how about Tanzanite? its a gemsone. or Jasper. also a gemstone. love that drawing!

@Dreamer_The_Chicken thanks for the suggestions i love them

@_-SVP3RST4R-_ ty <3

@O_Chalky_Milk YAP AND I DREW A DRAGON-

WAIT- WERE YOU NOT FOLLOWING ME- XDDDD

@O_Chalky_Milk CHALKY- XDDDDD MAAM-

@O_Chalky_Milk T-T

XDDDDD

IVE BE€N FOLLOWINGYOU FOREVER!!!

@O_Chalky_Milk -_-.....

XDDDDDDDDD

@O_Chalky_Milk OBV CHANGIN THE SUBJECT BUT-

BROOOOOOOOO I LOVE WINGS OF FIRE!!!!!!!!!! UHHHGGGGG <3 IT GETS BETTER WHEN YOU GET TO BOOK 6 OR 10-11 <3

@O_Chalky_Milk huh.....

wellll thats where i got my love for dra-...............

those animals........ <3 XDDDDDDDDD

@O_Chalky_Milk YOUR GONNNA MAKE A JOKE-

AND NAK DOESNT APPRECIATE IT /jjjjj XDDDDD

@O_Chalky_Milk NAK HATES YOU NOW- XDDDDDDDDDD YOU DISRESPECT ME- YOU DISRESPECT MY FAMILY

YOU CALL US STINKY POOPY BABIES- /ref XDDDDDDD

RRRGGGGGGGGGGGAAAAAGGGGGGGG

YOUR GONNA MAKE ME SCREAM LOUD AS FCK BOI!- /ref

@-LayaniaViolettia- what the actual hell!? thats actuallt not cool- im legit speechless- thats such a d*ck move-... who ta_f says that to their daughter-

im so sorry hon, thats not ok and im sorry your in pain on top of it-

@-LayaniaViolettia- honestly if i could i would drive and see you and comfort you so much. youd get SO MANY HUGS! and your parents are so confusing... theyre strict but they dont care.. thats so hard, and i really wish there was more i could do and if there is tell me.but personally i think you really need to find a good friend and get out of yor house as much as you can

@-LayaniaViolettia- oh thats good! and im excited for yoy

LUV YOU GIRLY

@_Izzie ya ofc! wsp?

@_Izzie ok. bichy move in his part uh
is he jus like this? is there a better side to him? personally just off the info i have he sounds like a bich and he need therapy/hj you hav every right to feel upset ok, no matter what it is. and paint what t-f you want <333/p/p0s

ilyssmmm <333/p and ive been fine
happy recently, idk if i told you but i was asked to hoco!! by a boy i liked 3 yrs ago, liked him for 1and a half, still liked him but liked sm1 else better, then i do again after 3 years XD

hes a little awkward but we love him <333

hocos tmrw and I LOVE MY DRESS AND MY NAILS

a con of the year is that a bestie ive had sine 4th is changing and growing apart from me, but pro is im now closer to her older sister and friends XD im a soph her sis is a senior but we vibe XD <3

@hermitkirb so uh yesterday apparently at school he apologized thru email and i'll try and quote some parts from it :
'if i had known it made you upest i would've stopped already.theres a difference between you mildy annoying me with terrible slang and me saying something (even accidentally)that makes you uncomfortable.My intention was never to make it feel like im disregarding your feelings i said it because i don't want my friends depressed.' (cont on next part hol up)

"I was hoping it would come off as a joke and maybe lighten the mood, but i do apologize that it made you uncomfortable.About the note, the only reason i was hesitant to open it was because of all the previous notes with the 'toilet' in it.As well as the fact that everyone was laughing around the time I received the note made me feel like it was just going to be another prank thing.I never wanted you to feel like i was ignoring you or anything and again i'm sorry that what i said made you "

uncomfortable"
I OBVIOUSLY EXPECTED AN APOLOGY BUT NOT THIS SWEET OF AN APOLOGY LIKE WHAT

@hermitkirb IM SO HAPPY FOR YOUUUU !!!!!!! ><
I hope you have fun at your homecoming!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to have one next year!!

also my friend told me when i showed her his email that '"this is turning into a wattpad story; hes cold but he has a soft spot for you'"

@_Izzie WAIT THATS SWEET- WAIT- I TAKE IT BACK :skull: HES NOT AS MUCH OF A BICH AS I THOUGHT-

ALSO YOUR FRIENDS RIGHT XDDD
AND TY IM SO EXCITED FOR TONIGHT-!!

@hermitkirb LIKE I COULDNT STOP REREADING IT YESTERDAY GKGFCYFUGFURSTDIBOJIJOJOJRJIYDRHVH

@_Izzie AWWWWWWW

@_Izzie I WENT ON A LUNCH DATE W MY HOCO DATE

HES ADORABLE OML <333

@hermitkirb OML THATS AMAZINGG <333/p :D IM SO HAPPY FOR U

BRO MY CRUSHS MOM IS TRYING TO GET HIM TO GO TO A ALL BOYS CATHOLIC SCHOOL :skull: :skull: :skull: :skull:
DUDE I HOPE HOMECOMING GOES WELL FOR YOU THOUGH LIKE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

@_Izzie EEEEEE IT WAS GREAT AND HAD SM FUN!!!
HES AWKWARD BUT ADORABLE XD AND IS FRIEND WAS A REAL ONE THE WHOLE TIME XDD

A SLOW SONG WOULD COME ONAND HED GO "jeswald!(nickname)" THEN HED TILT HIS HEAC TOWARDS ME XD
SAME W MY GIRL FRIEND AND HER BF XD LOVE HIM

also dude- wth XDDD

THAT WOULD SUCK FOR HIM XD

and you.. and his friends.. BUT HIM TO XD

@hermitkirb OMGGG THATS SO SILLY OF HIM >V<

@_Izzie Anddddd now its back to normal.. like he never asked.. -_- brutha..

@hermitkirb girl bye thats insane

@_Izzie hes so awkward.. So ami ut dude :sob:

I meant im on the deep end whoops

@_Izzie honey im so sorry do you needa talk?! <333/p ily to death ok and im so proud of you and you got this ok?

i may not answer Wednesday to Saturday, im in state w my volleyball team in twin falls (if youre in idaho you might know but idk where you are :skull:) if im home before Saturday then we didnt get 1st or 2nd..

Im so happy yalls team made state!! (i dont play sports so srry if i sound dumb lol) and im doing a bit better but yesterday, at lunch i opened up to my 2 friends and one of them said 'Oh ItS pRobAbLY jUsT hOrMonEs' that was my guy bsf who've ive been friends with since 5th grade. wth. then they asked me if i have reasons of wanting to end it all and i told them how i feel like im just tired, and done with everything and really drained, and they both said 'So you really have no reason to end it'

LIKE??? i just told them my reasons. thwn i had to hear them yap abt how being 'productive helps with depression' like.... idk :/

I hope yalls tezm wins 1st! im really proud of yall :D

they kinda made me feel invalidated :(

@_Izzie dude. wta-f you are so SO valid, dont let em make you think that, thats not how friends should be.
ive felt the same way so yuo are SO valid ok?

ya no, friends shouldnt be like that wta-f..

u dont sound stupid ty! leaving tody, might check the website

hope everything goes well ily :D

@_izzie im using the web, Ty we have our first game today. Double elimination so hopefully we win but if we don't we'll still be in

lytttt

Won our first game!!! Eyyyyyy

@hermitkirb EEE SO HAPPY FOR YOUUU ><

ALSO TELL ME IF THIS IS OR IS NOT A SIGN BUT I WAS WALKING WITH MY CRUSH AND HE NEVER ASKS ME HLW MY DAY IS BUT LITERALLY YESTERDAY HE ASKED ME HOW MY DAY WAS AND I WAS CAUGHT SO OFF GAURD I STARTED STUTTERING :skull: :skull: LIKE????????? >////////<

oh and my bsf dropped the bomb on me that next year shes going to a magnet school. Her mom wants her to focus on how she looks on paper.It sucks sm bcz half of my friends are a maybe for going to the same high school as me. it sucks :/ oh btw happy halloween!!! what r u dressing up as?

@_izzie no cause when the boy I liked asked me how I was doing back i FLIPPED OUT cause no one would do that I'd say "you doin ok?" And he'd go "ya I'm fine. You doing ok?" The After whatever I said he'd go "are you sure?" Also he asked me first sometimes-
long story short, idk, idk him well, but I get how you feel ????

:laughing:*

Dude I'm so sorry that's not fun :sob: I hope you're friends go with you

happy halloween to you too!! I'm not dressing up I'm at state ???? wb?

Wby?

im kanao from demon slzyer !!:D

@_izzie oooo I still needa watch that..

@_izzie We got another game today!!

It's a good show!!! i think you'd like it!!!!!!!!

Gl on todays game you got this !!!!!!!! :)

also i forgot you were at state oops srry ! :')

@_izzie what no you're fine, thanks but we lost. Idk what place we got but it aint too good. Below 5th

Oh damn im sorry :( that sucks i bet you'll win next time though !! :)

Ya, honestly doesn't hurt me that bad cause our coach treated us like we weren't even on the team so. Shed call us JV instead of varsity, which yes we were jv but she asked us to be on varsity

DUDE DUDE I WAS SUPPOSED TO ASK MY CRUSHES FRIEND IF MY CRUSH LIKES ME BUT I FORGOT
I ASKED HIM LIKE "hey r u good with keeping secrets?"
crushes friend: "yes"
me:"even ones that involve ur friend?"
him "yes, and i think i know where this is going"
THEN I TELL HIM HOW I LIKE HIS FRIEND AND THEN HE SAYS MY CRUSH MIGHT KNOW I LIKE HIM G)JBNcub0fheaufnaefaealnqfnqGW&DHQ&DHW*V*WF£*FHW*VW*HF*H

sorry if i yap 2 much

@_Izzie HHHHHHHHHHGLHOGOIFFJFJFKFODDKFJFRUEYEUEUFUFIGIRIEKR

GIRL WHA YAY FOR YOUUUUUUUU

NO NO YOU ARENT YAPPIN I YAP MORE :skull: YAY

my crush.. still awkward as ever :sweat_smile:

ur crush needs to stop being awkward and rizz u up (im sorry i just woke up lmao, so im a bit unhinged)AND YESTERDAY I WAS BEHIND MY CRUSH WAITING TO TRY AND TALK TO HIM AND HE TURNSAROUND AND SAID HE SAW ME AND HE ASKED
"were hou trying to sneak up on me?"
I WAS TRYING MY HARDEST NOT TO FUMBLE LIKEEEEEEEEEEE @FMQDBNSFPQEIGHQHBQUDHBH;DHPQGHPQ*EBNQG*H

oop i ddnt mean to use the @ symbol

@_Izzie REAL THO XDD
youre fine girly my life is unhinged XD

AND GIRL XD ID DIE

lmao i was just really flusterd lolol then yesterday, my school has windows to look thru our gyms, so i was with my friend and we were spying on my crush, and he turned around, and saw us qnd i ran lmao. then today he just stared at us the wholde time we were walking by the gym lol

@_Izzie GIRL XDDD THATS HILARIOUS

DUDE DUDEE

SO MY FRIEND WAS JOKING ABOUT EATING MY DOG KEYCHAIN(ITS A KEYCHAIN BEANIE BOO THAT LOOKS LIKE MY DOG DAISY, THAT RAN AWAY)I WAS A BIT UNCOMFORTABLE ABT IT AND MY CRUSH SAYS THIS TO MY FRIEND "you do know thats a keychain of her dog that ran away right?"IM SUPPPER SUPRISED HE REMEMBERED BECAUSE I TOLD HIM LIKE 2 YEARS AGO AND HE HAS A BIT OF A BAD MEMORY DUDE IM LITERALLY TWEAKING OUT-

We were walking to lunch so i didn't hear the rest of the conversation :/ but yeah r7utdfhduftydyfegsrsyvdud6fd6rdrysrysrysyrsr

so i yapped, hbu how hzve u been?

@_Izzie DUDDDEE THATS SO CUTE

im fine. this 13 yro is tryna rizz me up ToT i just met him. online. like brutha.
im inna situationship- ToT im sorry- also youre kinda young ToT

bro not a random 13yr old :skull: thats insane lmao
I hope ur situationship gets better

@_Izzie welp. he full out just told me he liked me with in a few hrs of meeting him -_-
ty and i hope you figure out things w your crush <333

oop :skull:

and ty !!

@_Izzie yaaaaaa- ofc <333

hows it goinnn

so uh my im not going to my grandparents for thanksgiving probably due to family drama

thanks what my mom breifly told me :/

@_Izzie oh dude im sorry i hope te drama works out :sob: i understand it, few years ago i had an aunt walk out on our family on thanksgiving and havent seen or heard from her since... i get where shes coming from but jeez, little over the top if you ask me..
sorry, didnt mean to make it bout me

i hope it works out :sob:

Oh damn and dw ! your not i hope it works out too :sob: :sob:

@_Izzie it seem to have been working out. she unblocked her sister and made her pfp a pic of all 4 of them as kids but i havent heard anything since.. and my dad doesnt understand that, even tho theres drama where she continued talking to 2 of my girl cousins and not me that i still wanna see her, he says he doesnt wanna see her till she explains, ot apologize explain, but i do. -_-

ANYWAYS SRRY

oop

DUDE GIGGLES
ISTG THIS GUYS SO SILLY HE MAKES ME LAUGH AND SMILE KEEPS ME SANE AND **** MAYBE IM DELULU BUT LIKE WHEN MY FRIEND SAID HE WAS GAY HE WAS ALL LIKE "Im not what do you mean?" AND **** WHEN WE DID OUR PICKING NAMES FOR THE ART CLUB ORNAMENT EXCHANGE HE ASKED WHO I GOT AND IM PROBS SO DELULU HHEHHEHEEH HE EVEN WALKD TO ART CLUB W ME TODAY GIGGLES GIGGLES

i put om f g bro :skull:

LIKE I THINK THERE HOPE :pray: :pray: :pray: :pray:

@_Izzie AHYHHHHGJKGJJTJRJJGJGI YAY GIRL IM SO HERE FOR THIS XD FKRRITKTJJ€UUD YOU GET YO MANSSS

my mans seemed excited while talking abt how he was sure no one would ask him to the next dance.. i was going to. i had a poster I CAME UP WITH in my head. dude idk now-

BUT YAAYAYAAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYY

@hermitkirb GIGGLES YOU BETTA ASK HIM TO THE NEXT DANCE HEHEH

ALSO THIS ONE KID ILL CALL HIM "person who doesnt know what no means" or As. He has crossed mine and bunch of others bounderies multiple times, and doesn't know what 'no' means I unfriended him yesterday, and he still tried YAPPING TO ME and i told him after ignoring him to stop because we r not friends anymore. AND I COULDNT SIT AT MY FRIENDS TABLE TLDAY CUZ HE WAS THERE

i mean ig oh well, i got to sit with my manz today :kissing_smiling_eyes:

"As"has also apparently SAed multiple people and tried convincing my friend to do a hear me out cake abt me, and my 2 other friens.
Also my friend is like making excuses like "oh maybe he think ur joking" and shes only his friend because SHE FEELS BAD. LIKE BRO HE IS MAKING YOUR FRIENDS UNCOMFORTABLE

@_Izzie dude wt-f is this guy-
like.. no. :sob:
there was a kid in my class for 6 yrs who in 5th pulled a knife on my friend, and has always been in detention, in abt 7th was sent to jail i still dont know why, and in 8th was sent to jail for stealing his friends moms credit card. hes also very agressive and scared even the parents. and he was only just taken out of school this year. they pitied him cause hes sped(dont mean that in a rude way).

also, my friend found out he made a bet w sm1 to see who could f her faster and called her a hoe. now she has a restraining order.

also my school lets peed00s stay in school. idk if thats normal but..

@hermitkirb real and godamn :skull:

@_Izzie yep :sob:

dude i finally watched howls moving castle and omg its so amazing !! also hear me out howl..

@_Izzie dude i havent seen it!!!

its good? should i try it?

@hermitkirb YES YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSS <333

ITS AMAZING ROMANTIC AND JUST GIGGLES AND SADNESS

@_Izzie OOOOOOOOO ILL CHECK IT OUT

maybe

eventually

prolly.. :skull:

@hermitkirb hehe :laughing: dude thanksgiving this year will be..... interesting for me :')

apparently my aunt is bringing some1 who both of my parents hate, is an alc0h0lic, and neglected my cousin also my aunt neglected my cousin too . So ummm yeah. Im going to try and be civil, and pretend i know nothing :)

@_Izzie ooh sh!t gl ik how hard pretending abt that sht can be!- dzmn

im hoping mines the same as almost every other year, and no more family members disowning themselves TuT

@hermitkirb hopefully no disowning of ones self :pray:

@_Izzie :pray:

im running on an hour and a half of sleep

@hermitkirb honestly, real. im going to stay up because i havent done so since 2020 and i want to feel smth lowkey.

@_Izzie oooh

dude i actually was so moody yesterday XD i was in the mood staying up always gives you where you feel every emotion at once

i went from crying cause o-choccy-milk said smth really sweet to me, to feeling p!ssed, to feeling like laughing like maniac, to crying again cause choccy is so sweet, to, feeling depressed and back to hyper/excited and right before all this i was about to fall asleep till my mom woje me up and told me to do the dishes lol

Lmfao, thats crazy :laughing:

I only madd it to 1:20 am last night :frowning:

made

@_Izzie dude, i finished a presentation at exactly 1:20 last night

Oop

@_Izzie uh yaaaa-...

mine was the longest one.. :skull:

@hermitkirb get sleep today

like srsly

@_Izzie i got more than usual dont worry

i was bouta go watch sm yt and fall asleep tonight too

but girl, so ive have this feeling that the boy i like that asked me to hoco who liked me at one point may not like me anymore. i also have had a freind ask me and another kid (im slowly becoming frens w again, we used to be close) why we hever dated and i think it got us both thinking. since then hes hung out w me more and cráp.
well i asked him and another kid, he was really just listening,---

if the kid i was in a situationship with still liked me, fren, we'll callh hom L, said idk i think so, then kid listening goes YES HES OBSESSED but idt theyre close and hes the kinda kid who would joke bout that, then L says, i think he likes your ex bestie, and i said oh ok. weird thing, i dont feel as upset as i thought i would.. like ya, i waited, he said he would, he asked me, but.. i cant tell if i like L or if its a fren crush yk? wanna be frens w/ him? might be it. idk

i think i might just feel it out yk?

@hermitkirb yeah, im not sure if it's a crush crush or fren crush, honestly tho, probs fren crush

ALSO GIGGLES LIKE I HAD LUNCH W MY DAD TODAY SO I WAS SIGNED OUT EARLY AND I USUALLY WALK TO LUNCH WITH CRUSH AND ACCORDING TO MY FRIEND HE WAS STARING/STANDING INFRONT OF MY CLASS KINDA LOOKING A BIT SAD AND LONELY OMGGGGGG

AND WHEN HE SAW ME AGAIN HE ASKED WHERE I WAS BEFORE LUNCH AND EVERYTHING DHABQDGN(QBÕŔŚÛŪÙÔŔŮŪ

that boy who you went out to homco w better like you i'd be sad if he dont :disappointed_relieved:

like if hoco boy asked u to hoco he should like you (srry if i misunderstood smth)

@_Izzie AHH THATS CUTTEEEE

HE SO LIKES YOU DUDE AHHHH

you didnt misunderstand, i agree. he should. but im getting a bit closer to this other boy!

@hermitkirb IKR AND IDK MAN IM TOO SCARED OF REJECTION

and oooohhhhhh :eyes:

@_Izzie RRRGGGG I FEEL YOU THOOOO

OMGGG HE KEEPS ACTUALLY REPLYING TO MY EMAILS I SEND HIM I MIGHT BE DELULU BUT :pray: :pray: :pray: :pray: :pray:

@_Izzie AHHHHHHHH GIRLLLL NO YOU AINNTTTT

not me writing a whole damn song bout this boy :pray: :pray:

@_Izzie AHHHH YOURE LUCKY TO HAVE THE TALENT :sob: I CANT WRITE A SONG FOR THE LIFE OF ME-

@hermitkirb its trial and error honestly

@_Izzie lol ive got no patients when it comes to writing songs fo some reason. i can write book and stuff just not songs.. but now i play a ukulele.. i wanna try again now XD

@hermitkerb you should !! I'd think you would be amazing at it hehe :D

OH BTW MY FRIEND SAID HE M*GHT LIKE ME CUZ BACK WHEN HE P!SSED ME OFF WITH THE LETTR AND STUFF ACCORDING TO MY FRIEND HE WAS DEEPLY WORRIED HE DID SOMETHING WRONG AND KNEW I WAS NOT OK MY FRIEND WAS ALL LIKE "it really seems like he cares abt u well"

IM GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET

*might

IDK IF I SHOULD TELL HIM ALSO WISH MY LUCK I HAVE A SPANISH TEST TOMARROW ON TIME AND FAMILY :skull: :skull: :pray: :pray: :pray:

@_Izzie HHHHHHHHHHH OML GIRL YAY?!?!!??!!!

THATS SO CUTE RRGGG

GOOD LUCK i remember doing spanish :sob: i got time down but.. im tryna remember family and nothings coming..

@hermitkerb I GOT A 71 !!!!!
ALSO HE SAID THIS IN CLASS CUZ I WAS SAYING HOW IDK HOW TO STUDY AND I NEEDED TO PASS THE TEST TODAY AND HE SAID "I'd help you study but idk how to study either"

ALSO HE OFFERED TO LET ME USE HIS ERASER IN ART CUZ I DIDNT HAVE ONE

@_Izzie HELL YA GIRLY <3/p

girl youre so delulu at some of this stuff its so cute XD
w that said tho he def likes you XD

@hermitkirb hehe delulu is my middle name :sunglasses:

also !! theres a dodgeball game with teachers/students on the 20th or something like that and i asked crush if hes going and he said yes !!! HEHWHWHWHWHEHHEHE

Idk, if there's more signs like fs signs, i'll tell him and i'll probs cry lmao

@_Izzie loool

awww fun!!!

theres a few, idk tho, in my opinion youve got a 99.999999% he does but im also delulu so-

@hermitkirb lmao
my bby cousin is here and hes so cutte

@_Izzie awwwwwwwww

Dude. I'm managing for the girls basketball team and idk- I think I regret. But I'm a people pleaser. I was thinking about quiting today but dude I can't- I love the coach and these girls and I don't wanna disappoint.
but there's also been problems where I've been sick or grades or I haven't been here so I haven't even been to any of the 6 games we've already had- also I'm currently dying of a sore/swollen/something throat. My tonsils (I'm guessing that's what it is) are killing me :sob:

Ohh dude that sucks :sob: and i get being a people pleaser, im somewhat of one too
I hope you're able to go to a game next time !!

Maybe you can ask for a break for managing the team?

@_Izzie thats a good idea, i might, just woke up for 6 am practice when there wasnt any..so thats fun.. -_-

(grounded for a week ttyl, might get on web)

how did broski get grounded :sob: also what does ttyl mean :pray:

@_Izzie parents are actually dumb.
i brought my phone to school and forgot to ask cause it was like 5 in the morning and i was extra tired that day cause i did a presentation due that day the night before, and because i had to do the presentation i had my chromebook in my room and my dad got mad my 15 yro a$$ didnt bring my chromebook out of my room at 9:30 :sob:

and it means talk to you later

@hermitkirb bro what the sig :sob:
thats annoying hope u get ungrounded soon !

also i have a field trip fo art tmrw and we dont get to know much abt whos in our groups, but i have that kid in my group that i absolutely dispise the one that i unfriended a few weeks ago im hoping tho all my other friends are in my group and HOPEFULLY HOPEFULLY my crush i doubt it tho :(

i found out im the group with him by one of my friends

AND DUDE THIS KID IS LITERALLY THE FAVORITE STUDENT EVEN THO HES MAKING EVERYONE AROUND HIM UNCOMFY HOW HAS NO ONE TOLD THE TEACHER

everyday im more tempted to tell this nerdy boi i like them help-

ALSO IM PLANNING ON TELLING CRUSH I LIKE THEM

DUDE THE WAY HE LOOKS AT ME
THE WAY HE TEASES ME
THE WAY HIS CHEEKS TURN ROSY AROUND ME
THE WAY HE SMILES AROUND MEE >>>>>>>>

bro pls get ungrounded soonnnn

IM SCARD FOR TMORW CUZ IM TELLING HIM UGHHHH

HELP I MADE HIM A BRACELET AND HES WEARING IT ??????????

HELP I SENT THE EMAIL IM GOING TO LOOK AT WHAT HE SAID

HE DID NT SAY ANYTHING YEY

YET

HE SAID NO BUT WANTS TO REMAIN FRINDS ILL TELL U MORE WHEN U COME BACK

@_Izzie WHAT HOW DOES HE NOT?!?!? WHAT?!

IDK I LITERALLY CRASHED OUT

@_Izzie WTH?! IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE!!

LIKE OK HE SAID "however this way of thinking and feeling is not healthy.You mean a lot to me, you really do, but I wouldnt go as far to say you mean almost everything, just how I shouldnt mean everything to you.You have a lot a lot of friends that I garentee care about you just as much as I do, and you certainly have a lot of support for things you go through, even if it doesnt feel like it at times.I only play a small role in your life, dont let me become what means almost everything to you "

HOLD ON THERS MOR

"I know what you mean by keeping secrets by the way, I have a lot to say,but as of right now I just really cant, and you emailing me this just shows you have more courage than I. Once again i am sorry for responding so late, i really hope i adressed everything in a formal and serious tone,and know no matter what that we will remain friends and continue to support one another"

LIKE AT FIRST I WAS ALL LIKE "OK THIS IS FINE HAHAHAHHA (Denial is a river in Egypt)" BUT THEN TWENTY MINS LATER I WAS CRYING AND WATCHING A WHISKER AWAY SOBBING

I LIGIT FEEL SO STUPID

help r u there :sob:

@_Izzie sorry girl i was on mc w @/UnderDog

ok well.. he adressed it good but it sounds like maybe there is some underlying love.. idk girl im so sorry ToT

@hermitkirb help the part abt secrets is like kinda sus, but like im trying to stop myself from getting in the trench again

your ok dw

@_Izzie what secret 0.o

REAL
DUDE THE MONDAY WE GET BACK WILL BE AWKWARD AS HELLLLL

Hey so uhh since you dont know any of my irl friends, im thinking of telling u smth i found out that i didnt know abt my friend at first but idk if i shouldnt cuz they told me dont tell but idk u dont know my irl friends, maybe this is bad, idk i cant keep everything in my head or i'll explode probs. i mean i could write about it, but it usually doesnt help much, idk. your thoughts?

i feel like im losing my mind a bit, how have u been ?

@_Izzie oml girl im sorry i was at my grandparents

personally i tell choccy like.. everything- so personally i think its fine especially since idk youre irl friends but also, idk your irl freinds so idk how upset they msy bd

may be*

so my crush turned out to be trans. My crush is a girl. like it wasnt on my bingo card at ALL :skull: But like idm

ALSO I MADE SURE I WASNT STUPID AND ASKED HER IF SHE DID SEE ME AS MORE THEN A FRIEND AND SHE DOES???? HELP??? IG THIS IS A WIN WIN FOR ME CUZ IM BI SO LIKE HELP

It's okay dw i hope you had fun at ur grandparents !

SHOULD I ASK HER OUT????

-explodes-

@_Izzie OHHH SO THATS WHY SHE SAID THAT!!! OK IF YOURE FINE W IT THEN YA!! HELL YA!!

CHAT AM I GOING TO HAVE MY FIRST GF ?

help idk how to ask her

@_Izzieyeeyeyyeye uhhhhhhh

@_Izzie yeyeyeyeyeyeyeyyeyeyeyeyey*

you couldddddd

Bro shes so freaking cute like gahhhh >//<
Idk HOW to ask her is the problem like should i just go up to her and be like "HeY dO yOu WaNt tO Be mY gIrLfRiEnD"

@_Izzie sorry grandparents showed up.. youve gotten a "yes i like you 100%" correct? cause if you have go up to her and be like "hey, wanna maybe go on a date w me?"

She said "im pretty sure i do" .... Wait. am i being delulu again :skull: :sob: idk anymore

You dont have to apologize !

@_Izzie i dont think you are.. i would try, andddd if it seems they arent happy w it say something likeif thisll ruin our friendship, or what we had, then say no or smth if youre worried bout it

merry xmas btw incase i dont get to it <3/p

@hermitkirb ok ! and merry crisis to u 2 !!

NO HELP I WAS TALKING TO HER SAYING IM BORED AND SCROLLING THRU YT SHORTS AN SHE MENTIONED IM BECOMING LIKE MY FRIEND WHOS ON YT SHORTS 24/7 AND I MEANT TO PUT "Nah, I'm better :sunglasses:" INSTEAD I PUT "Nah, I'm better :smirk:"

WHENEVER I REALIZED I WAS LIKE "WAIT NO WRONG EMOJI"

SHE RESPONDED SAYING "I was VERY confused when I read that message"

@_Izzie OML XDDDDD THATS GREAT

merry chimus. is chrimus time. happy crisis. merry Chrysler

ledgendary vine

Lol !

we played among us 2day and it was a blast !!

i got a tablet !!

how was ur v
Christmas

@_Izzie oh funn! it was fine, i got a heated blanket w sleeves <333333333

Ooo cute !!

@_Izzie lool its comfy

no like i get it its for my safety or some shi but my parents are ging to now be going thru a 14 year olds tablet :skull: the same 14 year old who has parental controls on switch AND ps4 :skull: help

I HAD TO HIDE EVERYTHING
all my conversations with crush, and my pintrest boards full of bi memes and dark humor jokes. I also had to hide my spotify playlist of gayness i madd :skull: i hate having strict parents lowkey

THEY HAVEnt SNOOPED YET HEHEEH

@_Izzie OML IM SO SORRY I UNPLUGGED FOR A MINUTE THERE-

HAPPY NEW YEAR 1 AND TWO girl. i get you. i still dont have free rane on yt and im 15 almost 16. i also dont have my own phone i share a kids phone. i got em too TvT

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO U TOO !!

@_Izzie WEEEWWW

dude. i just saw my crush at a game and he normally wears this one hoodie and smtms will wear a dif one but almost never. he was wear a different hoodie today iv never seen him in-
he looked giod in it 0///0

@_Izzie

:smirk: ooooooooo

@_Izzie ugh. he wears it all the time now-

WHY IS HE SUDDENLY ADORABLE?!

@_izzie hows it going

I genuinely hae it when my sister calls me a jerk for LITERALLY saying no to letting her borrow my book smh

also i dont like this kid at school

i feel like im bothering crush 2 much

like how tf am i a jerk for saying no to u borrowing a freaking book lmao bffr

Oh i asked crush out, she isnt ready for anything. i respec that !! i just... ik i wish i knew what the future held for us and i wish i knew how things go.. i hate overthinking

also u should get w ur crush :smirk:/hj

@_lizzie my brothers do that all the time???? and I'm sorry girl, I think it may sti!! Work it tho, you'd got a chance!! Also my friend said she may try and set up a date?