Sidenote: If you're gonna try to make me change my mind, either leave or DNI. I'm not budging, nor am I hurting anyone. I'm through being pushed around because I'm so "soft" and at this point I don't care if it's even my friends. I'm not gonna start a fight, and if you try you'll just get blocked.

@-Cozy_Cottage_Bunny- Neither is it to me. I'm literally just on here for Ezla and my boy Honey as well as a couple friends. That's... literally it.

@-Cozy_Cottage_Bunny- I wont if you dont wanna explain, and I'm not gonna try and make you leave, but if you do I hope you stay healthy and safe. Colors was fun when I joined, but when the big drama happened (dont ask) all people seem to want to do here is troll, argue or push buttons, and I'm tired of it all. My anxiety is through the feicing roof. I've had to DNI with a friend or two. Maybe leaving is the best option, but I think I might stick around a while yet and see if I can talk to Ezla and Honey.... sorry to dump this on you, but you arent alone hon.

I love these. They're so pretty!

Im sorry about the drama I caused. If you leave, I will honestly not blame you one bit.

@Berry18 Hon, if I leave it IS NOT because of you, so dont think that or I'll come back and hug you until you stop. Yes it hurt people but it was a freaking mistake, and you owned up to it and tried to fix it which is a lot better than letting the pot stew over. If people dont forgive you or accept that, then that's that. Unfortunately you cant change opinions. Green will still be red. But I love you (as a bestie) and I'll GLADLY fight tooth and nail to help if I can, because WE ALL make mistakes, some worse than others.

@-Cozy_Cottage_Bunny- Whatever you choose, hopefully you feel better if you arent the best and people leave you alone. And if you need somebody to talk to, I'm right here.

Thanks sis...I appreciate that. I just....UGH I FRIKKIN HATE DRAMA SM OML!!! It tears ppl apart, and messes with their lives!

@Berry18 I mean... when almost every month has drama like in my case, you get sick of it real quick. Especially if people dont listen or read the fine print and just assume.

Gurl, same. Every day of my life has drama. Thats why I get so many headaches. Heck, I have one rn! Ugh...Im just tired...I hope you feel better. I need to go to bed. I'll ttytm, okie? <3/p

@Berry18 Same here too... I gotta go to work tomorrow. I hope stuff clears up for ya. Even though there WILL be consequences for stuff, it was a freaking mistake that spiralled out of control like mine. Fixing it the best you can is actually very noble.

@CrystallizedDusk Honestly Dusk... If you did leave.. I wouldn't try to hold you back.. I- believe that- well I hope I don't- but I feel that I'll be forced to leave soon. It won't have to stop us, or stop us from still checking in on the besties or gmailing with Ezla. But if there's nothing but issues here.. maybe it's better to move on... Again... it's up to you

Love you Blossom :blossom:♥

@Feather_Breeze Thank you boo... like I told Berry and Flower (SHE'S BACK), you and Ezla are the two primary reasons besides a few more friends that are keeping me here. I don't care about followers or likes. I just wanna post my art and hang out with my besties, and it's getting harder to do both right now....

And if you do leave before me, I love you, and always will, especially you for yourself, and I will always try to be there. Never forget that <3

bananas

@CrystallizedDusk Thnx sis <3/p

Im trying

@Berry18 Stay strong..

@CrystallizedDusk Thanks <3/p

Hey! Enough gloomy stuff! Hows your day going? You said you had work today, right?

@Berry18 Yeah, I gotta leave in a couple minutes, but decided to check in for a tick... jus pray I dont fall again..

If you fall, I'll catch you :D

Have a good day!

@Berry18 Appreciated Berry... I clocked off early and got a couple dollars in tips, and can now skate in the lot without help!

@CrystallizedDusk Oooh! Sounds like your having a good day!

So like, rollerblading? Or rollerskating?

@CrystallizedDusk everyone calling me a p3do

@echoblue Why...?

@Berry18 Skating... I couldn't rollerblade TwT

Rollerblading is hard, but its fun! You should try it!

@Berry18 Maybe if I get better. My big brother does! Me and the coworkers don't know how he does it lmao

I fell over the first time I did it! it HuRt xD

@Berry18 Nothing broken tho? :o

@CrystallizedDusk idk there calling my bf a **** so im making a lie about him so they can leave him alone

xD Only my pride! But yeah, its fun!

@Berry18 Ooooffff... I only fell twice now, once getting to the back and today tipping a chair-

@echoblue Is he though? Because that isnt cool if he is.

@CrystallizedDusk he isnt hes 17 and i met him on live he calls me puppy TvT so i call him daddy so we both enjoy it tbh

@CrystallizedDusk he knows m poly

@CrystallizedDusk i tried getting him on here he whoulnt answer but im simping for fell now so :nosebleed:

@CrystallizedDuski *throws cookie at fell*

Are you alright?

@Berry18 Yeah... just a bruised tailbone TwT

@echoblue Errrr... you do you, I guess? I'm sorry for the reaction, I just don't know how to respond to someone calling somebody "Daddy"..

Oof :'/

Gurl, I've never cursed in my entire life, except on accident, but I'm pretty darn close to cursing rn >:^

@Berry18 I know girl... if you need to, rant at me for a bit. I dont mind.

@CrystallizedDusk Oml...where to start?! Multiple ppl were still harrassing me in my posts I made, SO I FRIKKN TOOK THEM DOWN. Now everyone is making posts about me. @/BunnyBeans got mad because Ezla drew me a picture of Sephiroth, THAT I REQUESTED FOR HER DTIY CONTEST PRIZE, and said we were being horrible for "Simping" over him so soon after everything! Like, WT-HECK LADY?! DID YOU EVEN CHECK TO SEE WHY SHE MADE ME THAT? Ugh....thats all Ig. Sorry for unloading on you Sis

@Berry18 people harrasing me too

@CrystallizedDusk ur sis blocked me idk why

@CrystallizedDusk also where yuh go fell u gotta eat the cookie i made u .^.

@Berry18 Yeeesh... first of all, it's a freaking prize. It isnt her fault it ended as the drama started. And two, I love people as much as I can but harassing people and making call-out posts does nothing at all. It isnt the 2000s. Either leave it be despite the anger and pain or hush. I dont mean to sound rude but theres a point where it's just borderline harassment and abuse, and you're getting pretty close.

I'm sure people are angry I'm casually posting but you know what? It's not worth getting bent out of shape to tell off someone who probably doesnt care or listen (not saying you dont) as many do. If you'll notice, I stopped call-out posting. I put up an alert for the pred, yes, but it did NOTHING. And it WILL DO NOTHING. because theres two sides to every arguement.

@echoblue Yeah, you need to dial it back a bit there, buddy. I'm honestly not surprised since some things you said even made me uncomfy. I'm letting you off with a warning, but in the future dont go too far like that.

I agree. They were saying I should just leave, that I was horrible, etc.

But y'know what? I made a mistake. I owned it. I apoligised. They cant make me leave. Ever! Im here to stay! WHOO! And to torment you with Hogi Mogi paintings UvU

@Berry18 Uuugh.... sometimes rage really sucks, man..

also NOOOOOO NOT HOGI MOGI-

Tell me about it :/

HECK YA SISTER! HOGI MOGIS HERE TO STAY XDXDXD

@Berry18 NOOOOOOOO

Also, I FELL AGAAAAAAAIN-
No pain tho which is good-

Gurl, embrace your klutzy side xD

I sprained BOTH of my ankles, within months of each other. My right foot was sprained on the worst possible level, on my left foot, I bruised the bone xD Sooo, I understand UvU

@Berry18 OOOOOOUCH! How long to heal?! :ooo

So, I did all of that mmmm.....last year? Together, it prolly took about....3 months? Sooo, as long as it wouldve taken if I had broken something xD It was a long, painful process

@Berry18 Yikes.... one of my co-workers busted up her knees once in the lot and I think she had to be out a while...

0-o gurl, that sounds so frikkin painful, oml. Have you ever broken any bones?

@Berry18 Got stitches but never any breaks... yet

O-o I havent had either, thank God.

What did you have to have stiches for?

@Berry18 Long story short, I was messing around and my brother kicked a broken broom which cut my cheek and I had to get around 3 or so stitches put in and taken out..

Gurl, wt-heck xD Well, at least you have a interesting story to tell!