is it okay if i follow you?
im 13, almost 14 in july 3rd so i dont wanna follow u + then get blocked

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ huh?

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ im sorry

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ maybe im being crazy
we can talk this out if yiu so desire
i genuinely dont know what to say
im sorry im so sorry

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ come back
i cant
i cant take back what i said
i cant i dont know why i did thst
iim sorru
i dint'im sorry

i said what i said i cant just take it back im sorry

no nonoo nonono
ewiner im sorry
winter im dso sorry

winter im sorry i dont
i dbt jnow i dont i cant
i dont wknow i dont i dont know im sorry

@_-SVP3RST4R-_
id this i hw it sgould be then im sorry
i canf breathe

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sory im sorrymim sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

that wad so fking styupid that was s stuid
ui cant believe i said those things i m so sorty
um dlt im so stupi u so slrry

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ i cant breathe i cant i f
i dint know im sorry im sorrr

i canf breathe i cant breathe i,

im so fuking stuoid um so stupi im so stupid im so ******* stupif i hate this i hate everything i ****** yp
i dont im sorry im sorry um soert

i have,to eat ************** i ant i canti

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ im sorry im sorry im sorry

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ im trying
im trying im so sorry

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ Wkinter Please im so sorry

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ can we calll Please Please juwt
i c
i cant type on my switch ijust cant
you dont even havemto talk ill probably mute yiu
wee need to talk this out im sorry

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ or not
og idk un

my cats hereholy sht
i told you hes always here everytime im meltin down

/p0s

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ i understand im sorru

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ idl why i said those things'
this week has been awful ive been nothing utma paranoid mess
not matter what people say i feel like i take everythin from them and they hat me
and i let it all out on the one person i love

my mind is horrible
im so convinced you hate me
im so convinced you want nothing to do with me
i keep it all in because it hurts you
you habe done so much for me
youve prooven
TIME AND TIME AGAIN THAT YOU LOVE ME
AND ALL THAT TOOK FOR ME TO SNP
WAS A POST SAYING YOU WERE DEVELOPING A CRUSH
I saw other ppl as a threat to us
thats not okay, everything i do, isnt okay
im horrible
i dont know
im sorry
im so sorry its all my fault
idc if u go off on me
i deserve beng told off
i desrve nothing

@_-SVP3RST4R-_

im not fking okay anymore
nothing
fuking
works

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ what do you mean
i take from you
i used you
i destroyed everytjig we had
its alwaysme causing the issues
im always upset
draining you'
i dont understand
what is so good ablut me
why havent i lost you yet
why whywhywyny why do you love me
i dont get it
i dont understand

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ i feel like im going to fkibg sob my eyes out /vnneg
i dont know what i did to deserve you
i dont understand
how
after everything ive done you forgive me
after my melt down
after my cries
yiu stil see me as a human
rather than a threat and i just
thats the whole reason i fell in l9ve wit you in the first place
thats the whole reason i daydream about you
i just
i love yiu so much in this workd
i dont care what happens
i just
im shocked im sorru /vsrs /p0s

/p

my feelings for u are complicated
i obviously have romantic feelingsbut
i also just want to keep everything strongly Platonic
but yk, you cant help ur self from fallingmin love ^ _ ^

yiu never seize to amazing me winter never
i,just i have so much work to do for myself
i have issyues to fix
clearly its not good for me to be havingšů them hehe

i have so much to work on

Please be 100% honest with me

Have I ever upset you? Do you think i'm not good enough?
These questions are complicated- But, i need to be direct and already know the answer but

i dont care if it hurts, nows the time for us to be truthful to each other
please /gen /nf

@_-SVP3RST4R-_

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ Do you think im a bas friend? like??? idk have you ever wanted to

not

be my friend??? yf75cuvihbi7g!??? im sorry for these questionss my trust issues r off the chart

i jus wan to hear everything
everything
from u
literally anything

i feeling like u hate me because you dont really respond
i feel like ur ignoringme and i did something wrong
i feel like im not good enough at imes
and idc anymore i truly genuinely wanna know everything
im so tired /vnm

@_-SVP3RST4R-_
its a lot of selfish thoughts im srry

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ winterrrjyy7by8,,,,,
i dnt know what to say
i genuinely
i dont know
i feel like i should fking apologize for you for literally
everything
you care so much about me im so
i just i love yiu i dont know what to say
i love yu i love you i love you i love you i love you
youre everything to me
i genuinely love you
i feel so horrible for what ive done ohmygof

/p0s /nay /vnm

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ i lovemyiy i love you so much im
i just idk i love you so much
truly what does make u upset??
i just
god i worry so much about it8t7vgu

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ well you struggle with your self worth just like me. you think youre useless. a problem. an issue. you feel like its always your fault.

and i understand you
i understand that. i still stand by everything i said to you in call yesterday

honestly
my whole response to that
is the song It's On Us by AJR
i really recommend listening to it
its literally me to you /vsrs
i just
want you to know im here for you.
ill give you the space u need to vent. to cry. to scream.
i love you, so much, so so so much
i just
im sorry- im really sorry i keep saying it im so sorry
i only want to give you the comfort and love i cant give to myself

you trulu are wonderful winter
you are everything to everyone
you are everything to me
you are my edd
you are my life
you are my love
i'll do anything to make you smile
to see you grow
promise me you'l do the same for me
promise me you'll continue to fight for me
to love for me
to breathe for me
i cant lose the one person who i truly care about in this world /p /vsrs

@_-SVP3RST4R-_

i hope im not upsetting you-
maybe ur just busy- ahh,,,