i hate love. i hate crushes. everyone i love leaves my life.. ive accepted it now.. nobody stays for long. someone im close to is ignoring me entirely... he block3d me and last time wont answer mytexts.. my bad ex is still offline as a coward... wolfie is ghosting.. barcode is still gone. im so tire of trying to change myself for tem. am i too clingy? am i not good enough? do you like someone else? my heart feels ripping in two and i want to fing bawl... ij so tired of being ignored and spited..