help :(

@Orangezss something wrong?

yeah. Im crying

Nobody got my side of the story

i usually dont cry.

oh? @Orangezss
do you mind explaining? it's okay if you don't want to

oh, wait is this about what we talked about the other day? @Orangezss

I was playing with m baby sister and she started screaming like she hurt herself. my nana came in, yelled at me and jerked her out of my arms. And she kept on yelling so i decided to talk back and she splashed water at me and yelled some more. she said i wasnt watching my sis and everyone was screaming at me and took my nana's side.

i didnt mean to make her cry. I just sat her down

Now my mom called my dad and as soon as he gets home im going to get in trouble

@Orangezss maybe try to explain to them what happened? if they'll listen.

They wont. They never do. I hate my whole family except my sister

@Orangezss That's a bit much luv, I'm sure you don't mean that. (not tryin to be rude). I understand that people don't listen, especially parents. Maybe tell them you would have zero reason to hurt your baby sister?

They wont listen! I try to explain what happen but they dont care.. I really dont want the belt again. And i have plenty of reasons to hate most of my family.

@Orangezss oh damń yeah the belt is,, not fun. I wish they would listen to reason

@Orangezss I wish I could do more luv /gen

I think i should take a break soon.

@Orangezss maybe, if that'll help you

Probably i would be grounded. So that break might not be a break

Sorry for venting on your vent. I just picked a random one on colors

@Orangezss it's alright. I'm always up for helping other people, I don't mind if it's on my vent posts.

@Orangezss I have a tip for not getting grounded- act like you haven't been interested/ haven't been using the thing for a bit. Then they'll think u don't care if that thing gets taken away and will take something else or choose a different punishment. Works for me, idk if it will for ur parents

@Newt_Soup
told u that u give wonderful mental advice <3 XD

@Newt_Soup
btw i cüt me up too ^^

@Anxious_Muffin nO this isn't advice dcgvhcjbvjbjvgvg- please don't do what I do

@Newt_Soup
been doin it for the past 2 months hun :/

@Anxious_Muffin mmmmm. I've been stuck in this ******* loop for 3 years now and can't stop. I'm here for you if you need to talk abt anything though, even if I can't persuade you to stop sh

@Newt_Soup
omg thx TwT but u know i can be there for u too, whats been bothering you lately? :<

@Anxious_Muffin ahhh ty- just in my head a lot ig. I listen to my thoughts too much. I also have been majorly hating myself recently.

@Newt_Soup
woah..me too...do your voices bring you down as well..? :<

@Anxious_Muffin yeah, pretty used to it tho. also my mum just called me a ******* because I accidentally info dumped on her [':

*dumb â$š

@Newt_Soup
well ur mom's a bxtch ^^// ur wonderful >:^

@Anxious_Muffin acgdgdhvjg thank you- same to you [:
also i'm like violently shaking rn idk why-

@Newt_Soup
oh no :{ id hug u if i could :(( *digital hug* this is the best i can do QvQ

@Anxious_Muffin *digital hugs back* tyy <3
wanna be friends or somethin? [:

@Newt_Soup
ofc! >w<

@Anxious_Muffin alr :D
I love how my vent post ended in me gaining a friend

@Newt_Soup
i vent too so its fine also friend!! <3

@Anxious_Muffin oh! Also, here's your daily reminder that you're very loved and a beautiful person [^:

@Newt_Soup
t-thanks--ay ur loved and pretty, dont forget that >:^

@Anxious_Muffin Yw! ty too- I'm not really in the mindset to really 'accept' that rn though,,

@Newt_Soup
hmmm....well u better remember that i said that >:^

@Anxious_Muffin lol- i'll try

@Newt_Soup
^^ well i hold ur compliments close 2 my heart <3

awwdaetdydfugf @Anxious_Muffin well. i guess thats good [:

@Newt_Soup
jhshhasawawaha ^^//

@Newt_Soup
whenever u are on, wanna play splatoon? :p send me a friend request if so. my name is saturn tea ^^

@Anxious_Muffin I probably cant send a friend rq- parents would k1ll me. But you could join my pool "*********" :D (assuming we're playing splat 3?)

*Newt Frens

sure ^^ im also waiting on som1 else, is that okay.?

@Anxious_Muffin yeah! that's alright [:

@Anxious_Muffin the pool is actually "NewtSoup" now bc it apparently won't let me use the word friend or fren

@Newt_Soup
alr lol

@Newt_Soup
hiii~ :3 (idk im bored)

@Anxious_Muffin hello! how are you doing? :D

@Newt_Soup
meh, the usual :,/

@Anxious_Muffin oh- do you need to vent or anything? You know I'll always listen

@Newt_Soup
yea :,)

@Anxious_Muffin this post alright for it? or you can do it on an old post if you'd like [:

@Newt_Soup
this one is fine, i dont really care :,/

@Anxious_Muffin alrighty. what's been bothering you?

@Newt_Soup
well, idk if i wanna be with my (irl) gf anymore bc we never talk and i feel like we're losing feelings for each other...

@Anxious_Muffin ah. Have you talked about it with her or tryed to bring it up at all?

@Newt_Soup
no...im too scared to bc we've come so far and its got really--intimate..

@Anxious_Muffin ohh, okay. i understand that. I've only been in one relationship, but i know how hard that kind of conversation is. i'm sure she'd understand though, maybe she's feeling the same? or maybe she's willing to work things out with your relationship

@Anxious_Muffin you'll never know until you bring the topic up, yk?

true...you're literally the best advice giver ever <3

@Anxious_Muffin ahhhgnfhjjh- thanks. I try my best :'D
Helping people is like my #1 passion. I hope things work out between you two! /gen

@Newt_Soup
i do too...also u need to eat more now >:}

@Anxious_Muffin I'm not gonna- you can'tt make me >:]
but fr though i'm so nauseous rn there is no way i could eat anything. i hadn't eaten for two days until today, so i won't be able to hold much food down :/

@Newt_Soup
aww hun that means that ur belly is shrinking and you're sick from it >:^ u need to eattt ill do anythingg T^T

@Anxious_Muffin yeahhh,, but the thing is, that's what i want [':
I'll eat something later maybe, if i don't feel like sh1t

@Newt_Soup
dearie nonono dont make yourself sickk :< i care abt uuu :<

@Anxious_Muffin nah i just hate the shape of mySeLf. i had an ed two years ago, was forced out of it, and now it's comin back. it was honestly unintentional at first but then i realized what was happening and i'm fine with it for now. :/

@Newt_Soup
:<<< im gonna worry about u at all times now

@Anxious_Muffin nO- don't >:0
worrying won't change anything luv, it'll only make ur mental health worse >:[

@Newt_Soup
awww but i want you to be safee -//- :<

@Anxious_Muffin nono, don't worry, i'm fine. i've got this under control

@Newt_Soup
but you really arent T^T imma hug uu

@Anxious_Muffin oh- alright then. *virtual hugs*

unrelated, but wanna play splatoon? :eyes: it's okay if not :D

@Newt_Soup
*hugs back* but you seem sad...now u talk to me abt whats bothering u >:^

@Anxious_Muffin ahh no luv i'm fine, really. well, nothing majorly wrong at the least. just usual stuff, self-hate and self h*rm. but i'm really in the mood for splatoon :'/

@Newt_Soup
dude i got another gff TvT

@Anxious_Muffin damn-

@Newt_Soup
nevermind :,) they said i should see other ppl

oh,, I'm sorry.

@Anxious_Muffin

@Newt_Soup
they just admitted that they used me bc their crush wasnt on colors and now they're saying its my fault..

@Anxious_Muffin that's pretty suck-ish of them

@Newt_Soup
now they say that they're gonna k1ll themself bc of it :/

huh. sounds pretty manipulative to me @Anxious_Muffin

@Newt_Soup
TmT frfr like why so much dramaaa

people just be like that. it sucks @Anxious_Muffin

@Newt_Soup
BWAAAA LE CRY

want me to cry with you? ]:

@Newt_Soup
yes :,p

@Anxious_Muffin alrighty

@Newt_Soup
TvT