<3 by _The_Loser_

Please do not like/stalk/comment if your not @-JxO-.

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03 May, 2023, 7:47 pm
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_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 4:31 pm

aww.. <33

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 4:51 pm

My mom sold my game...

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 4:57 pm

what.. why..? :(

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:42 pm

I didn't go to sch Monday

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:42 pm

School

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 5:43 pm

she sold your game just because you didnt go to school..? tf..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 5:43 pm

im sorry babe.. :(

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:44 pm

Get onnnnn

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:44 pm

Oh hi

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:45 pm

We are just friends for the moment right?

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 5:47 pm

uhhm i dont know :[ if you wanna be just friends then its up to you
but
i dont wanna be just friends-

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:48 pm

I still love u tho....

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:49 pm

I wanna be with u too

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 5:49 pm

btw im going back to my grandpas and if my mom lets me im gonna come back here and stay the night
we're just dropping off my cat and then i might stay there a while but idk what my moms plans are

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:49 pm

But idk...

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 5:49 pm

then we should stay together c:

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 5:49 pm

or- whatever you feel like doing

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:50 pm

Hopefully she gets u a phone

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:51 pm

Jaden stop letting me decide i like it earn someone says I'm there's

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:51 pm

If you don't then we are just friends for now

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 5:53 pm

well i want to stay together.. but i just dont know what you wanna do..

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:53 pm

Nidwurcuri

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:54 pm

If you want to stay together then say so. Say that I'm urs dude

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:54 pm

Smh....

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:54 pm

Your making it so hard...

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 5:56 pm

im sorry :(

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:56 pm

,.,

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:57 pm

just say I'm urs :|

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:57 pm

It's really not that hard

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:57 pm

Eh...

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 5:58 pm

your mine. :c

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 5:59 pm

,.,r

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:00 pm

It doesnt hit the same as I wanted it to...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:00 pm

The only problem i have is u don't say that too often

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:01 pm

im sorry..

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:02 pm

Im not bored of you but you def make me feel like your sad admitting I'm with u

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:03 pm

,.,

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:04 pm

...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:04 pm

you aren't saying anything...

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:04 pm

but im not sad about that.. im sorry..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:05 pm

i dont mean to make you think that..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:05 pm

or feel like that..

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:05 pm

i don't know if we are meant for each other anymore...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:05 pm

Everything changed between us

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:06 pm

,.,

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:08 pm

what..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:08 pm

are you.. actually kidding me..

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:09 pm

,.,

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:09 pm

You just are into me...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:09 pm

Aren't

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:10 pm

are you fr joking

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:10 pm

you Never say I'm urs

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:10 pm

thats the dumbest **** ive ever heard especially since ive been trying so hard to show how muchi care fof you.

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:11 pm

idek what to think

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:11 pm

so just because i dont say that much i just all of a sudden am not into you?

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:12 pm

I just don't feel the same connection...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:12 pm

Maybe it's because we don't talk as much?

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:12 pm

theres other things jaden...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:13 pm

I just don't know...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:13 pm

I don't wanna lose u

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:13 pm

you know *** is crazy
im trying so hard for everyone.
yet its never enough. theres always something wrong im doing.

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:14 pm

,.,

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:14 pm

if you dont want,to lose me then why are you doing this to me

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:15 pm

Everytime I try to explain my negative feelings towards you you become angry

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:16 pm

Ik it's my fault for barely being on

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:16 pm

Im just trying tu say I don't know if what we got is gonna last...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:16 pm

We are both busy..

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:18 pm

,.,

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:18 pm

Ignoring me isn't gonna help this...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:19 pm

Ok I get how your feeling atm... I'll go away for a little while

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:19 pm

what am i doing wrong..

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:22 pm

Im sorry...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:22 pm

Nothing...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:22 pm

It's just hard to love atm

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:23 pm

My heart is going through a lot

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:24 pm

I just feel... Bland...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:25 pm

I hate that I'm like this...

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:25 pm

im sorry :(

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:25 pm

Just get here....

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:25 pm

Please....

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:26 pm

My heart is freaking aching...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:26 pm

I feel nothing...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:26 pm

I wish I wasn't such a bad person

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:26 pm

im so so sorry...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:27 pm

Call me...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:27 pm

Just come here...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:28 pm

Just break up with me...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:28 pm

I deserve it

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:29 pm

:(

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:29 pm

I feel depressed

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:30 pm

Talk to me...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:30 pm

Ugh...

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:32 pm

im sorry.. :( im so sorry you feel this way..

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:33 pm

I just wish I had my game and you

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:33 pm

Here

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:34 pm

Please don't leave me

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:35 pm

Hgxcfg

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:35 pm

Jaden...

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:36 pm

im sorry im not that good at comforting.. and all i can say is that im sorry..
i wish i could hug you.. :(

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:37 pm

Babe?...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:38 pm

Imma rest ok?... Why'd u follow a guy back?...

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 6:38 pm

Imma sleep:(

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:39 pm

alright.. and i already told you i follow everyone back.. and if i follow someone and their not following me then its because of the art..
and i thought you said that was okay..?

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:40 pm

you should sleep.. you do need rest.. maybe you'll feel better..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:41 pm

i love you..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 6:43 pm

i might be at my grandpas when you come back.. but i'll try to come back to my moms for the night..

-JxO-

17 May, 2023, 7:35 pm

I'll miss um.

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 8:13 pm

i'll miss you too.. but uhm.. why did you remove everything from your bio..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:00 pm

are you upset with me..?

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:00 pm

im sorry..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:00 pm

whatever i did im so sorry..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:01 pm

see ik i did something wrong because 1 you removed me from your bio.. and 2 your didnt even say i love you back..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:02 pm

look i know we're going through stuff but dont let it tear us apart omar..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:03 pm

please..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:05 pm

you are mine.. and i am yours.. and even if i dont say that much.. its always going to be true..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:09 pm

i really try.. i really do.. i try my best..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:10 pm

i try my best to be amazing for you.. because you deserve amazing.. but maybe im not enough anymore..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:11 pm

:'(

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:14 pm

im sorry im such a difficult person.. i dont mean to be like that..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:14 pm

all i had to do was something simple and i would have avoided this all..

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:15 pm

but no. i have be sensitive and i have to have anxiety which makes everything worse.
i have to be a idiot that makes everything difficult.

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 9:16 pm

i have to **** people off to the point where they donteven wanna tlk to me.

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 10:20 pm

why does everyone dislike me.. my brother keeps being a dumbass with his dumbass game yelling and sht and im already having a hard day so i told him to shut up :/ he wouldnt stop.. they all dont understand.. he says hes sick ofme

everyone is sick of me

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 10:21 pm

i think i am just going to stay the night at my grandpas.. my mom has to do something tomorrow so i'll be there till friday :/

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 10:22 pm

i want to fking cry. im so fking stressed out.

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 10:25 pm

im gonna lose my mind.
now we're not going at all.
so i have to sit here and listen to thks ****.

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 11:55 pm

:(

_The_Loser_

17 May, 2023, 11:55 pm

im sorry..

-JxO-

18 May, 2023, 12:06 am

I'm sorry...

-JxO-

18 May, 2023, 12:06 am

I truly am...

-JxO-

18 May, 2023, 12:06 am

I don't hate or dislike you

-JxO-

18 May, 2023, 12:07 am

We should just try being friends for a bet to better explain our feelings for each other

_The_Loser_

18 May, 2023, 12:23 am

even though i dont want to.. i do feel like it would be best to just be friends for a bit..

_The_Loser_

18 May, 2023, 12:23 am

and dont be sorry.. please..

-JxO-

18 May, 2023, 12:46 am

I love you jaden...

-JxO-

18 May, 2023, 12:47 am

Why'd u remov future husband?...

_The_Loser_

18 May, 2023, 1:16 am

i love you too..
and because you removed future wife :'c but i'll put it back

_The_Loser_

18 May, 2023, 2:27 am

im gonna go to bed early
im tired asf honestly and that probably explains the moodiness which i am sorry for still..
i love you<3 i hope you sleep/are sleeping well<3

_The_Loser_

18 May, 2023, 1:53 pm

good morning :)

_The_Loser_

18 May, 2023, 1:53 pm

im going to my grandpas today so might not be on

-JxO-

18 May, 2023, 2:27 pm

Darnnnn I'll miss u...

_The_Loser_

18 May, 2023, 2:48 pm

i'll miss you more :c

_The_Loser_

18 May, 2023, 2:49 pm

idk when i'll be on tomorrow cause we're all going to find a new car- but i should be on tomorrow later on though

-JxO-

18 May, 2023, 6:05 pm

Yayyyy friendo/future wife is getting a new

_The_Loser_

19 May, 2023, 8:38 pm

-w-

_The_Loser_

19 May, 2023, 9:24 pm

we didnt go today like we were supposed to- ;n;
i think we're going monday but idk

-JxO-

20 May, 2023, 3:29 am

we need to try explaining our feelings to each other that day

_The_Loser_

20 May, 2023, 3:43 am

yeah..

-JxO-

20 May, 2023, 6:04 am

Before that day I mean

_The_Loser_

20 May, 2023, 6:10 am

oh-
yeah

-JxO-

20 May, 2023, 2:04 pm

I want u to go first tho...

_The_Loser_

20 May, 2023, 2:52 pm

but ive already done my best to before.. i dont know what more you want me to do..

-JxO-

20 May, 2023, 7:09 pm

I like you but i feel like your just to shy to be with

-JxO-

20 May, 2023, 7:09 pm

Please just try being more like idk like say I'm urs... I love

_The_Loser_

20 May, 2023, 7:14 pm

;-;

_The_Loser_

20 May, 2023, 7:14 pm

did you not see the post i put on your profile-

_The_Loser_

20 May, 2023, 8:21 pm

and im not too shy to be with you.. :[

_The_Loser_

20 May, 2023, 8:22 pm

im really trying so hard.. i wish you all would see that..

_The_Loser_

20 May, 2023, 8:23 pm

i wish i could be the perfect girlfriend/friend/whatever and the perfect daughter

_The_Loser_

20 May, 2023, 8:23 pm

but im not

_The_Loser_

20 May, 2023, 8:24 pm

your just gonna have to love me the way i am or just try moving on..
because ive done so much to show that i really love you but your just not seeing it..

-JxO-

20 May, 2023, 11:22 pm

Let's just stay friends for a bit... We'll work it out...

-JxO-

22 May, 2023, 12:50 am

I still love u a

-JxO-

22 May, 2023, 12:50 am

Lotttt

_The_Loser_

22 May, 2023, 7:07 pm

yes we will.. i love you a lot too<3

we've been sitting here waiting to see about the car for like two hours bored asf and i just realized theres Internet here- smh

_The_Loser_

22 May, 2023, 7:12 pm

my moms trying to get me to get rid of my cat cause she doesnt like him.. shes like "you can have a black kitten and the new purple iphone"
and im like
dude

_The_Loser_

22 May, 2023, 7:13 pm

she knows ive been wanting those two things
like :[
how tf is she gonna do that to me-

_The_Loser_

22 May, 2023, 7:14 pm

he does have issues though..

_The_Loser_

22 May, 2023, 7:14 pm

even if im attached i think it would just be best to take him back.. he deserves a less crazy family anyways :')

_The_Loser_

22 May, 2023, 7:18 pm

yayyyy my mom got the carrr ^^

_The_Loser_

22 May, 2023, 7:18 pm

its a nice carrr :o
im happy for her :)

_The_Loser_

22 May, 2023, 7:19 pm

so idk when i'll tty again but i love you so much- as a friend-? idk- uh- C:

_The_Loser_

22 May, 2023, 10:35 pm

okay im at my moms

_The_Loser_

22 May, 2023, 10:46 pm

so my moms heartbroken because she fell in love with this online preacher shes known for 4 years and she was going to florida all because she wanted to be with him
but today she found out hes getting married so shes crushed..

_The_Loser_

22 May, 2023, 10:46 pm

i have a headache
shes been crying all day
:(

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:48 am

I'm so sorry...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:48 am

Get on...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:48 am

Please...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:51 am

I don't understand why I keep trying to move on... I keep getting hurt and I'm so lonely... im so darn sorry I don't trust myself...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:51 am

The guilt...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:51 am

I want you but this app...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:52 am

You don't have to forgive me...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:52 am

Moving on is useless

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:52 am

Nobody is like u ugh everyone isn't as nice and kind as you

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:53 am

I tried talking to people but its pointless I want you

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:53 am

I won't have u ending up like your mother...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:53 am

Im truly ashamed of myself... I keep thinking I'm good looking and try talking to people and get hurt...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:54 am

Your literally my soulmate..

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:54 am

Everyone else doesn't care about me...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:54 am

My Mom sold my game and wants me to move out as soon as I'm 18 so I gotta get a job

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:55 am

Karma...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:55 am

I deserve everything bad happening to me

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:55 am

I only try moving on because I'm afraid you'll do that...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:56 am

Pfft people leave me on delivered for hours.. but u text me nonstop...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:56 am

Im so ignorant

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:56 am

And blind

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:59 am

now I've lost u...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 12:59 am

Dude I'm so dumb

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 1:00 am

Stop ignoring me... please...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 1:01 am

Baby...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 1:02 am

Im just gonna give up on love...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 1:03 am

You lied...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 1:03 am

You are friends with guys... pfft I knew I couldn't do anything...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 1:04 am

I should go... byebye...

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:48 am

...

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:49 am

i knew it
i literally knew it.
i had a gut feeling.

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:49 am

i was sitting in the car with my mom so i wasnt ignoring you

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:49 am

but *** dude

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:50 am

are you actually kidding me

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:50 am

i cant anymore. just as my moms over here saying dont trust men

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:51 am

and im not friends with guys so stop. just because i talk to ppl doesnt mean im friends with them.

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:52 am

yk what no
move on

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:53 am

its probably the best thing to do we'll probably end up toxic asf irl anyways

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 2:11 am

***.. :( why..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 2:11 am

why did you do that.. :(

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 2:22 am

funny thing is.. the whole 2 years ive known you i never tried to move on.. not even on here when you were not here yet..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 2:23 am

i just dont get you..
you say you love me so much..
but you do this..
i thought you said you stopped being like that..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 2:23 am

i know we were friends? or whatever but dang.. :(

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 2:24 am

was this just recent like today or have you been doing this for days..?

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 2:24 am

cause if its been days.. then.. :( and dont lie to me..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:16 am

i tell you all these things about what im going through.. how im feeling.. and you still have the nerve..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:16 am

this is why i rarely open up to people..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:16 am

no one listens anyways :/

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:17 am

i play this song in the car and my mom still ignores it..
sad *** song that puts me in a mood :/

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:18 am

our parents are trying though..
you need to realize that..
your mom probably didnt sell that game without a good reason.. and yeah i know it sucks but you spend so much time on that..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:19 am

and then you say "i forget to be on here" pretty much saying you forget about me

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:20 am

you dont listen to me.. because as soon as i tell you my problems intead of comforting you just like no ets just be friends for a while or im just gonna try moving on without even saying

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:21 am

you probably thought it was some attention seeking sht anyways :| like everyone else

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:23 am

look im probably gonna forgive you like i always do and we'll be fine.. but rn im actually not okay
and im not even kidding.
this just made it worse :/
i dont mean to make you feel bad.. but your suppose to be just mine :( why did you have to do that..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:33 am

why every time im doing better people know
as soon as i was getting better you do the lets me friends thing and we got in that argument :/

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:41 am

and things just went downhill from then
i started being a bitc h again to my mom :/ and i cant help it.. i dont mean to be..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:42 am

why though.. just why..
everyone.. just..
is there something wrong with me ?

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:42 am

am i not enough ?

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:42 am

do you really love me.. ?

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:42 am

or do you just love the attention..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:43 am

:( i am a human being omar.. im not just some dog..
idk why you and my mom treat me like one..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:44 am

i actually love you.. but i know you dont love me like i love you and its pretty obvious..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:45 am

i know im a shy idiot but that never meant i didnt love you..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:45 am

i cant help the way i am and the way ive always been :(

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:50 am

also how is it okay for you to talk to girls but i cant talk to guys..
thats toxic.. and just.. :/
i feel like im in a box.. i love you so much but i feel trapped because you just cant trust me..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:51 am

ive tried so much to prove i love you..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:51 am

to prove i wont move on..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:52 am

but its not enough..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:53 am

nothings ever enough..

like the other day me and my mom got in a small argument.. i told her i was trying my best.. she told me my way of trying sucks.. she told me i was unhelpful..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:53 am

why..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:55 am

im honestly trying so hard to stay alive.. im not even joking.. i know it sounds like attention seeking because this world ruins things.. but im not kidding..
no ones seeing it..
i want to quit this place so bad.. but im addicted.. and i can only talk to you here..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:55 am

and jex.. jex is my best friend.. i couldnt leave them.. they remind me of me when i was a silly child.. :(

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:56 am

they helped me a lot when you werent here..
jex is like my sibling..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:57 am

i hate everything :(

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:58 am

you are the liar not me
you said you wouldnt do this to me

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:58 am

you told me you changed and stopped being like this.

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:59 am

dumb ******* :( they cant have you.

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 5:00 am

UGH i dont know what tf to feel..
mad..? jealous..? sad..?
:'( i think all those..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 5:01 am

you know i'll always forgive you.. you have me addicted.. :(

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 5:01 am

but im so mad at you at the same time..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 5:01 am

but then again i cant be mad..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 5:02 am

i want to cry but i cant even do that :(

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 5:04 am

why cant you see ive never told anyone some of the things i tell you.. and i dont talk to anyone as much as i talk to you not even jex.. and ive never loved anyone like i love you :'( when will you see..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 5:04 am

no matter what ive always stayed with you..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 5:04 am

i always chose you..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 5:05 am

its always ever gonna be just you..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 5:05 am

sure i'll have friends but none of them could ever take your place.. your above them all.. :(

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:22 am

I'm sorry... I haven't been myself these past few weeks...I'll been trying to move on because I see that everyone is happily doing theyre thing and not be in a relationship and i get jelly... I'm not trying to hurt you

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:22 am

I promise...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:23 am

I'm just not thinking... I'm scared I'll lose you... I try finding someone else....

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:24 am

When we weren't together I was on calls with people I just wanted it to be you

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:24 am

It's hard to explain...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:24 am

I try to convince myself the I'm not hurting u but then I start thinking...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:25 am

I hasn't been taking my meds which is good I feel like I'm in control and not bring an idiot

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:25 am

I don't wanna move on jaden...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:25 am

I want you...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:26 am

Please be on...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:26 am

I was being genuine about the site thing...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:26 am

It wouldn't let me get on for a good day

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:27 am

I was scared and I started trying to find someone else because I thought it was it...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:27 am

I texted u on discord saying it wasn't working

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:27 am

Jaden I really do love u...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:28 am

If I didn't I wouldn't have came here

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:28 am

I pay attention to your feelings I just keep them to myself

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:28 am

I didn't know u wanted me to comfort you

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:29 am

????

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:30 am

lets make a promise.

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:31 am

If I try talking to another girl in a relationship way I will tell you and I will not contact you again..

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:32 am

I do not forget about you.

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:32 am

its Cute when you can't decide to hate me or not...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:33 am

We cant resist each other...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:33 am

I'm sorry jaden...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:34 am

I literally have more time tho...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:36 am

time to say my feelings genuinly

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:38 am

Jaden I really do love you and I'm sorry for betraying your trust... I was truly scared when the site went down I was thinking about how I'd never talk to u again... then it came back up and I told u that it might disconnect me again....

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:38 am

Like literally I only want you but my brain keeps wanting to be like everyone else...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:39 am

But I need to stay focused.

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:39 am

When i get a job I will work on getting a house and then when u move here we will be good...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:39 am

Just don't move on and I won't...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:41 am

I've been getting played so trust me... I'm all urs...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:41 am

I'll block them...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:41 am

Just for u..

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:41 am

I'm not losing u...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:41 am

I can't....

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:43 am

Since my games gone I should on here more...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:44 am

But every time I was willing to get on u would be at ur grandpas house

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:47 am

You won't move on...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:47 am

Your different...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:50 am

I noticed that you stayed loyal for 2 years but i got scared...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:51 am

Like imagine this

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:51 am

Your phone says error can't load page

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:51 am

Idk damn well you'd be shook too

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:53 am

Just promise u will stay with me even when I upset u...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:53 am

ERRRR

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:53 am

Turning into my old self

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:54 am

But I'm guessing u liked that about me...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:54 am

I was so active with u...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:54 am

I sometimes think about that one time u hurt me...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:55 am

That's probably why I tried moving on too...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:55 am

I literally cried that day...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:55 am

You ignored me...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:55 am

You insulted me...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:56 am

i Never wanna see u that way...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:56 am

It's literally like u stabbed me

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:56 am

I'm not making this up...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:57 am

I threw a fit....

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:57 am

For u...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:57 am

Just because I talked to my ex...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:58 am

I just wanted to know what I dod

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:58 am

Did

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:58 am

But I did nothing... it wasn't my fault...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:58 am

Sometimes I forget my past...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:58 am

But then I remembered you conforting me...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:58 am

Thank you...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:59 am

My love...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:59 am

I hope everything gets better...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 6:59 am

Good night...

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:01 pm

i froget what i said then.. but i remember that this same month a year ago was when you first told me you hated me.. and that one really hurt.. i know you were going through things but that really hurt bad.. thankfully you dont do that anymore..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:01 pm

forgot* i cant even type :[

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:02 pm

and you know i'll always be here no matter how upset i get at you..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:05 pm

you cant just try moving on when things get like that though :( i wouldnt have done that.. just like how i discord wouldnt work on my tv so i had no way of talking to you.. i never moved on and i never even tried.. i waiting.. and now your here..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:09 pm

you haven't sent this many messages in a long time.. i had to go on my tv because all of them wouldnt show up on my switch-

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:10 pm

70+
im kinda glad you stopped sending so much at the same time though because i never knew how to respond to them all..
but anyways.. i forgive you.. like i always do..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:13 pm

and i was thinking if the worst happens.. you could probably stay here if i tell my mom about us..
but its crazy your gonna be 18 this year
18 before me :[ not fair
but we met when i was 14 and you were 15

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:15 pm

our little *** house might not fit another person though-
besides you'd lose your mind because my moms rules for us applies to others our age
idk if it would you because you'd be 18 but idk

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 1:17 pm

and btw you better stay mine because i dont like the thought of another girl getting your attentionhhdhhd :[

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 2:00 pm

I love that

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 2:00 pm

So commanding....

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 2:00 pm

Perfect:>

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 2:08 pm

I keep forgetting i have tons of pics of you

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 3:06 pm

lucky you -n- i cant look at the ones i have of you :c

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 3:07 pm

and hehdhdhhdhduddhh-

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 3:07 pm

i
delete
that-
because
banning- and i dont want you getting banned lol-

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 3:32 pm

fineeeee

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 3:33 pm

Hmph....

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 3:33 pm

But yeah hahhaaaa

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 3:37 pm

this place is strict im sorrryyyyfnhhdhhdhhd

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 3:50 pm

It's oki i understand...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 3:51 pm

I love

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 3:51 pm

Uuuuuu

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:02 pm

i love you tooooo

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:02 pm

c:

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:39 pm

im so glad my mom got a new car
now we can actually leave the house moreee c:

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:42 pm

so we're gonna leave in a bit i think.. so i'll be gone for a bit
everything is far away from my house -v-
i love you <3 c:

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 4:42 pm

i truly do<3

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 5:12 pm

Your probably gonna find someone else...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 5:12 pm

Ugh...

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 7:45 pm

..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 7:45 pm

will not..

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:00 pm

I'm sorry... I'm just scared again

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:01 pm

You here?

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:05 pm

i was drawing but yeah im here..
and its fine :)

idk what to do.. my mom said we're gonna go to this little water park an hour from us.. and im so scared because you know.. it wont go away.. it just wont.. idk what to do..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:05 pm

its not like i have make up to cover it because im not that type of girl that has all that :[

i hate myself so bad because of this.. im so ashamed

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:06 pm

idk *** to do.. i should be all happy but im so scared..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:07 pm

if you seen you would be like *** because this is bad.. its so bad.. it wont go away dude.. it just wont..

im so sorry im telling you this i shouldnt your gonna think im some psycho

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:08 pm

im so stupid istg

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:08 pm

what type of person does that to themselves

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:08 pm

:'( im so so stupid

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:09 pm

i hate summer

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:11 pm

Just wear a large shirt?...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:11 pm

And some shorts that don't reveal much?...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:12 pm

If you want to..

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:13 pm

youll probably find someone closer...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:14 pm

Ur probably gone now

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:15 pm

i'll probably just wear a shirt over if my mom will let me
and im not going to find someone else stop

i doubt she'll even let me because she'll say "no stop being so weird" but i feel so uncomfortable and she doesnt get that

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:16 pm

im not ready to tell her about this because im afraid and im so ashamed you dont even understand

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:16 pm

Babe?...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:16 pm

Your both women she will understand...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:17 pm

do this for me plz...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:19 pm

Yk what nvm I'm not trynna control you...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:19 pm

Do as you will...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:20 pm

Promise to tell me when you move on...

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:20 pm

omar stop saying that im not going to move on stop it

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:21 pm

just Promise me

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:21 pm

You say that but your gonna be in a bathing sui :/

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:21 pm

Someones gonna say something...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:22 pm

Just tell me ok?

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:23 pm

I told u the truth I hope u tell me as well

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:23 pm

I have school tomorrow

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:23 pm

Exams...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:23 pm

Babeeee

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:24 pm

i will tell you if something happens i promise you..

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:24 pm

It has been 2 years... but still I value you....

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:24 pm

i'll brb-

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:24 pm

No holding back.

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:24 pm

Please.

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:24 pm

I'll bribe imma go cook

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:24 pm

Brb

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:25 pm

Nvm

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:25 pm

Don't go...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:25 pm

Let's talk...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:26 pm

We need to talk more...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:26 pm

Talk to mememememee

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:26 pm

;(

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:27 pm

Babeeee :(

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:27 pm

im sorrryyy im backk

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:27 pm

I'm on iPad run after tomorrow my responses will be delayed bec I'll be on my phone

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:28 pm

Babeeeeee??

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:28 pm

Text meeee

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:28 pm

I'm here now ;(

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:29 pm

Babe.

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:29 pm

Talk

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:29 pm

To

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:29 pm

Me

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:29 pm

im heree-

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:29 pm

Uejehenehe

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:29 pm

i am talking ;^;

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:29 pm

ydyhehdhdhhd

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:29 pm

Your not talking to me...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:30 pm

imma Look at old pictures of u again

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:31 pm

oh
my
goshhhryhdhdhdhyyhdhhdhdhhd

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:31 pm

Your literally beautiful...

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:31 pm

i
am
hereeeeehhdhhshhdhdhh ;n;

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:33 pm

You

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:33 pm

Are

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:33 pm

Pretty

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:33 pm

and im not :[

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:34 pm

Those lips-

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:34 pm

Almost forgottttt

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:34 pm

Lemme kiss those lipsssss

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:35 pm

ydhehdhhshd

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:35 pm

Cutieeee

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:37 pm

Duhr7ryurbhdn

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:37 pm

HggsHHDHDHDHHDHSHS

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:37 pm

I mean that tooo

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:38 pm

Seems like I surprised u

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:39 pm

Your just... amazing looking.. and kind... and you try for me...

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:40 pm

see i love when we talk c: i makes me feel so much better..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:40 pm

and you are the same <33

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:41 pm

I'm sorry for saying stop complaining that one time

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:42 pm

Awww u feel better talking to daddyyyy

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:42 pm

aw babe :c that was a long time ago.. dont worry about it..<3

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:43 pm

yhddgsshhsshgdgwy

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:44 pm

I still feel bad

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:44 pm

dont its okay<3

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:45 pm

That was a jerk move...

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:48 pm

babeeehhdhhhshhs its okayyyyy *hugs you*

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:55 pm

*hugs you back* dude my sister got hurt...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 8:56 pm

She ran Into a chair and it was a scar there... I patched her up tho...

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 8:58 pm

oh no :( </3 i hope she feels better.. and your a good brother for taking care of her like that.. <3 your nicer than me..

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:02 pm

No I'm nottttt it... it was on her face as well she almost cried...

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 9:11 pm

you are too :c
and ouch.. :( that must have hurt..

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 9:15 pm

and you are so much nicer
i'd just laugh at my brother x-x unless it was something really serious ofc

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:21 pm

Im helps her clean ;>

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:21 pm

Thinking of uuuu

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:25 pm

<33

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 9:27 pm

<33
im thinking of you too always C:

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:34 pm

Babeee

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:34 pm

Oiiiii

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:35 pm

that means hiiii

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:35 pm

In Portuguese

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:35 pm

I'm taking a few breaks to talk to u

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:36 pm

Talk to meeeee

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:37 pm

I need ur loveeeee

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 9:37 pm

i love you <3

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:38 pm

Babbyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:38 pm

I love u tooooooo

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:38 pm

Now talk to meeee

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 9:38 pm

i ammmmm *********** toooo youuuuuu

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:39 pm

B

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:39 pm

A

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:39 pm

B

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:39 pm

E

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:41 pm

My little loserrrrrrr
{winner}

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:41 pm

Your mineeeee

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:42 pm

When i move out imma be happy cause we can live with each other

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:42 pm

Iuvfbvuihvfhuyfvrt

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:42 pm

Helllloooooooo

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 9:43 pm

i cant wait until we can live togetherrrrr

waking up beside youuu and cuddlessshdhdhhdhdheyye <3333

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:43 pm

Nhfevjiknejhe

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:44 pm

imma feel all over uuuuu

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 9:44 pm

hdhhdhhehehdhdhehhdhfghdhdh <3

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:44 pm

Rub ur head. rub your face and work my way down

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:45 pm

i cant wait to meet..

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:46 pm

Imma kisses youuuuuuuuuu

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:46 pm

Smoochesssss

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:47 pm

My hair will be long by the time we meet hopefully

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 9:48 pm

heehehhehehhdggshhdggd i cant wait to meet you too<33

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:48 pm

Also new chat?-

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:48 pm

So much scrolling

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 9:50 pm

yeah it will be quick because i made two this one and another so hang on :]

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:51 pm

If u don't mind?...

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:51 pm

Smartttt

-JxO-

23 May, 2023, 9:51 pm

My smart girllll

_The_Loser_

23 May, 2023, 9:52 pm

-w- <33

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