same bro. my brain no feel good rn too

@kaekaeslider Yeah, I want to at least mention the biggest thing that is going through my head to someone because I've been told to keep everything that is going on hidden from everyone I work with until it's done. For the past couple of weeks I have had to participate in getting someone fired. To make matters worse I can tell that they like their job and probably feel that they work hard. Unfortunately they do not do -their- work very often, and instead only really seem to want to work on things that interest them. They have made everyone hate them with their superior attitude, inconsideration, and body odor.

@kaekaeslider They also step way out of line and threaten people with vague repercussions if anyone gets on to them. Today I had my last conversation with them that will happen before we approach to fire them. They anger me, but I want them to be punished, not fired, I do not gloat over that. And they could be passionate about what they like to work on and is rare to find someone who can be equally nerdy on a different topic. So even though they have angered me many times, I am not going to like losing them. Losing sleep and dreading the fallout that will probably happen when they have something that they enjoy taken away from them.

Other things too, of course, but that is the current thing that is making me sigh heavily and the food I eat taste bland.

@KaeKaeSlider I am also sad over the fact that, because of the history between me and him, that he will assume that I am solely engineering his removal.

@KaeKaeSlider It is finally going to happen tomorrow. Sorry if I've been a bit too serious and depressing, but I'll ask if you can deal with me for at least a few days more while I recover from this back to a regular-ish state. I'll probably feel extra needy after tomorrow.

@KaeKaeSlider Thank you. I have trouble believing such, but thank you. I've been drowning my sorrows like an alcholic, but I must continue work even if my smile is a tortured, twisted face.

@KaeKaeSlider Day two still isn't much easier.

@KaeKaeSlider Being there to exchange words with helps a good bit. Distractions also help momentarily.

@KaeKaeSlider How do you manage keeping track of multiple accounts at the same time anyways?

@KaeKaeSlider Rambling can sometimes be interesting. Its like uncurated thoughts for a moment. Although I have been stuck in a conversation where the guy rambled on about some comic books series for well over an hour. I was tired of hearing about that by then since I had no interest in what was being discussed. As for my own rambling, got 10 calls from work today (one of my two days off) and with alcohol not being sold on Sunday I've turned to just consuming the worst of junk food. At least I'm ordering a part for a video game console I found that is actually older than I am. It even has a drawing program built into it, so I can make my horses even worse!

Heart.... eyes..... yes, I can put a heart into each of their eye sockets.

@KaeKaeSlider Alcohol is my most/only reliable solace.