ok look (tw: vent/transphobia) by BunnyBeans

I've concluded I'm DEFINITELY under the trans umbrella somewhere...but I don't wanna be. Why? Because no one will understand or accept me--my parents constantly make 'jokes' about queer genders (aka "I identify as an attack helicopter") and are those people who say 'you're too young to know' (I don't hate them for it. I love them, genuinely, and will never leave them) I just wanna exist without fear...but I can't stop the fact I'm trans/enby. I feel like a 'special snowflake' and I just wanna

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25 Jun, 2023, 8:21 pm
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BunnyBeans

25 Jun, 2023, 8:21 pm

be normal. Seriously.

BunnyBeans

25 Jun, 2023, 8:22 pm

I feel broken, and I dont know what my gender is...like...it feels like both everything, and nothing: quite masc, but it's definitely still feminine.

BunnyBeans

25 Jun, 2023, 8:25 pm

I feel like I have to choose: i wish i can just be a shape-shifting creature with no specific frm and an androgynus regular form...y'know, like Venti from Genshin or Loki from Greek Mythos. I can be anyone I want. And I get gender envy from...so many things, from the most masc of masc to the most femme of femme.

BunnyBeans

25 Jun, 2023, 8:27 pm

But I can never be hyperfemme or hypermasc. (maybe the latter, but I doubt it) Oh god I hte this d much why ouldnt i jus tbe a genderless or all-gendered createree..

Nekoclovers_

25 Jun, 2023, 8:31 pm

you dont have to know!! this is your own PERSONAL journey to finding out who you are and that takes time .
you are never too young to know thats f*king stupid, there isnt an age limmit or requirement for being under the trans umbrella
im sorry about your parents doing that, my dad makes those kinds of "jokes" and i know its upsetting but sadly, they probably wont change their way of thinking . :(
i will ALWAYS support you and whatever you identify as . ^_^ /gen/vmn

BunnyBeans

25 Jun, 2023, 8:49 pm

@honekoneko thank you ^^ genuinely. I will keep that in mind, thank you so much, truly!! ^^ /gen /p0s /nm My parents are actually more of weird mix between "ultra-supportive" and 'unsupportive'. It's weiiiiiird. I think it has more to do with the 'too young to know' thing...but thank you. ^^ /gen /p0s /lh

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