LAST DRAWING OF HIM I PROMISE-

@InkDrawz Kate-I wish it were that easy for me no matter where i go im still on the run
(fyi in my au the red army has shtuff to do with wt.future tom's visor and Kate's issues)

@CherryHeartdapone
Dai: No.... no you don't. You don't know what it'sss like to be sssomeone'sss ssscience fair project... forced to fight your own bessst friend... locked in ssshackless of burning sssilver and muzzlesss for hoursss and daysss on end. You don't know the feeling of your back beaten raw... of breaking your own bonesss each punissshment. No sssleep. Little food and water. Hell liess... within that lab, and you know NOTHING. outssside of your pretty little bubble, Kate.

@InkDrawz Kate-I do understand my brother was almost k!lled I was almost k!lled i also had to deal with being chained due to something that's not even my fault *starts transforming* crud its happening again...before i had to deal with the experimentation i Could control this and now i can't

@InkDrawz Kate-also just so you know i had to have shock collars but not just on my neck also on my wrists and my ankles but not for the reason you would think

@InkDrawz i also had a chip attached to my neck to prevent me from leaving the containment i was locked in if i tried to the chip would dig into my neck deeper and deeper until it eventually k!lled me

@Cherryheartdapone (it's fine dw)
Dai: I tire of thisss... we need not bring up the pas.sst. Good day, and good life. And if you intrude again, you will not find it ssso easssy to leave..

(context: in the water temple aka his home)

@Cherryheartdapone @Strings_Again @Alii-Cat @SANSta_Claws Broo... I'll be on later just gir 2 cavities filled no art for a while.

@InkDrawz god d-mn for the million-th time.... np Ink catch you later :3

@Strings_Again You uh... you all good there buddy? :o

@Alii-Cat Tysm! <3

It's so hard to laugh and smile rn uuuuuugh...

@InkDrawz i was a little angry-

Why is something always going on with your teeth???

you've talked about it for like- how many times now???

@Strings_Again I have no freaking clue. I try to limit myself with sugar and I get 2 cavities. Nikki apparently doesn't do ANYTHING and hasn't had one. So has another friend but irl :)

Also, what about? Whom must I deck?

@InkDrawz I hate that you have to go through that...

But- I'm angry because I believe that my 'friends' are fake a-s...

I can't make long lasting relationships in my life at all....

@Strings_Again Oh Sky.... I'm so sorry.. they dont deserve such an amazing person. Dont be too down.. okay? I still worry you know. (Insert hugs)

@InkDrawz Thanks for caring Ink.... I just wish that I could trust them tbh without being afraid that they have alt motives or even feeling like I belong on Colors anymore ... but wth... I went without friends for a 3 year period so- yeah .⌒.

@Negsans @Strings_Again @Alii-Cat @SANSta_Claws Hey gang, if anybody is on I have a little bit of a question that's hard for me to answer.. need a little help.

@Alii-Cat Is asking for things considered being selfish..? Like, it's just something about it makes me feel ick inside.. idk. My mom sent me and my bro to the store and let me get something for myself, but it didn't mostly because I feel like clap if I do, and I'm genuinly curious

@Alii-Cat Finally somebody gets it!

I mostly just want pens or art supplies or candy, lmao. Got eyes out for some good, cheap headphones tho

@InkDrawz @Alii-Cat My aunt that I stay with now love to give VERY expensive gifts to ppl. I may just be her favorite nephew, so she gives me WHATEVER I ask for. I hate to ask her for things tbh, everyone asks her for money and stuff and when I ask for something (which is rare, she'll normally ask if I want something-) everyone wants to get on my a-s and say: "you can't be taking advantage of her!"

B_TCH- You'll ask her sh-t till the dang cows come home and ONCE IN A BLUE MOON when I do it, it's a problem?! When my aunt asked me why I rarely ask her for anything, I told her what others said. She was indignant

It's funny because my Mom said: "Don't let others tell you what you can or can't ask her for, she'll give you what you ask for in a heartbeat." My aunt said the same thing: "Whatever you want you KNOW i'll give you. Idc wth others have to say about it, They are just jealous because they can't get the things you can". The point is: It's ok to not ask for things at times, but it's never a sin to ask for something if you aren't trying to use someone. If someone has the means to give it to you

then by all means is it ok to ask @Alii-Cat @InkDrawz

@Alii-Cat @InkDrawz B__ches cannot STAND when my aunt gives me and Mom nice things that we NEVER EVEN ASKED FOR XD

@Strings_Again My dad says that too, but I really don't like asking him for stuff when living is getting harder up there now, and he's 60 so he'll have to retire sometime. But ( @Alii-Cat too) I always get shocked faces when I dont and they're (bro and mom) both like 'BuT i CaN dO *insert thing* oR gIvE yOu *insert thing*" And I'm like 'Nah-'

But Sky don't mind them saying it, hate to be blunt but they sound like piranhas..

@Alii-Cat We must be :o

I usually just get shy (like freaking always... anxiety is great :)) and deny it, or when I get enough money I get it myself

@InkDrawz @Alii-Cat Ink, I've already established that my fam doesn't like me or my Mother. My aunt tolerates Mom for my sake, but she's coming to apreciate Mom too. I'm not going to say: "Omg we're dirt poor!" because we have everything we need and THEN SOME. But by ourselves we struggle, yet, everyone is SO JEALOUS OF US. How in the hell are you gonna be jealous of a single-parent household, no house of our own, no man in our life like the averaged statistics,

we aren't living lavish, and yet y'all wanna have something to say?! lmaoooo

@Strings_Again Then here: Bišħ, ya'll ain't special if ya'll fairing better than a teen and his mom going by just fine, shallow boxes of cat litter *snaps fingers*
(no offense TwT)

People are always going to have some dumb s--t to say about how you live your life. Don't let other people determine how you deal with others. If you want something you KNOW you can get, you can ask. If you don't want to ask, don't let it ve out of guilt unless you have bad motives

@InkDrawz none take, and amenz! @Alii-Cat chile- you don't EVEN know

God sees the haters, and God sees you. In my case, we have been just barely struggling for 3 years. others in the fam can't even pay their bills-

@Strings_Again @Alii-Cat Broooo... we really must be siblings-

Also I'm pathetic at roasts-

@Alii-Cat chillleeeee- When my aunt stopped talking to some ppl, they tried to come for me and Mom: "you just don't want her to talk to us so you can let her buy y'all stuff all the time!!" B--ch did I send for you?! Then why tf did you come for me?!

@Alii-Cat No, like roasts/insults, but I did burn myself a few times-

@Strings_Again Boi-

@Alii-Cat Teach me your ways, senpai-sama QwQ