I have come a LOOOOONG way from the person i used to be
Yeah i was pretty depressed n i hated myself ALOT
i wanted to change myself (in a bad way)
bUt after some alone time and isolation from everyone, and alot ALOT of thinking
hErE i Am
im good, healthy, happy, i have friends again
ive improved so much and im rly glad i did
#reflections
#past
#ameno_oc
#amepersona
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05 May, 2023, 3:14 am
@-Vero-
boom
05 May, 2023, 3:14 am
i finished it
05 May, 2023, 3:17 am
Yay!!
It looks really cool!
And I'm really glad you're feeling better and making friends!
05 May, 2023, 3:21 am
@-Vero-
im happier than ive ever been
sure anxiety likes to attack once in a while
but atleast i aint trying to kiII myself anymore
i never thought i would make friends ever again
but i did, n im glad to have u as a friend dummy
05 May, 2023, 3:27 am
glad your feeling good :) and nice drawing
05 May, 2023, 3:28 am
I'm glad you didn't do that..! ((0_0))
I'm happy to have you as a friend as well!
05 May, 2023, 3:28 am
@Marlee9910
ty ovo
05 May, 2023, 3:30 am
@-Vero-
yeah im glad i didnt too
the rope around her neck represents that attempt n the scratches as well
05 May, 2023, 3:38 am
Ame, I don't even like the thought of it... (°-°
VEEEERY glad you didn't... (´∀`)
05 May, 2023, 3:43 am
@-Vero-
im VEEEEEERY glad i didnt too
i remember the night i was, then i asked myself
"what if.....theres more to my life? can i change? will i be happy and have what i want?"
i stopped n went to sleep, didnt try to do it since
n i am getting what i want, very very slowly,but im getting it all
the things i want r simple
it seems the simplest things r the hardest to get
05 May, 2023, 3:51 am
They really are sometimes aren't they?
It's like everyone takes them for granted, like it should be easy or normal, but they can actually really hard to get sometimes.
05 May, 2023, 3:56 am
@-Vero-
i took alot of things for granted
now i make sure i enjoy every second of the day, do my best on work, check on my friends, move forward n let the little things go
05 May, 2023, 4:03 am
That's good!
I'm a little worried I take too much for granted... I trying to get out of it though... ('v' ’)
05 May, 2023, 5:21 am
I feel like this picture really shows your internal and external struggle, and how you rose and overcame it. Really amazing!
05 May, 2023, 5:52 pm
@AmeNoStudios im so happy you were abl eto overcome it! i pray you never have to feel tht way ever again <3
05 May, 2023, 5:53 pm
awesome picture btw :)
06 May, 2023, 1:26 am
@Berry18
ty
@RymiraRose
ty too
i do hope ill never feel that pain ever again as well
16 Jun, 2023, 11:52 pm
@Slay_Salad
i got over it after a few years
16 Jun, 2023, 11:56 pm
@Slay_Salad
mhm
the left one just shows how much i hated myself
n it has the suici rope around 'his' neck
17 Jun, 2023, 12:01 am
@Slay_Salad
cant u see thats y i wanted to kiII myself?
i change. n i still wasnt happy. my gf didnt make me happy. i wasnt happy n i ruined my own life that i was so close to ending it.
but i didnt, n i wasnt sure y...
but im glad i didnt
im happier than ever, healthier than ever
i was supported but even that didnt make me happy
17 Jun, 2023, 12:04 am
@Slay_Salad
mhm..
21 Jul, 2023, 1:52 am
@Heroine-of-Winds
dis is how far ive come
n pls, pay attention to the details on the left one
21 Jul, 2023, 1:54 am
you've really come a long way, sis
the left one makes me so sad, i'm crying rn
21 Jul, 2023, 1:55 am
@Heroine-of-Winds
*hugs*
yeah i cried myself to sleep everynight back then
do u understand the details?
21 Jul, 2023, 1:58 am
yes, i see the cuts, the eye, bandage, the noose T^T
it makes me so sad
21 Jul, 2023, 1:58 am
and the blood T-T
21 Jul, 2023, 1:59 am
@Heroine-of-Winds
yeah
the red eyes for crying so much
the bandage for wanting to change my body
the hair for wanting to look more like a boy
the cuts for hating myself
n the rope around my neck meaning i wanted the pain to end
21 Jul, 2023, 2:02 am
ó-ò
*hugs*
21 Jul, 2023, 2:06 am
@Heroine-of-Winds
*hugs back*
but u see where im at now??
when i just decided to ignore every bad thing, fight thru it alone, n see if ill ever make it to the other end of the tunnel..
i made it out
was it worth it?
heck yeah
am i still recovering
believe it or not
i am still
but like im 89% recovered
n that was. . . . for. . . *thinks* all for 2 yrs
n i rly started to recover at the end of june last yr
21 Jul, 2023, 2:08 am
you've really come a long way *hugs*
21 Jul, 2023, 2:11 am
@Heroine-of-Winds
yeah
i did
thank God i did
i tried to help my fren, yk slay, she was depressed n was at a similar place as i was...she didnt listen to me....now yk where she is..
21 Jul, 2023, 2:12 am
i'm rly thankful that u did
and i didn't know slay that well, but she was rly sweet and kind, and a good person
i wish she hadn't done what she did
may she rest in peace
21 Jul, 2023, 2:25 am
@Heroine-of-Winds
she was nice, very nice
i wished she would had listen n talked to me more
21 Jul, 2023, 2:25 am
i wish she had, too