down my face the chemicals fall
ive not given up at least I still crawl
put on a smile they cant see me frown
leave no occasion for tearing me down
the things that I suffer I never will tell
concealing my mishaps and how bad I failed
pursued in the day but hidden at midnight
escaping all anger evade vengeful spite
I know im that person I dreamt I would be
They clamp their eyes tight so they don't have to see
I leave them behind alone left to die
my distorted illusions can not make me cry