would you like to talk abt whatever it is that's upsetting you? /vnf

@LoganPaul Everyone I turn to goes away or has more problems. I need to have my problems pampered. No matter what I do people will judge me off of my most negative recent event. No one has done anything selfless that gives them a right to happiness. I am going to ruin peoples lives. They do not deserve anything more than being fired and never being able to pay bills. I could be gone for a week, month, year, or lifetime and I would never see anyone mention me. **** life. I should destroy it.

i think everyone has a right to happiness and like basic human decency. i can try to pamper your problems to the fullest of my ability even if the only extent i can think of is just listening. I noticed. I mentioned to my friend that i hope you were okay. i don't know you incredibly well but you do seem to be a caring individual. you were upset about letting that personal go because you knew it was a thing they enjoyed, despite not being the best at it as a career. You are a compassionate being

and that alone deserves recognition. You're a very valuable person and even if you might not think so or the people around you might not be expressing that you are.

i don't think you should destroy life because you're not enjoying it right now

@LoganPaul It is not that I do not enjoy it right now. It is that I've never enjoyed it and never will. It is too late after too much has been done for me to ever feel wanted and respected. Like I had mentioned to someone who probably had their own life pull them away from mine, I have been caught deciding between trying to be strong enough influence the world into what I want, or tearing everything down with fire to try and catch everyone in the flames.

im sorry.
i don't know what to say but i respect you and care about you as much as i can as an internet acquaintance can, idk bro i hope u feel better

@LoganPaul now that I have started feeling better enough to look around I see who you are. I saw your entire profile and all your comments and drawings vanish before I posted this and assumed your own life had required your attention and you needed to delete the profile for some reason. And I had no idea who @LoganPaul was. I knew you had a couple other profiles that were not gone so I waited to see if you were going to contact me from those, which would let me know your life had calmed down.

oh yea. my step-dad had snatched my switch from me and he's been known to be not very supportive of me in general, especially since i'm out on here and he's not aware of my being lgbt idk it would've been a whole issue, so i deleted my account, i apologize that it was without warning. I find you to be a pretty cool individual so of course i'd reach out, sorry that you were under the impression that i hadn't. I'm glad you're feeling a little bit better, it's an improvement and im happy for even that in the slightest amount <3