Like- I don't find him attractive [I was for a time attracted to him] but like- WHY DO I GET FLUSTERED AROUND HIM??!! His dad and I are cool, me and his younger brother had some PETTY as- beef [the youngest and I are still kinda cool lol], and then there's him. We never like- had a friendship or anything outside of bible study so-

It bothers me because my bestie likes him. She's so innocent so she doesn't realize it. But like- She's cool with him but like- we've not all- hung out- like TOGETHAH-

She was trying to invite me out to like a go kart track or some itshay- and she said he was coming. I knew that his bros were coming to so I didn't want to be around them, but I didn't want to be around him either.

And a BIG reason why I can't stand him- is because he's just nosy as HELL. Like- Idk why- but like- he's always looking at me and Mom at SOME POINT in time if we in the same room like- I may be paranoid- but- I feels like he's lowkey staring at me and it's like: B!ch! What the hell are you looking at?! Pay attention, we ain't come to the midweek meeting to look at everybody else-

Ok I'm done ranting- All I just said just sounds like I'm obsessed with the guy XD And I'm not. He annoys me. Deadazz. But I'm a hussy to be flustered by him bcuz I have a gf like- Really b!ch..?

@Firebrand Help- idk XDDDDDDD

@SugarSkulllz like- anyone like- I don't know how to say this to anyone else-

I go red when a boy looks at me- Even if they're not attractive- I go red at ANYTHING-

@WatermelonSugar the difference is- I'm in a relationship- but somehow a GUY can fluster the hell out of me-

Same-

you can get flustered by boys bcuz you don't have a bf

@WatermelonSugar I shouldn't be flustered by ANYONE really. If I'm not mistaken, there's a boy that Dusk liked/likes irl so that's fine, but my standards are a little different. I don't care to be feeling anything for anyone else if I have someone [even if it's long distance/online]

I have a bf-

@WatermelonSugar OOP- HOW DID I NOT KNOW-!

@WatermelonSugar SPPPPIIIIILLLL!!!!! But on anoher page lol

LMAO

READ MY BIOOOOOO

@WatermelonSugar OMG I KNNNEEEEEWWW ITTTTT!!!!

LOLLLLL Do you ever get that feeling where you feel like ppl think you like someone when you dont?

@WatermelonSugar oh- woah woah woah- hol up- let me get back to you on that-

also yes- yes Ik lmao

Ok? And yeah thats why I go red -_-

i am... not the person to ask abt this
im like practically aro, i've only ever had like 1 serious crush- (which sounds weird considering ive had 2 girlfriends and neither of them were the crush) but um?? it sounds like you're not poly so really i don't see a problem.
You can be flustered by someone you're not romantically into, i get flustered by this college kid i know all the time and i don't want to be with them.
You're not acting on how he makes u feel and you're respecting your friend's -

feelings towards him
idr see the issue lol

@SugarSkulllz Ik I'm alloseggsual and you ain't- but still -like- ew- I'm not even really attracted to light-skinned dudes [he is- but thats not relevant rn-] let alone would I be flustered by HER guy like- "ho who are you XDDDDD"

Plus- It's EMBARRASSING!!! Why am I the ONLY person going through this- this- unstraight--- 'THOT SH!T' IN MY CONGREGATION???!!

you may not be the only one
in fact it's highly unlikely you're the only one there who's had h/m/sezual thoughts
it's a very common human experience
for example in California alone it was estimated 1,338,164 ADULTS identified as lgbt and that was in 2012 so imagine the entire American population of both adults and children NOW.
Um rambling to say: u can feel flustered and not have a crush, you can have a crush and not act on it, ur probably not the only hømø at ur church

@SugarSkulllz Fell asleep and never got back to you sorry- but- ig you're right lol