I'm not really proud of myself as an artist. by Xinxiinox

I hate how much I want to be recognized, famous, and existing to everyone. I can't stand how I want things to be so "perfect", but I don't have the personality to be absolutely fricking official and to not post cr4p-posts. I am so unoriginal. Why was being an artist my natural talent? This is absolutely trainwrecking for me, a brat who wants attention to everying and wants everything that she wants. She 's a brown-haired brat and will always be forever. At what point will this ever be useful!?

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
03 Jul, 2023, 8:15 pm
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Xinxiinox

03 Jul, 2023, 8:16 pm

My mom wants me doing computer stuff when I get older, so why am I still doing this?

SoupiBuddi

03 Jul, 2023, 8:28 pm

I'm unsure if I'm correct in saying this or not, but maybe part of the problem is that in the desire to be popular you stop acting like yourself and put on a persona of who you think you should be.

SoupiBuddi

03 Jul, 2023, 8:32 pm

We need to stop saying attention is evil, or that it's selfish. It's a need, and even though we don't die when the need isn't met, we do suffer. A lot.
And terrible people would probably put forward the idea that eating is selfish if it didn't **** you to never eat.

SoupiBuddi

03 Jul, 2023, 8:33 pm

*k.ill

Xinxiinox

03 Jul, 2023, 10:17 pm

@SoupiBuddi oh

Xinxiinox

03 Jul, 2023, 10:17 pm

@ur_local_wreck thx

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