same here >:)

yeah, but here's the thing. ily. thats all i've got. i'm a bit tipsy rn so my responses s might suck

@Newt_Soup
wdym? why?

im confused kinda

wdym? i'm drinking.

@Newt_Soup
oh...well stop! >:^

not rn luv

@Newt_Soup
dont u "luv" me >:^

dont like it or smth?

@Newt_Soup
nonono it just--************

*ftdsgkfs

conffused

@Newt_Soup
just the word "luv" makes me jkladshgr

hm.

@Newt_Soup
://>

just platonic, somthn i call everyon e

@Newt_Soup
better be, lmao

ofc, im british yk. just smthn normal with brits

@Newt_Soup
ik, my uncle is british XD

sweet

@Newt_Soup
i wish i was british like uuu T^T i hate my voice being normal :,(

i hate my voicd so i forcd myself to hve an americsn accent

@Newt_Soup
aww nononno dont do thattt,,,, thats what makes u unique :(

oh luv its been 5 yeras sincei did that im used,to it

@Newt_Soup
:<

eh

@Newt_Soup
hun stop drinkinggg :<<

no thanks

@Newt_Soup
well then ig ill kms

noo luv

im al l out anywy

whtas the time?

@Newt_Soup
11:30 about....

oh yeeah thanks. same tiimezone

@Newt_Soup
im angry at u >:^

im angyr at me too. wahts ur reason

@Newt_Soup
u shouldnt ******* :<

*dr1nkk

oh,. sorry luv. bit to late srry

cant raelly talk i cantm tell myself no

@Newt_Soup
:^ fine ig

sorry anna '/

@Newt_Soup
-sigh- its fine...

ohh

you wnat me to tto leve you alone ?

srrym im a paim in the, ***

@Newt_Soup
u need to get some rest instead..

no not im not tirde

@Newt_Soup
yeah but ur clearly int0xicat3d....please take a break and lay down.

ill, thinj abt it

im sad'

@Newt_Soup
me too :(

saad club

@Newt_Soup
emo club

sure *********_Muffnm

damn

@Newt_Soup
ur good dude :^

u, cant leave me plaeese

ill do, anythhing'

@Newt_Soup
wdym...?

evryone s everyone is leavinh mums trynig to ger rid of of me i dadd wants me dead best firend he ******* himslf, cant lose u please i cantt

@Newt_Soup
well me no like to live

me either. but hey ur not alone.

@Newt_Soup
T^T *baby cries*

@Anxious_Muffin bkjkghkghjf dont cry ]: -holds u like a baby-

@Newt_Soup
:< *continues crying*

why are you sad? ]:

@Newt_Soup
bc a person that loves me wants to talk to me again saying that she can be "different" even though shes broken us up twice now :( aka @////-HumanzBubbleTea-

Ah. Do you not want to be with them anymore?

@Newt_Soup
i dont want to talk to her but she just keeps saying i make her sad D,:

Oh, um, that kinda sounds.. controlling? Tell them how you feel. Sometimes it's hard, but if you don't wish to talk to her, then you have to tell her how you feel.

@Newt_Soup
i did and then she said "but i want to talk to you" and she told me that made her sad and now im really stressed X^X

Maybe try to explain why you don't want to talk to her anymore?

@Newt_Soup
I DID TMT

Oh- I'm sorry. Err, tell them you understand that it may make them sad, and you care how they feel, but you also have to take care of yourself. Tell them it's best for you maybe (idk the reason, i hope this is applicable)

@Newt_Soup
T^T

I'm sorry I'm no good at this ]:

@Newt_Soup
u are, im just afraid to talk to her.... T^T

I understand

@Newt_Soup
*babi cries again* T^T

noooooo -hugs- its okay luv

@Newt_Soup
nu im everything but okayyy i wanna be honest with u

oh, alright

@Newt_Soup
T^T im sorry i lied abt that i just didnt want u to worry abt me any more than u do already D,:

lied abt what? i'm confused

@Newt_Soup
being alright...
im sorry i make you confused a lot hun D,:
i speak smart for my age TvT

i'm just an idiot, don't be sorry. i forget what we're talking about sometimes my brsin isn't working
i don't remember you telling me ur alr though

@Newt_Soup
very well.
UR NOT DUMB SWEETIE >:( DON'T EVER SAY THAT AGAINN

I said i was an idiot [:
and its true >:]

@Newt_Soup
>:(((( I WILL EAT YOU

dont care

@Newt_Soup
>:^ I WILL EAT UR TOES

do it >:]

@Newt_Soup
*nom noms aggressively on ur toes* RAAHGFF

not me looking at my toes for split second like a dumba$s

eat 'em all, idc >:]

@Newt_Soup
>:^ if u keep talking like that then it wont be just ur toes that gets eaten :smirk_cat: /J/J/J

0-0

@Newt_Soup
NOW STOP CALLING URSELF THINGS THAT ARENT TRUE

>:[

@Newt_Soup
*nibbles ur toes* NOM NOM >:^ NOW STOP

i dont need my toes :>

@Newt_Soup
Then ill eat ur face/r/j

mnnijbhkbvvjvjvutftub

@Newt_Soup
:) then stop or i will eat ur face/r/j

doesnt matter im dead anyway

@Newt_Soup
>:^ *grabs u*

-dead samuel noises-

@Newt_Soup
*picks u up* >:(

oi what're you doin, im dead (somehow speaking w/ my mouth closed, dont ask-)

@Newt_Soup
i am trying to make u feel better...*twirls u around* ^^//

i don't need cheering up, let me be deadddd
(not me imagine u twirling around with a dead body help this shouldnt be funny :skull: )

imagining*

@Newt_Soup
((XDDD)
Well i nu want u to be dead *snuggles*

i want to be dead, leave me be :'/

@Newt_Soup
:( aw but hun

ughhhhh fine. -comes back from the dead- happy? '-'

@Newt_Soup
very much so ^^// *cuddle*

hmph. -sits and pouts like a toddler-

@Newt_Soup
ur the baby now meheheh >:)

i always am one anyway -shrugs-

@Newt_Soup
awwww ^^/

dont 'awww' me >:[

@Newt_Soup
awwwwww~ ^^

stop D:<

@Newt_Soup
nu >:}

fine i'll leave then >:[

-walks away-

@Newt_Soup
*grabs u* :< pls bb nu

whyyy not -stares at you-

@Newt_Soup
bc ilyyyy/p.?

well ilyt but im still gonna walk away

@Newt_Soup
*picks u up again* nu >:^

whatever >:/

@Newt_Soup
0//////0 can i tell u smth

sure

@Newt_Soup
nvm :,)

alrighty

@Newt_Soup
0////0

i'll be here if u wanna tell some other time luv

@Newt_Soup
0/////////0 fnffhfhfhghgh-

did i do smth wrong-

@Newt_Soup
0////0 n-no--

alright,,

@Newt_Soup
i just---love u .//.

oh. well, ilyt

are u sure i didn't do anything wrong..?

@Newt_Soup
nu kiss me .//.

@Anxious_Muffin Ahhhubbjbjjkj:hh idk if i can do that. does this count? -kisses your hand-

@Newt_Soup
o////////O BWAGGHGHBHHHHHHHHH *falls* X//////x

well, i guess that did count. -helps you up-

@Newt_Soup
-///////- mmmmmmhnnnn-----do it again -/////////-

oh- okay. -kisses your hand- there luv

@Newt_Soup
0////////////0 *attacks you with kisses*

O//////O Oh gosh-

@Newt_Soup
what? *stops attacking you with kisses*

I- Not sure. um. sorry ^^''

@Newt_Soup
youre okay darling~ *continues to attack you with kisses*

Annaaa gjgkjhkffgjjgft o////o

@Newt_Soup
sammy~ *kisses u more*

i'm not sure if i can handle anymore .////.

@Newt_Soup
srry -///-

its fine luv [':

@Newt_Soup
:^

,':^

@Newt_Soup
my leg hurts bc i picked at it and its bleeding now :,)

alright i'm coming to give you a big hug and you can't stop me

@Newt_Soup
please give me more than a hug--.////.

if i can ever find you i might

that soundd creepy im sorry i didmt mean it like tthat-

@Newt_Soup
i wish u could find me .//.

yeah :'/

@Newt_Soup
so that i could kiss ya

v,hh,vkkhkghfgjccjġłļďèdžğħğďħ

@Newt_Soup
*kisses passionately*

o-oh,, oh gosh i- um.. oh goodness,,

@Newt_Soup
sorry T//v//T

i-it's fine,

@Newt_Soup
why

huh?

@Newt_Soup
why is it fine with u? TnT

i dont want to make you sad,

@Newt_Soup
well just tell me ur uncomfortable

im not though.

@Newt_Soup
why not.?

idk. i wish i did know.

idont undersstand emotions

@Newt_Soup
oh *sad face*

im sorry

@Newt_Soup
its fine. :)

are you sure? ik i did smth wrong, i feel bad

@Newt_Soup
dont feel bad! i just feel like im being annoying and getting in the way of things..

nono, youre not

@Newt_Soup
mhm, now im gonna be the reason u and ur gf break up....

wht? no ur not

@Newt_Soup
why :(

wdym why

@Newt_Soup
whats the reason then if its not me.? :(

who said im breaking w her

idk what to doabt this situation, but idk if i can break up w her. tbh.. i dont feel loved,, but i dont want to make her sad ]:

@Newt_Soup
:( well i wish i could help...

thats alright. i'll figure smth out eventually.

@Newt_Soup
:(

something wrong?

@Newt_Soup
im looking out for u, u know that, right.?

wdym luv?

@Newt_Soup
im worried..

why so?

@Newt_Soup
well im scared that u saying these things abt yourself makes u have a higher chance of kys and im trying my best to help but nothing seems to be working...

oh luv.. don't worry about me, please.

@Newt_Soup
well i will.....constantly..

I'm not leaving this world anytime soon.

Can I tell you something..?

@Newt_Soup
anything on earth.

If I tell you, don't worry any more, than you already do, about me, alright?

@Newt_Soup
mhgnnnnn.......fine..

Alright. I tried to overd0se the other day. Obviously didn't work, but I'm having a hell of a time recovering from it. I've slept so much and I'm hallucinating,, it's just not fun. But, I'm glad it didn't do what I intended it to do. Because I don't have to lose you.

@Newt_Soup
youre literally going to make me cry.

No luv, please don't, I'm sorry.

@Newt_Soup
dont apologize. im glad u told me. i need to know this kind of stuff. but please. never again...

I won't. I'll try not to, at least.

@Newt_Soup
for me at least.?

Oh, um,, sure.

@Newt_Soup
thank you soooo much. words can describe how much i appreciate that hun.

Ofc Anna <3

@Newt_Soup
sammy wammy please do slam me 0v0

I- I--

@Newt_Soup
BWAGHAHA XDDD

:sob:

@Newt_Soup
i mean~~~~ would you~?/hj

i probably wouldn't be able to,, not with anybody.

@Newt_Soup
oh...may i ask why..?

@Newt_Soup
ah. i see. doesnt mean u cant do it to me eheeh~ :smirk:

I'm not sure if I could.. Just that whole type of setting gives me memories about it

@Newt_Soup
awh man :,p
i understand though.

Yeah.. I'd change it if I could.

@Newt_Soup
ik how u feel....i wanna change so many things abt myself...

I love everything about you though.

@Newt_Soup
mh....well i hate everything abt me....

You shouldn't luv

@Newt_Soup
well i do....im sorry..

its okay. i'll get you to think otherwise, somehow

@Newt_Soup
doubt it hun.

you'll see.

@Newt_Soup
i wont TvT

i'll make you see >:0

@Newt_Soup
mhm, keep thinking that my lil sugarcube~

>:[

@Newt_Soup
*squishes your cute little face*

dont do that -crosses my arms and pouts- >:[

@Newt_Soup
youre little face is so cute though-! <333

no its not >:[

@Newt_Soup
yes it is my love~ *kisses your face*

bgukgigyygguyyf no its nottttt

@Newt_Soup
well, to me it is~ *kisses your nose*

w-well,, whatever .///.

@Newt_Soup
hehe~ i really wish i could lick you~

gffjgjdghddtftffy

@Newt_Soup
unless im allowed..?

u-um,, i'm sorry, i don't know if i can handle that. i'm sorry,

@Newt_Soup
awww,..just a tiny mlerm.?

ah luv- well.. um,, i guess.

@Newt_Soup
*licks your neck quickly*

a-alright no more p-please -face turns red-

@Newt_Soup
*stops* i-im so so sorry-!

um.. it's okay? just, err,, please dont do it again..

@Newt_Soup
i wont im sorry! *i get out of your lap and sit farther away from you in shame*

-scoots closer to you and hugs you- it's alright, it's not your fault I'm not comfortable with it

@Newt_Soup
*i break the hug and i shuffle farther away from you again* well i shouldnt have done that when i knew you were uncomfortable...*i look at the ground in shame*

luuuv please, let me hug you. -frowns- it's okay, really. i let you do it, so its my fault.

@Newt_Soup
*i keep away from you and i put my head in my knees and start to cry*

aww,, don't cry dear -gets closer to you and tries to comfort you by rubbing your back-

@Newt_Soup
*i shuffle away again and tears stain my sweater*

W-would you like me to leave you be..? -Looks at you, feeling utterly useless, tears starting to form in my eyes-

@Newt_Soup
*i sniffle and look at you with teary eyes* n-no....i just dont wanna hurt you....s-so stay away before i hurt you any more than i already have....

No,, no luv. You haven't hurt me. Please believe me -looks at you, no emotion visible in my face anymore-

@Newt_Soup
*i sigh and shuffle close again, tears still traveling down my face* "....."

-gently strokes your hair- It's alright, dear

@Newt_Soup
*i stay silent as my tears drip all over myself* "....."

-kisses your head and continues to gently stroke your hair-

@Newt_Soup
*i mumble to myself and continue to cry* "..."

cry as much as you need, dear. i'll be here for you -continues comforting you-

@Newt_Soup
*i put on a fake smile and pretend not to be sad as i hold in my tears* im fine now!

oh, luv, i'm completely stupid. you don't have to fake it for me

@Newt_Soup
wdym.? im happy.!

Honey.. I though you said you wanted to be honest with me? -looks at you-

@Newt_Soup
*bursts into tears again and falls to the floor, shaking*

-sits down by you and comforts you as best as I can-

@Newt_Soup
*i start to get sleepy, and pass out. my head hitting the floor hard enough for it to bleed*

a-anna? -starts shaking and tries to wake you up-

@Newt_Soup
*still passed out and blood drips from my mouth*

oh god,, anna please.. -frantically searches for something to stop the bleeding-

@Newt_Soup
*is still passed out, im losing my senses*

@Newt_Soup
*i weakly open my eyes* h-hm.?

oh thank god -looks at you, my face panic-stricken- a-are you alright?

I-i'm sorry,, i didn't have anything else luv -looks at your head, still half-panicking-

@Newt_Soup
*holds my own head and starts to take the shirt off of it*

n-no luv, i don't know if the bleeding has stopped -looks at you with major concern in my eyes-

@Newt_Soup
o-oh.*wobbles as im dizzy from blood loss*

ah luv,, i need to take you somewhere, you can't stay like this -still staring at you with concern in my eyes-

@Newt_Soup
ill be fine ^^

a-are you sure? you lost quite a bit of blood -starts shaking again-

@Newt_Soup
*holds your hands lovingly* hun im alright, ill be okay!

-looks at you with a loving expression- Okay..

@Newt_Soup
*hugs you gently* <33

i'm not so sure about that

@Newt_Soup
>:^ well i am sure!

:/

@Newt_Soup
whats wrong..?

just feeling down

@Newt_Soup
oh..? whyever so.?

don't know

@Newt_Soup
:( ill try to help. what do u want most rn?

I'm not sure.

You,dont hve to help

@Newt_Soup
i wanna help though :(
*holds your hands*

I dont know if this smth you can help

i can try though, right..?

ig

its fine, im not good with words and stuff

@Newt_Soup
mh....*hugs you by the shoulders* <3

-hugs you back-

@Newt_Soup
did i make you upset..? :(

no luv -slightly smiles at you then sits on the ground-

@Newt_Soup
i did make you upset--*i start running away*

no, please dont run,, i cant run well -starts to go after you as fast as i'm able to-

@Newt_Soup
*i run as far and as fast away, panting after, i find myself in a dark alleyway and slide onto my knees and slump down on the ground* .....

why do you have to be so fast- -goes after as fast as i can, slightly limping-

@Newt_Soup
*i cough as i start having a migraine and screams*

-finally catches up with you- w-what's wrong dear..?

@Newt_Soup
*i cant speak as my migraine gets worse and i hold my head and panic. i get up and try to run, but i end up banging my head into the hard brick wall*