Reflections of the Past by -Ames-

I have come a LOOOOONG way from the person i used to be
Yeah i was pretty depressed n i hated myself ALOT
i wanted to change myself (in a bad way)
bUt after some alone time and isolation from everyone, and alot ALOT of thinking
hErE i Am
im good, healthy, happy, i have friends again
ive improved so much and im rly glad i did
#reflections
#past
#ameno_oc
#amepersona

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
05 May, 2023, 3:12 am
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-Ames-

05 May, 2023, 3:14 am

@-Vero-
boom

-Ames-

05 May, 2023, 3:14 am

i finished it

-Vero-

05 May, 2023, 3:17 am

Yay!!

It looks really cool!

And I'm really glad you're feeling better and making friends!

-Ames-

05 May, 2023, 3:21 am

@-Vero-
im happier than ive ever been
sure anxiety likes to attack once in a while
but atleast i aint trying to kiII myself anymore
i never thought i would make friends ever again
but i did, n im glad to have u as a friend dummy

Marlee9910

05 May, 2023, 3:27 am

glad your feeling good :) and nice drawing

-Vero-

05 May, 2023, 3:28 am

I'm glad you didn't do that..! ((0_0))

I'm happy to have you as a friend as well!

-Ames-

05 May, 2023, 3:28 am

@Marlee9910
ty ovo

-Ames-

05 May, 2023, 3:30 am

@-Vero-
yeah im glad i didnt too
the rope around her neck represents that attempt n the scratches as well

-Vero-

05 May, 2023, 3:38 am

Ame, I don't even like the thought of it... (°-°

VEEEERY glad you didn't... (´∀`)

-Ames-

05 May, 2023, 3:43 am

@-Vero-
im VEEEEEERY glad i didnt too
i remember the night i was, then i asked myself
"what if.....theres more to my life? can i change? will i be happy and have what i want?"
i stopped n went to sleep, didnt try to do it since
n i am getting what i want, very very slowly,but im getting it all
the things i want r simple
it seems the simplest things r the hardest to get

-Vero-

05 May, 2023, 3:51 am

They really are sometimes aren't they?

It's like everyone takes them for granted, like it should be easy or normal, but they can actually really hard to get sometimes.

-Ames-

05 May, 2023, 3:56 am

@-Vero-
i took alot of things for granted
now i make sure i enjoy every second of the day, do my best on work, check on my friends, move forward n let the little things go

-Vero-

05 May, 2023, 4:03 am

That's good!

I'm a little worried I take too much for granted... I trying to get out of it though... ('v' ’)

Berry18

05 May, 2023, 5:21 am

I feel like this picture really shows your internal and external struggle, and how you rose and overcame it. Really amazing!

HikariKazuko

05 May, 2023, 5:52 pm

@AmeNoStudios im so happy you were abl eto overcome it! i pray you never have to feel tht way ever again <3

HikariKazuko

05 May, 2023, 5:53 pm

awesome picture btw :)

-Ames-

06 May, 2023, 1:26 am

@Berry18
ty
@RymiraRose
ty too
i do hope ill never feel that pain ever again as well

-Ames-

16 Jun, 2023, 11:52 pm

@Slay_Salad
i got over it after a few years

-Ames-

16 Jun, 2023, 11:56 pm

@Slay_Salad
mhm
the left one just shows how much i hated myself
n it has the suici rope around 'his' neck

-Ames-

17 Jun, 2023, 12:01 am

@Slay_Salad
cant u see thats y i wanted to kiII myself?
i change. n i still wasnt happy. my gf didnt make me happy. i wasnt happy n i ruined my own life that i was so close to ending it.
but i didnt, n i wasnt sure y...
but im glad i didnt
im happier than ever, healthier than ever
i was supported but even that didnt make me happy

-Ames-

17 Jun, 2023, 12:04 am

@Slay_Salad
mhm..

-Ames-

21 Jul, 2023, 1:52 am

@Heroine-of-Winds
dis is how far ive come
n pls, pay attention to the details on the left one

Heroine-of-Winds

21 Jul, 2023, 1:54 am

you've really come a long way, sis

the left one makes me so sad, i'm crying rn

-Ames-

21 Jul, 2023, 1:55 am

@Heroine-of-Winds
*hugs*
yeah i cried myself to sleep everynight back then
do u understand the details?

Heroine-of-Winds

21 Jul, 2023, 1:58 am

yes, i see the cuts, the eye, bandage, the noose T^T
it makes me so sad

Heroine-of-Winds

21 Jul, 2023, 1:58 am

and the blood T-T

-Ames-

21 Jul, 2023, 1:59 am

@Heroine-of-Winds
yeah
the red eyes for crying so much
the bandage for wanting to change my body
the hair for wanting to look more like a boy
the cuts for hating myself
n the rope around my neck meaning i wanted the pain to end

Heroine-of-Winds

21 Jul, 2023, 2:02 am

ó-ò
*hugs*

-Ames-

21 Jul, 2023, 2:06 am

@Heroine-of-Winds
*hugs back*
but u see where im at now??
when i just decided to ignore every bad thing, fight thru it alone, n see if ill ever make it to the other end of the tunnel..
i made it out
was it worth it?
heck yeah
am i still recovering
believe it or not
i am still
but like im 89% recovered
n that was. . . . for. . . *thinks* all for 2 yrs
n i rly started to recover at the end of june last yr

Heroine-of-Winds

21 Jul, 2023, 2:08 am

you've really come a long way *hugs*

-Ames-

21 Jul, 2023, 2:11 am

@Heroine-of-Winds
yeah
i did
thank God i did
i tried to help my fren, yk slay, she was depressed n was at a similar place as i was...she didnt listen to me....now yk where she is..

Heroine-of-Winds

21 Jul, 2023, 2:12 am

i'm rly thankful that u did

and i didn't know slay that well, but she was rly sweet and kind, and a good person
i wish she hadn't done what she did
may she rest in peace

-Ames-

21 Jul, 2023, 2:25 am

@Heroine-of-Winds
she was nice, very nice
i wished she would had listen n talked to me more

Heroine-of-Winds

21 Jul, 2023, 2:25 am

i wish she had, too

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