@JustAHuman ignore the old ugly drawing. vent is below. TRIGGER WARNING: self harm, blood, cutting, description of cutting, etc. be warned.
i've been heavily struggling with thoughts of self harm and wanting to cut myself lately. i've been clean for about a week (most i've been clean as of now), but i fear i'm going to break my streak soon. the last time i cut, i bled. a LOT. i started having a panic attack, i think, and it was one of the most terrifying experiences of my life. i'm scared it'll
-happen again, but the thoughts are getting really strong. i dont know how to stop the thoughts, i only know how to hide them. i feel like a mentally insane freak or something, i cant stop thinking about things like this. what do i do? how do i stop?
i think i understand..i'm sorry this is happening to you.. if it helps you can stop bleeding by having a T-shirt tied tightly around your arm (not to the point where you cut off blood circulation) or anything you can tie tight around said area of SH.. i try to listen to music and think of people i love.. a friend recommended that i draw an animal, (such as a butterfly) where i want to SH and if i cut i **** it. that might work but i can't swear on it.
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28 Dec, 2022, 12:51 am
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28 Dec, 2022, 12:51 am
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28 Dec, 2022, 12:54 am
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28 Dec, 2022, 12:58 am
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28 Dec, 2022, 12:58 am
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28 Dec, 2022, 1:01 am
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28 Dec, 2022, 5:50 am
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24 Apr, 2025, 2:26 am
@JustAHuman ignore the old ugly drawing. vent is below.
TRIGGER WARNING: self harm, blood, cutting, description of cutting, etc. be warned.
i've been heavily struggling with thoughts of self harm and wanting to cut myself lately. i've been clean for about a week (most i've been clean as of now), but i fear i'm going to break my streak soon.
the last time i cut, i bled. a LOT. i started having a panic attack, i think, and it was one of the most terrifying experiences of my life. i'm scared it'll
24 Apr, 2025, 2:28 am
-happen again, but the thoughts are getting really strong. i dont know how to stop the thoughts, i only know how to hide them. i feel like a mentally insane freak or something, i cant stop thinking about things like this. what do i do? how do i stop?
24 Apr, 2025, 2:35 am
i think i understand..i'm sorry this is happening to you.. if it helps you can stop bleeding by having a T-shirt tied tightly around your arm (not to the point where you cut off blood circulation) or anything you can tie tight around said area of SH.. i try to listen to music and think of people i love.. a friend recommended that i draw an animal, (such as a butterfly) where i want to SH and if i cut i **** it. that might work but i can't swear on it.
24 Apr, 2025, 2:35 am
*kïll
25 Apr, 2025, 1:02 am
@JustAHuman thank you for the tips and stuff. i'll try to stop, using the methods you gave me.
again, thank you so much. <3
25 Apr, 2025, 1:04 am
my pleasure!