I used to have some friends. I loved them. I really did. It's really hard to not think about them. Little by little, I start to forget small details about them. Their voice, how they look, etc... I've been struggling with this for a while now. I needed to get it out somehow. It's so painful to think or remember anything about them. I knew our friendship wouldn't last forever. I feel so alone sometimes. Really the only friends I have are the ones in my head. Sorry for the vent.