I can try to, but I do have a dark sense of humor as well.

@Peripheral_Pillar so do I but im feeling much better now :D
i think its that i get rly depressive before my .

That is good that you are feeling better, but would it be okay if you would tell me one of the things bothering you? It does not have to be big. Maybe just explaining to someone a thing that has been annoying or unfair will make it feel like you can do so another time when you want to even more.

@Peripheral_Pillar i think its a mixture of insecurities, low self esteem & worrying abt how im gonna do in pr. also im kinda sad that i missed out on so many HS experiences all bc we live here, I used to have everything over there & moving here was truly useless, now im also scared it ruined my chances of getting into a good college

Insecurities and low self esteem are especially tough in the teenage years. They grow less as you get older, but they can become less of an issue at a much faster rate with work. I don't really understand what works, but it seems to be documented and taught since people who do therapy seem to help and the Drill Sergeants in the military follow programs that stamp out those kinds of things from recruits. I haven't started a full analysis of your skills, personality, and health, ending in a full ~

~ dissection. But you seems to be better than average in what I've seen of you. So you should be okay even in the rough bits of life. It doesn't make them not rough, but life even runs out of sandpaper and you get to enjoy a break as it goes to the store to buy more.

@Peripheral_Pillar thanks a lot, thats what i try to tell myself that things get better which i believe eventually they will :)

The idea is that things will get better. But you will also get stronger in one way or another. Just try to get ahead just enough so that you can take a break when you need to. And let others help when they are genuinely offer. Now, go get crowned queen and rule from the throne with an iron fist that holds lollipops.

@Peripheral_Pillar yep ur right, & lolll alright