may we talk? @-Twilight-

tysm, im js fed up ive been dating a dude irl for like 2 month and on sunday he broke up w/ me cuz he needed "space" even tho i aint seen him since june-
turns out he left me for some bıtch who added him on snap (i only know this cuz his mate told me) then today i was talking to his mate but my ex was there and my ex pretended to be his mate to ask me out and made me look like a fckin fool :sob: :sob:

@-Twilight-

i also managed to get my hands on a lighter :sob: so i gotta try hide that from my parents im just scared i might lose all controll and start sh w/ it :sob:

his mate talked to me for hours after we broke up by like cheering me up n shii so hes nothing like my ex like his mate even started apologizing to me for my ex pretending to be him and messaged me saying please dnt be mad at me. like no you've dont nothing wrong at all @-Twilight-

yeah a lighter and i swear on everything i aint gon do owt bad @-Twilight-

yeah i will be carefull i went to my mum for advice and she said js stay mates w/ ppl and dont rush into dating no matter how nice they sound. so that helped @-Twilight-

i dont need one i js wanted one idk why but yh @-Twilight-

im hoping to have 3 by the end of the week- @-Twilight-

yea thats understandable- @-Twilight-

cuz im struggling.. @-Twilight-

to burn stuff to help me cope :sob: @-Twilight-

lmfao i aint that stupid-
plus its also one of the ways i uhm hurt myself.. @-Twilight-

ik it can my finger has a rlly bad scar on it from a burn @-Twilight-