I love you alot but i wasn't just playing my game i was helping my mom set up our new

Wifi

O

M

F

G

It was 2 years..

I feel terrible...

I'm so sorry...

You probably hate me now...

My heart hurts now...

Time went by so quickly...

I thought it was July not June...

I'm sorry...

I'm the worst "husband"

:(

I just want you to get ur phone...

This site is literally glitchy and i don't like the layout

Nooo i have to take my servesafe or whatever it is...

It's a very big test...

To get better cooking

Job

its alright babe <3 i forgive you :)
i would never hate you..

also i think im staying at my moms but idk

the park was fun though :]
my mom was being all childish lol and luckily there was only little kids there

little girlssshhdhdhhd they were so cute
if we dont have a girl one day im probably gonna cry ;-;

Why not

Bothhhh

i dont want bothhhshhshdh

I hope you still love me like u said you did...

and i do..<3

i always will :)

Ngl

Thank you baby

I'll ttyl oki? I'm tired...

No text back?...

Odd...

Whatever...

Wow... :(

im so sorry babe :(( my mom took my switch for literally no reason yesterday..
i was outside with my cat and i came back in and my switch was gone..
somehow my brother got his back last night :// surprisingly hes letting me use his rq i told him i wanted to see the colors demo and he let me
so i gotta be fast before he gets mad..

i guess i needed a break from my switch -.-
my mom doesnt like that ive been drawing more on my switch and not on paper smh

anyways.. i may or may not get it back today..
and im sorry again.. i didnt even do anything wrong..

i'll miss you.. and i love you.. :(

Dude...

I got a huge test coming up

I was supposed to go to summer school today but I was too tired...

I've been up since like 7am to 9pm doing my test and cooking

Had a dream u cheated...

I believe it a bit...

You've been gone a lot...

:/

i hope you do/did well on the test
im sorry..
seems like when you have dreams about me cheating i have dreams about me and you..
the one i had the other night was amazing.. :c

ive been at my grandpas..

my moms been such a jerk :(

i love you..

I love u too

im going back to my grandpas later so i'll tty soon :)

also we're going to florida again in 2 or 3 weeks and we're driving this time so unless i get a phone before then i probably wont be here

I'm starting to think this is u telling me to move on at this point

You keep leaving...

i dont choose to leave so much..

things are just very busy.. and crazy..

we're moving so..

i would love to talk to you all day.. believe me..

im sorry babe..

:(

please dont move on..

just wait for me...

please...

idk if we can talk when i get that phone.. my mom scared me and she fcked up.. i have 0 courage to tell her about you now..

shes like "if i catch you doing anything sneaky istg you wont have a phone until you moved out."

Jaden...

Im trying to wait for you...

It's hard not having someone to talk to

:(

my moms letting me play music in her car by myself.. and im playing that song.. sleep well by d4vd.. :')

i love you.. i really do.. :(

please dont move on.. please..

i know its hard.. but please.. im never leaving fo good.. yk that..

I hope you keep those promises you made...

i dont make promises for no reason.. i will keep them..

im sorry.. i wish i was better..

i wish i could have told my mom about you already.. but she really ruined things..

im just gonna tell you.. im sorry.. im going through some things.. and i think we should just be friends.. and no im not cheating.. trust me.. i just need.. a break from things.. yk..? im just not my best rn.. and i dont wanna take it out on you..

because i know i will.. ik i'll fck something up..

please just understand..

and please try to wait for me.. please dont talk to other girls.. its not that i dont trust you.. i just dont trust them..

i dont wanna lose you over things im dealing with..

im just so stressed.. and its not you at all.. i just need some time away from everything..

even my mom keeps asking if im okay because i just cant be happy about sht.. and i just lie and say yeah im good..

being a teen really sucks..
i just wish so bad that i could go back..

back when everything wasnt fake.. and so stressful..

i cant even be a good friend or sister or daughter and i cant even be a good girlfriend and be here for you..

i wish i could be here.. i wish i could be here through everything.. i wish we could talk more..

im trying.. i really am..

ik i say that a lot.. but its true..

i love you.. so so fcking much..
i just need a break..
and again its not you at all...

so please dont take it the wrong way..

i hope you understand..

Are you joking

Your breaking up with me?

Yk what

Fine.

I wouldn't actually freaking break up with you for a break.

I think I'm just gonna going leave this

There's no point being here when you literally just friendzoned me.

ME

Of all people

You want a break? Fine.

Bye

why are you such a di ck to me??
you cant even be underxtanding and be like "yeah okay i hope you feel better take as long as you need" no. ths was a true thing but aldo a test in a way and you failed. yk half the things im ging through and still your a jerk
are you kidding me??

no comforting ever.
NEVER.

so leave. leave like you always do when i ty to tell you things

i actually really cant believe you

i really thought you'd be understanding lmao.

but no
you have to be a jerk

i hope you enjoy talking to all those other girls while im gone and playing on your game <3

Your really doing this to me.

After years of being

With you

Your really breaking up with me :/

It's ok i hope you enjoy yourself

Too

Just

Wow

I've been loyal to you and this is what u do?

your so blind you dont even see why???
i tried telling you its not even you dude and im going throughstuff but you always take things the wrong way and now im see how you really care

so yeah maybe now i am.

loyal????
thats funny asf

There are no other fucking

Girls

WHAT

Your actually serious:/

I hasn't even talked to anyone else this whole freaking

Month

I tried believing you changed but you didn't...

I was only trying to help..

But i get it you want a break from me i get

It

I'll be around hopefully

trying to help? *** you started getting all mad at me
and thas trying to help??
i told you wasng even you dudei fcking tried telling you

and thanks. thanks for telling me i haven't changed
that just made everything a whole lot better

i thought i was doing better.

your such a jerk
why tf..

all the times i was there for you and tried to help you

I understand your choice but i don't completely agree to

you couldnt even do that for me...

Because YOUR HURTING ME QUITE LITERALLY

YOU CALL ME BLIND BUT I WAS LITERALLY HERE FOR YOU WHEN I COULD BE

DON'T YOU THINK YOUD ACT THE DAMN SAME IF I SAID THAT?

REALIZE THAT

IF I RANDOMLY SAY WE NEEDED A BREAK YOUD BE SOMEWHAT

You changed but now your acting like ur old

Like Jaden seriously?

if you said all the thing i just said to you last night i would have understood. if you'd pay attention to things i said before you would get why i need a break.
we didnt even have to break up i just needed a break.

i am under so much ******* stress and you dont even get it

its not even you

its everyone

i never wanted to fight.. :/

i just wanted you to be comforting..

like i am to you.. :(

Then why are you arguing with me?..

I just wanted to stay together

but you got so upset so fast without even talking about it..

Then you said yeah maybe now i

Just forget i said anything.

Goodbye Jade

im sorry okay??
damn i never wanted this to happen w tf :(

i just wanted time away from everything but you didnt get that..

im sorry for everything i said.. i didnt mean most of it.. you have been loyal.. im sorry..

im so fcking sorry

I trusted you. From now on i don't want you to speak to me again. We should go our own ways and find someone else. This is all i can handle.. it's overwhelming

Dude you showed ur true colors. It's best for us to stay away for awhile

All I've accomplished with this relationship is sadness

I tried for you

I want you but i can't keep doing this with you

All I wanted was you.

Your reminding me more and more of my

Mom

I've told her that the game is the only way I can

Cope

Like I've been hella loyal

I don't talk to girls unless there's others dudes around

And it's not like how we talk

It's just a group

Conversation

You aren't texting back so I'll just take that as a sign your

I'll miss you...

:(

I guess this really is

It

I genuinely did love u...

I should stop texting.. you don't

i never meant to hurt you in any way.. i tried telling you im not okay.. and i knew i would take it out on you.. i just wish you wouldnt have.. been mean like that.. i wanted you to just understand that i needed a break.. and i didnt even mean breaking up tbh..
i dont think its a good thing we both remind each other of our moms.. because you sometimes remind me of mine..
i'll always love you and yk that.. i dont want you to leave me and i dont wanna leave you.. i just need a break..

i mainly need a break from this game thing.. but your on it.. i thought the only way i could really leave it was to tell you i needed a break.. i should have been more clear..

this all is my fault and i am taking full blame.. i shouldnt have kept arguing..

i really love you.. i wish i could explain it all better..
i dont want you to feel bad.. you really have been amazing.. and i do appreciate you..

It's all fine... But just know that your still mine... Clear your mind...

its just.. life.. its so stupid..

It's nobody's fault...

Just please get

Rest

you'll always still be mine.. no matter what..

Check on me every once and a while

i will.. and thank you.. im sorry..

im gonna log out of my account so i dont keep coming on here because i'll do that by mistake.. so i'll just say i love you..<3 and i will check on you whenever i can..

I'm sorry too...

I feel like your going to find someone else

Please don't...

I'll see you then

please theres no need for you to be sorry..
trust me im not gonna find someone elese nor will i even try.. because my heart is always gonna want you and you only.. no matter what im going through..

Thank you babe....

Just please take a break ok? You deserve it

i am taking a break your just on my mind so much and i just wanna keep checking this dhdhsys

but im doing a bit better and im proud im not jumping on here every 2 seconds

i realized i left my game cards at my grandpas ;n; so i havent used my switch that much today

oh and the reason why we have been staying at my grandpas so much is because there was something wrong with our gas so now we cant use the stove
and also my moms packing and stuff because we're going to florida like i told you

also thank you..

i know im not easy to deal with..

anyways im gonna continue the break now and i'll be checking on you every few hours (when im at my moms when im at my grandpas i obviously wont be on)
but im staying here again tonight my mom doesnt feel like going anywhere

i love you.. ♡

I love you too my little loser...

<3

It sucka knowing ur gone...

Sucks

ik babe.. but i need this break.. im not gonna be gone forever.. <3

i thought you should know that this dumb *** (mnstr-wuvr) is still trying to get my attention and wont leave me tf alone smfh

their blocked and everything ;_; this dumb place needs to improve their blocking system istg

anyways i'll come back soon to check on you again i love you<3

okay istg i hate my family

so when i get that phone i have to get everything approved
i fxcking mean everything
my moms like "you cant have whatever wallpaper you want" and she told me my purple ghostface wallpaper on my old phone is "gothic" and " unapproved"

can i move out already like ***

so this means i cant talk to you on there

im not gonna lie im so done with life.
your the only thing im living for at this point.

so i cant watch anything and now i cant even have a wallpaper on my phone without it being approved by my mom.
what is the point of even having a phone when you can do SHT

cant*.

im so pissed off
i dont even feel my age which is probably why im so fxking stupid and awkward.

my mom can be great at times yk
she can be childish and funny
but then she can be such a strict btch it makes me crazy.

whats even the point of being excited and happy about anything. :|
she wonders why im the way i am.
so "miserable to be around".

like she really wonders lmao.

im sorry i really needed to let that out.. and your the only one im comfortable with and trust with this stuff..

shes making me want to get older faster..
she cant even let me enjoy my young teen years.. i mean not like i am anyways :| being a teen is sht
i just want to be 18 already :[ your so lucky your a year older than me you'll be 18 first TnT

pfft i bet even at 18 she'll still be telling me i cant do sht

i think theres a way you can get on discord on this switch but i gotta figure it out..
i'll always find a way to do things.. but she scares me and im not gonna do anything i shouldnt do on that phone.. i hope you understand that..

im sending too much-
im gonna go back to my break
im drawing things for you though :) this break is making me focus more on improving my art so thats good

i love you<3

I love you so much... Your mother needs to understand that she ruined your childhood by being too protective... She doesn't let you have fun or anything...

Growing up sucks

I cannot wait to live with you so that i can cuddle you and tell you how much i truly love you

I really do feel like it's harder to be a girl nowadays... So many weirdos and creeps... Your mom is trying to protect you from that and i respect

That

You've Been to Florida alot I'm just hoping this time you don't move

It touches me to know I'm worth your time...

I try my best to be a good boyfriend even tho sometimes I'm an

Idiot

Also i sent a message to that mnster or whatever

"Not to be a jerk or anything but could you stop tagging my girlfriend in your posts? She doesn't want anything to do with you and she's currently on break. It would be appreciated if you could not annoy other people. I'm polity asking because be we both don't feel comfortable with you message her."

Hopefully they can screw off

i know she is.. it just sucks.. i get everything else but why cant i have a wallpaper on my phone unless its approved tf x-x

also you didnt have to message them but it really makes me feel cared about that you did.. and thank you..<33 i wrote one too before yours and it looks like they deleted it smh i told them to stop and that ive told them to dni many times and to unfollow me because they followed me again
and they just deleted my comment like damn dude have some respect :|

obviously they got some mental issues if they cant stop after what months?

im just gonna (try my best to) ignore it though

my mom hasnt completely ruined my childhood though..
she was just saying and she was getting emotional "dont ever think i love one of you more i have tried my best to give both of you everything"

that made me feel guilty asf.. :(

i take back the hating my family thing i said.. my family is everything.. im just going through stuff and the strict stuff doesnt help.. and my brother being a jerk doesnt either.. and the way my mom thinks sometimes is just annoying..

also i know your trying your best.. i see that.. i know we're both just teens with issues..
i'll always appreciate you..
i still feel bad about what i said the other day.. i really didnt mean that stuff.. i was just upset.. i love you.. your my whole world.. and i'd do almost anything for you..

when we're able to live with each other thats gonna be amazing..
i love my mom and brother but i really cant wait to move out..

also the florida thing.. i really think we are gonna move there
my mom keeps saying she just wants a fresh start somewhere else
but i'll be closer to you there :)

your so amazing..
what you did just honestly made me so happy..
you do care... <3

i'd do that for you if anything like that happened.. but i wouldnt be kind- i'd probably be rude asf ;v;

im protective over people i really care about when i have to be..

Hopefully she picks a place away from other guys ..

And thanks for being here for me...

I'm just scared I'll lose you

I didn't know u were fully moving there :/

Now i really have to

Be cautious

i dont really know if we really are moving there my moms just acting like she really wants to move there but yk how much my mom changes her mind so idk

you have nothing to worry about btw.. like i said many times your not gonna lose me.. <3 its been 2 years and you havent lost me yet so that should show something

I'm sorry for being like this...

its fine.. i get it.. you just dont wanna lose me because you love me so much.. and i feel the same about you.. <3

Awww that's so

Cuteeee

c:

i made you another pfp :> its gonna go with mine im just gonna post those and continue my break ddgdhhdh

also why did you delete those things i wrote youuuu :ccc

i love you :] <3

Sorry at the time i was upset and i deleted it... I regret it

awh
its oki i can repost them if you want :]

im going to my grandpas i wanted to let you know so you wont freak out if i dont respond all day :)

i love you <33

I love you

Tooo

I love you so damn much...

i got the phone todayyy
but.. i cant do discord.. but good news i think some how i can use discord on my switch i'll look into that when i go back to my grandpas because im pretty sure i can get my phone data on my switch but idk

i'll figure it out trust me <3

and i love you too <3

also made you a drawinggggggghhhhwhsuudhdh

I love the drawingggggggfgggghttfr

I've been dreaming about u...

Ugh I'm becoming... Obsessed over you...

Also that mnster lover person blocked me

Just pretend to be me on ur account and they will probably not allow u to comment

I keep listening to this part of this song... It's called I wonder by Kanye west... It's the starting part looped... "Find your dreams come true, and I wonder"

Please listen to it... It reminds me of u...

Im so in love with you

JUST MARRY ME

IT HURTS WITHOUT U

I can't stop crying...

I just want you

I love you so much...

The song brings me nostalgia...

i'll listen to it <33

also they blocked me too smh their still following me though -'-

also im glad you liked the drawingggggg C: i have like 4 more im still working on-
i love drawing us...

i love you so very much.. <33

Please do the discord thing...

I want your notifications

i will when i go to my grandpas again i promise <3

i love you so much..
i really stop and think sometimes like wow.. i was really blessed with someone like you.. <3 :')

like you dont lie.. or cheat.. and you do tell me if you did do something wrong..

i respect that about you..

and i appreciate that..

thank you.. <3

oh yeah i wanted to let yk that i had jex make me another account on here because i wanted to start over-
so only you and jex and whoever figures out its me will know the account
but when i have the time to change the name and all that i'll give you the name c:

actually i'll give it to you rn i just gotta remember the name

its @imherefornow until i change it

im gonna sllep now dggjfutfu my mom keeps me up when i stay here lol

i love you so much<33 goodnight

i got a song for you<3
my mom played it a while ago and it reminded me of you..
its called all my life by k-ci and jojo <3

anyways goodnight dygdhdhd <333

Morning..

good morning <3

oh and i did listen to the song you told me to listen to c:

why when i watch cute little couple videos when i think of me and you doing that stuff i get so many butterflies ahhheehhshhshhg

AWWWW YOUR SO ADORABLE DHHSEIJSHE

Hehehehhe :]
so a bit of bad news though so I'm taking a risk but I'm sure I can't clear the search history- the thing won't let me connect my data to my switch which sucks ;n; and I can't do discord anyways because the dumb things gonna ask for me to have something sent to my email which I cant do at all because I guess my mom forgot I had an email and she thinks I've never had that before so that's stupid but I'll still risk it and talk to you here on my phone I hope that's okay maybe it will work another time but Ron it's not doing it :c

Rn* i have auto correct ;n;

Androids are so much easier to do this sht on ;^;

isjehfhsjehd

At least we can talk while I'm at my grandpas THANK GOD-

It sucks not talking to you..

So until I figure all that other stuff out this is better then nothing:)

Oh my gosh but my moms thinking of putting parental controls on my phone like noooo wth

Let's hope she doesn't figure it out x-x

but she's like "I might do that for your brother and not you"
he doesn't have a phone anymore yet but shes thinking of getting him one

I send too many messages lol- sorry ;w;

Also when you said you had to scroll far down you really meant it lmao- my switch doesn't show all the messages so I don't have to scroll all the way

So many messages... there has to me over 5,000 if you put all our chats together on here -w-

I'm glad you ou have a phone

I wish she wasn't so strict on u....

Yeah same ;n;

I love you <3

Awe that one song sleep well came on randomlyyyy I love that song.. it makes me think of you so much..

<33

Hdhdhdhhehe now the song like you do is playing shahs I'm not even picking these how does it even know these are my main songs that make me think of youu

Goodnight my love <3

Good night baby...

Good morninggg c:

Good morning beautifulllll i missed

Uuuu

Hehehehe <33 I missed you toooo

NFHDDHHDHDHHD I GOT IT TO CONNECT TO MY SWITCHHHH

now i gotta figure out this discord stuff dhhdhd

It won't work :'c

Ugh I'm so sick of messaging like this it does suck you not on all day I wanna talk to youuuu :c why can't this this have sound notifications like kc diddd :c

hmph :<

We should find a mobile game with chat notifications

And she won't know because it's a

Game

Or tell ur mom discord is a game

Wait

It says it's a chat

Also some apps act like calculator

It can hide ur apps...

It's hard not to get angry at the situation...

Ikr :( I have to ask permission to download things.. :/

lit must really suck having a gf with a strict mom :[ I'm sorry..

It*

yk what I'm gonna just do it ;n; I'm gonna download it since ik im staying the night at my grandpas again

Omfg I just realized discord is still downloaded on my old phone but logged out and hidden-

Hopefully you got it...

Okay so i'll message here until i feel like i can download discord again- :c

Im so tired-

You should have hid discord... And next time we will sleep earlier

I would have but its too risk.. im sorry babe

And im not that tired anymore but we did stay up late-

We haven't done that in a long time

Went to sleep together?

Do what?

The other thing?

Lil loser <3

I love you so much<33

<3

babe she found out about discord im so sorry dude im so sorry.. my brother told her

She doesnt know about you she wont let me

She wont let me talk

im so sorry babe.. <\3

Delete anything she shouldnt see on there

Yk what

I love you im sorry

im on here because im video calling my cousin but i have to give my phone back to my mom when im done

This hurts so bad

I was trying to tell her...

I thought she would be understandin...

She wasnt... she doesnt know about you yet...

Im planning on telling her when she lets me fking speak...

I gtg... i love you babe...

Dont move on if im gone too long..

i wont let her keep us separate. i wont let her ruin us.

Im gone if she makes me stop talking to you.

im on my brothers switch while hes sleeping... please see this... please get on here....

i'll tell you what happened rq though..

so my brother was on my moms old phone and decided to look up discord in the app store and i asked what he was doing he said "researching discord"

so i whispered "dude please get off that dont do this to me"

my mom was right there btw.

so he gets up and hes like "i cant take it anymore MOM J HAS DISCORD"

my moms like "whats discord" and he gave her the phone

at first she started laughing until she read it.

then she looked me in the eyes and said "your doing this sht again??" referring to 2019.

i said "please just let me explain"

she screamed at me.
i told her "you have to understand that im a TEEN WITH LITERALLY NO ONE"

so my phones gone.

i fked up.

i still got this so dont mention colors in discord

also later on my mom was back to being all silly and stuff but then she told me "you really hurt me."
because i betrayed her...

im a sht daughter.

why wont she understand though...
she wont even ask to talk about it..

when she was a teen she had friends.. she had a bf..

me..? i have no one..

i have you.. though..

your all i have..

i hope she understands dude..

i got screamed at for you..

i told you..

i told you she wasnt nice..

please figure out that im here..

also i deleted discord before i even got here..

i gtg i love you so damn much..

i got my switch from my grandpas... idk if shes gonna take this..
i hope you do know though that i had discord for you.. i wanted to risk that for you.. i love you..

why wont you just look on here...
i hope your not freaking out..

Im so sorry...

Jaden now's the time to tell her about us

I seen this girl that looked like u :(

I got a little upset

Please just let me talk to her...

Now I somewhat dislike your brother:/

Please tell her to look at discord... I sent something...

It talks about us..

Please tell her to just check the app

Don't say anything about me just let her find out by our texts

dont make it obvious that im still able to talk to you though.. this is all i have she doesnt know this is online...

im hsppy you finally came on here.. strange because i had a dream last night.. i also had a panic attack because i started thinking about you with that girl you were talking about.. ik silly..
we'll somehow make this work.. she told me the day we're gonna talk about this all..

my brother was just doing what was right.. he got so upset when he realized what he done..

he was crying so hard and apologized so many times..
i was being a jerk.. but because i was upset..
i was really waiting because my moms very busy.. i didnt want to add this stress..

she doesnt really seem stressed... she seems kinda normal i think only because she thinks ive been only using discord for a few days..

hopefully she'll be somewhat happy that ive really only been talking to you..

i was doing everything right other than keeping discord from her..

shes changed so much since 2019.. maybe.. lets just see if she understands im not that same idiot..

i'll let you talk to her when the time comes..

i realized i forgot the stuff i really needed at my grandpas which was the note i was gonna give her and your number too..
then yesterday i was seeing how much money i had and i actually forgot a while ago i put your number in there...
so unless it changed i still have that..

if she talks to you on discord i just hope she doesnt be too nosy and look through all our conversations
cause-

but i also hope she doesnt look at me and mattisons chat.. because that has stuff from 2019..

im sure it will all be fine...
this was suppose to happen.. it probably wouldnt have happened if my brother didnt do that..

we still can not let her know about colors..

just trust me..
because if she is the same and if she doesn't understand how much i love and need you shes going to keep that phone..

i hope we really are gonna be forever..
this is awful.. but good at the same time.. i just keep overthinking..

i love you so very much...

Babe... You told her to download discord right?

We can make this happen...

Me and you together forever...

no i didnt... but dont worry i will get to it.. this is really it.. i cant have excuses now since we're really about to talk about this all.. she said on tuesday we'll talk about it..

me and you will be together forever..<3
no matter what.. even if she doesnt understand.. i will not stop trying for you..

Please just try addressing our relationship...

i promise you fr that i will when she wants to talk.. <3

Thank you baby so proud!!

your welcome<3 idk when but i think im going to my grandpas..
idk if i get my phone back.. she seems to be nice.. idk

i love you so much though<33

I love u
so much rooooo

Tooooooo

your so special and amazing... <3 i hope my mom will see that.. <3

i said to my mom a bit ago "you should be glad im not like most kids my age that do things worse" and I also said "i wish you seen that i am a good kid" and she said "i do that doesnt mean im gonna let you do whatever though"
i really was doing everything right though.. i didnt download whatever except for discord.. i asked permission for everything else...

but fr though she should be glad i dont do crazy things and all i did was download an app..

she'll find out soon though..

about you..

i guess its a good thing shes giving me a few days..

i wouldnt have been able to think that day..

that was an awful day..

but its okay.. everything will be worth it in the end if we really will be forever.. <3

i'll go through anything for you..

i'll do almost anything to keep you..

i love you with all my heart..

i miss talking to you.. i hate this.. im really praying she jut understands...

crazy thing is.. it seems like whenever im actually really happy something always has to happen..
i was doing better.. i was happy we were doing good..
hopefully she'll see all the long messages i wrote for you saying how i felt.. then she'll know..

i dont think she'll want to read stuff if she does understand though.. shes not really nosy.. unless she feels the need to be.. like with my laptop in 2019..

sorry if i type too much stuff btw
i just really like telling you things..
idk why i do that more here.. i think its maybe because your not on much here.. and when were actually talking i cant really think lol

i still cant believe this is really gonna happen..

i really wish i could send you another one of those messages..
i would rn but you can only type 500 things and i also dont like typing on here much

anyways im gonna go play something else.. i shouldnt really be on here.. i love you a lot babe..<3 we'll make it through this even if she doesn't understand.. <3

Im Grateful to have you as my gf... I love you so so much... I've deleted most of my socials because I wanna get my life together... I didn't delete YouTube and discord cause of u lol

I believe your mom will understand tho <3

Also... Life is never easy baby...

Look I'm gonna have a serious talk with u...

I got a job interview coming up and I'm happy but before I did I felt uneasy about getting a job and not too long ago I just had a conversation with my mom about working and the dangers of it

I don't want you getting a job because lots of things can happen to you.... I want you to be a house wife for me....

Because anything can happen to us... We aren't immortal...

I know I can't shelter you from the world but I can try...

I can't risk someone taking u from me...

my moms about to find out... i gave her the note and everything.. idk when shes gonna read it..
and i was already planning on being that for you.. i even had that talk with my mom.. she says shes proud of that.. <3

i hope she understands.... im so nervous..
our Internet was out btw...

im happy for you..<3 just be safe..

i gave her your number in the letter.. i hope that was okay..

i told her she can talk to you if need be..

i love you so much..
im excited but so nervous.. idk how shes gonna take this.. especially since ive been keeping it for 2 years..

i wrote that i was just scared she would make me stop talking to you..

BABE SHE GAVE IT BACK SHE READ IT

OH MY GOSHHHH SHE SAID WE'LL TALK LATER

im so happppyyyyy
im not going on discord yet though i still gotta process this- i cant believe it..

AHHHHH THIS REALLY ID THE STARTTTTT <333

is

^^ <3

now i can give you my actual numberrrrr

i told her how loyal you were in the letter...
<3

OMFG YOU DID IT

Im so proud..

I almost gave up on everything...

Tell your mom I genuinely love her

But not as much as uuu

Ive ha d a rough day but this cheered me up!