What i felt at my junior high school graduation. by Fernando_MX

This drawing represents a small fraction of what i felt that day, the bad thing was that day I had diarrhea because of the medicine... I'm sorry if there is an error in the whole text but i was using the translator...XD... I hope you all like this...yeah dont ask why i did this because we all know is because im bored.

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
21 Feb, 2023, 12:47 am
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Fernando_MX

20 Jul, 2023, 2:26 am

Hey @RymiraRose Its been so lond since we talked... How are you, my friend?

Fernando_MX

20 Jul, 2023, 3:25 am

long*

HikariKazuko

20 Jul, 2023, 5:24 am

hihi my friend! hru? im sorry its been so long, ive been really busy w work and stuff... :sigh:

Fernando_MX

20 Jul, 2023, 2:29 pm

@RymiraRose Im like always.... full stressed.... I [F-word]king passed the exam to enter the high school.... My anxiety is even more hard.

HikariKazuko

20 Jul, 2023, 3:40 pm

im sorry :( isnt it good you passed tho @Fernando_MX?

HikariKazuko

20 Jul, 2023, 3:41 pm

congratulations btw

HikariKazuko

20 Jul, 2023, 3:41 pm

:)

HikariKazuko

20 Jul, 2023, 3:41 pm

can i help you feel better at all?

Fernando_MX

20 Jul, 2023, 3:53 pm

Idk... And... well... Idk if its good that I passed.... because school will just bring me more stress and wanting to d13... @RymiraRose

Fernando_MX

20 Jul, 2023, 3:55 pm

sometimes.... I put my hands on my neck when im alone

HikariKazuko

21 Jul, 2023, 2:28 am

please dont do that my friend...your needed here

HikariKazuko

21 Jul, 2023, 2:29 am

your so young, please dont end it now...this will pass and youll have your entire life. please please dont give up

Fernando_MX

21 Jul, 2023, 5:10 am

@RymiraRose Y'know... I can't handle the stress anymore... My parents think my stress is pure tantrums when it's not, they really don't see the suffering I've had since 2015... Nobody sees it and doesn't even understand me... The reason why I'm still alive is because of video games, but also because of my friends... I don't want to make them sad... Especially you.

Fernando_MX

21 Jul, 2023, 5:12 am

I know....I'm too negative... My parents always say it to my face... The truth... I don't think I have a future... I don't even know what I want to study for the future...

Fernando_MX

21 Jul, 2023, 5:20 am

Everything is a great suffering... Nightmares since 2015 because of a teacher, the teacher of 2015 was for three years, then in 2018 the situation calmed down when I went to sixth grade of primary school...I graduated from elementary school with a perfect grade and a special recognition, to later enter junior high school, it was more stress, the quarantine arrived and I calmed down, It happens the canon events of the two of us getting to know each other, then you left, I waited a lot, the study was still hell... Many things happen, I graduated from Junior high school and I had to have a year off...

HikariKazuko

21 Jul, 2023, 7:26 am

im so sorry my friend...

HikariKazuko

21 Jul, 2023, 7:26 am

i wish i hadnt had to leave you when yu needed someone...

HikariKazuko

21 Jul, 2023, 7:27 am

and your not too negative i completely understand

HikariKazuko

21 Jul, 2023, 7:27 am

idc what ppl say but you do have a future, you just have to find what makes you happy :)

HikariKazuko

21 Jul, 2023, 7:28 am

that happiness is your future, not what others want for you, ok? :heart:

HikariKazuko

21 Jul, 2023, 7:29 am

please live for the people who genuinely care abt you, we all want you to stay, i promise :)

Fernando_MX

21 Jul, 2023, 4:50 pm

Thanks @RymiraRose but still... I don't think there is something to study that could make feel happy...

HikariKazuko

21 Jul, 2023, 10:20 pm

you dont have to study anything, theres many things tht dont require studying

Fernando_MX

22 Jul, 2023, 3:09 am

Like what? @RymiraRose

HikariKazuko

22 Jul, 2023, 3:15 am

well, cooking Doesn't require studying collecting things, swimming and other out door activities dont require studying just practice, things like that :)

Fernando_MX

22 Jul, 2023, 3:23 am

Ok.... Very interesting.... I guess

Fernando_MX

22 Jul, 2023, 3:24 am

@RymiraRose by the way... 2 hours ago I went to the psychiatrist

HikariKazuko

22 Jul, 2023, 4:38 am

im sorry...i wish i was more helpful...and is that good that you went or no?

Fernando_MX

22 Jul, 2023, 2:48 pm

Well... I think it was good going... I guess

Fernando_MX

22 Jul, 2023, 2:50 pm

And don't worry @RymiraRose you were just trying to help, so don't worry... You are my best friend, and I respect you for trying to help me, after all, friends help each others.

HikariKazuko

23 Jul, 2023, 2:30 am

thank you very much :) i hope i can at least bring you some comfort, and im always here if you need me ok?

HikariKazuko

23 Jul, 2023, 2:30 am

i will always do my best to help you my friend *hugs* :blush:

Fernando_MX

23 Jul, 2023, 3:44 am

Okay, my dear friend @RymiraRose *hugs*

Fernando_MX

23 Jul, 2023, 3:45 am

:smile_cat:

HikariKazuko

23 Jul, 2023, 5:06 am

:cat:

HikariKazuko

23 Jul, 2023, 5:07 am

wanna play sky sometime soon?

Fernando_MX

23 Jul, 2023, 3:46 pm

Sure! @RymiraRose Just tell me day and time to play with you, and I will see if Im not busy or if my nintendo switch have low battery.... Even though the time is a very hard thing, because of the time difference between countries.

HikariKazuko

23 Jul, 2023, 10:34 pm

thats fine! i cant wait! i can play in a few hours today if you want :)

HikariKazuko

23 Jul, 2023, 10:34 pm

have you seen the new anniversary stuff?

Fernando_MX

23 Jul, 2023, 11:45 pm

Yes, i've already check the anniversary stuff @RymiraRose

HikariKazuko

24 Jul, 2023, 5:58 am

have you gotten anything yet? i managed to get the hat and i purchased the cat stuffie

HikariKazuko

24 Jul, 2023, 5:59 am

also im so sorry but something came up :( i should be able to play tomorrow if you like? we can gather light together ^^

Fernando_MX

24 Jul, 2023, 2:34 pm

No, I have not obtained anything yet, I still do not see anything that interests me from the anniversary stuffs. And don't worry @RymiraRose I can wait to play with you.

HikariKazuko

24 Jul, 2023, 5:06 pm

i see, and i cant wait to play either ^^

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