@channylover303 everytime me nd her try to do sumn, something stops us, her life. this stupid god wants me to fail im not even lying. i've had to retake all of my exams bc of it.
@channylover303 look dude, life sucks alr, when i try to talk to her, her dad ruins it. when i try to do sumn w her her dad ruins it, and when she tries to talk to me its my dad, basically we cant really do nothin. i wanted to have a friend but if you dont want to be it, then oh well womp womp for me ig, friends just hold you back from success bc when u graduate u'll never see them again
@channylover303 she's not 18 and i got w her bc she needed someone and i needed someone, ion care if im her rebound, i chose to believe im more then that. i just want to give her the love that naomi lied to give. i want her to know i never wanted naomi to cheat. why do you think naomi is gone. bc i said i was done. and she didnt like that.
@channylover303 sit around and cry at the fact my gf is pissed at me, and that im alone and always will be, and sit around know my dad is right, im going to fail just i do w everything else.
@lyle_ not rlly. now assuming stuff, i see? i havent got like, a million friends though. i'm lucky if i even kept a few.
i only have the 2 in my bio - main ones and maybe sm im following btut irl i literally get bashed at for being someones friend and my other friend keeps shovin and hittng us and telling me to stf_u
@channylover303 well whatever bc ion want shii rn all i want is someone bc i was js ugly crying in my room nd rn im craving comfort bc i feel like a failure.
Comments
22 Sep, 2012, 4:42 pm
love the colours in the sky
22 Sep, 2012, 5:08 pm
I love the watercolor look of this. It's very serene.
26 May, 2025, 8:02 pm
@Lyle_
Okay, wow.
I didnt.
My mum found my account, and its my fault? I still made the effort to try talk.
26 May, 2025, 8:17 pm
@lyle_
its fine.
26 May, 2025, 8:18 pm
@Lyle_
I said its fine?? Lol
26 May, 2025, 8:20 pm
@Lyle_
Its fine, okay? <3/vp
26 May, 2025, 8:26 pm
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26 May, 2025, 8:28 pm
@Lyle_
WAIT YOU MEQN MANGO??
ISTG IF ITS HOGWARTS OR SM..
IF IT IS IM GNNA FCKIN FLIP
26 May, 2025, 8:35 pm
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26 May, 2025, 8:36 pm
@Lyle_
IDK BUT I DONT THKNK SO..?
BUT THEY HAD A PREVIOUS ACC=
MAYBE ASK?
SRSLY PARANOID NOW !!
26 May, 2025, 8:37 pm
@P0CH4CC0_ THEIR NAME IS STELLA???
28 May, 2025, 11:32 pm
@P0CH4CC0_ ur obsessed w me
28 May, 2025, 11:32 pm
jokin
28 May, 2025, 11:34 pm
@Lyle_
caught !! /VVVJ
nuh uh
28 May, 2025, 11:34 pm
@P0CH4CC0_ fart nugget
28 May, 2025, 11:36 pm
@Lyle_
what an odd thinh to say!
28 May, 2025, 11:37 pm
@P0CH4CC0_ grrrr... dont make fun of me!!!
28 May, 2025, 11:39 pm
@Lyle_
my dearest apologies are sent!
28 May, 2025, 11:41 pm
@P0CH4CC0_ what's wrong...?
28 May, 2025, 11:45 pm
@Lyle_
NTHIN DW LOLL=
I was saying that bcause of your prevvious comment :33
28 May, 2025, 11:46 pm
@P0CH4CC0_ ummmm...
28 May, 2025, 11:47 pm
@Lyle_
Did I upset you..? :(
28 May, 2025, 11:52 pm
@P0CH4CC0_ noo im just craving touch lmao
28 May, 2025, 11:53 pm
@Lyle_
aaah...
28 May, 2025, 11:53 pm
@P0CH4CC0_ yeahhh...
28 May, 2025, 11:55 pm
@Lyle_
sighhgh,,
28 May, 2025, 11:58 pm
@P0CH4CC0_ hm?
29 May, 2025, 12:01 am
@P0CH4CC0_ no
29 May, 2025, 12:02 am
@Lyle_
Oh..
29 May, 2025, 12:07 am
@P0CH4CC0_ yeah she doesn't like gettin like that
29 May, 2025, 12:08 am
@Lyl
Forgot bout that..
29 May, 2025, 12:08 am
@Lyle_
29 May, 2025, 12:09 am
@P0CH4CC0_ yeaaaahhh...
29 May, 2025, 12:10 am
.
29 May, 2025, 12:10 am
@Lyle_
well then idrk,,
29 May, 2025, 12:35 am
,
29 May, 2025, 12:36 am
@P0CH4CC0_ yeahhh...
30 May, 2025, 6:16 pm
@channylover303 are u like... jealous...? i wont get mad or anything, just curious...
30 May, 2025, 6:17 pm
@Lyle_
eh, idefk anymore..
30 May, 2025, 6:22 pm
@channylover303 u still like me dont u...
30 May, 2025, 6:23 pm
.
30 May, 2025, 6:23 pm
@lyle_
maybe slightly? lmao.
im so stupid..
30 May, 2025, 6:34 pm
@channylover303 its ok...
30 May, 2025, 6:35 pm
@lyle_
heh.. im sorry.
30 May, 2025, 6:41 pm
@channylover303 for what?
30 May, 2025, 6:42 pm
@lyle_
for everything.
30 May, 2025, 6:43 pm
and for n9t js being able to move tf on.
30 May, 2025, 6:49 pm
@channylover303 bud.. its ok srsly..
30 May, 2025, 6:51 pm
@lyle_
sigh..
30 May, 2025, 6:53 pm
@channylover303 sorry...
30 May, 2025, 6:54 pm
@lyle_
for what
30 May, 2025, 7:06 pm
@channylover303 iono.. i knew u liked me... and so i always mentioned my gf...
30 May, 2025, 7:08 pm
@lyle_
.. oh.
30 May, 2025, 7:12 pm
@channylover303 im sorry... im such a bįtch... im so so sorry aims...
30 May, 2025, 7:18 pm
@channylover303 i'd be happier if we stayed friends..?
30 May, 2025, 7:18 pm
@lyle_
yeah
30 May, 2025, 7:23 pm
@channylover303 im sorry abt being a dįck...
30 May, 2025, 7:25 pm
@lyle_
was kind of a d!ck thing to do in the first place. /vnbr.
but yea ig we can still talk.
30 May, 2025, 7:29 pm
@channylover303 im sorry... it was more of a reminder to myself not to make a mistake that could hurt her...
30 May, 2025, 7:35 pm
@channylover303 imsorry... i really am...
30 May, 2025, 7:39 pm
@lyle_
suree..
okay
30 May, 2025, 7:45 pm
@channylover303 i am... i really am... i feel like shįt...
30 May, 2025, 7:46 pm
@lyle_
ok bye !
30 May, 2025, 7:49 pm
@channylover303 so this is it...? we're just not friends anymore...?
30 May, 2025, 7:52 pm
@lyle_
why shouod i? you were trying to p1ss me off by talking about you gf all the time??
30 May, 2025, 7:53 pm
@channylover303 it wasnt intentional, ok tbh i wished sometning happend between us the other day, alr i really kind of did
30 May, 2025, 7:53 pm
if it makes you feel better, the world is against me and her.
30 May, 2025, 7:54 pm
@lyle_
ok but why. you have a gf, you made tnhat clear.
30 May, 2025, 7:54 pm
@lyle_
how.
30 May, 2025, 7:55 pm
@channylover303 everytime me nd her try to do sumn, something stops us, her life. this stupid god wants me to fail im not even lying. i've had to retake all of my exams bc of it.
30 May, 2025, 7:56 pm
@lyle_
oh
30 May, 2025, 7:57 pm
@channylover303 yeah. everything wants me nd her to be nothing
30 May, 2025, 7:59 pm
@lyle_
how.
30 May, 2025, 8:04 pm
@channylover303 bc we cant do nuthin.
30 May, 2025, 8:05 pm
@lyle_
cool
30 May, 2025, 8:13 pm
@channylover303 look dude, life sucks alr, when i try to talk to her, her dad ruins it. when i try to do sumn w her her dad ruins it, and when she tries to talk to me its my dad, basically we cant really do nothin. i wanted to have a friend but if you dont want to be it, then oh well womp womp for me ig, friends just hold you back from success bc when u graduate u'll never see them again
30 May, 2025, 8:13 pm
therefore pointless.
30 May, 2025, 8:16 pm
@lyle_
i tnought they were like 18.
pancakes was 18.
why dis you even get wih pancakes ex? you were friends with ^.
30 May, 2025, 8:18 pm
@channylover303 she's not 18 and i got w her bc she needed someone and i needed someone, ion care if im her rebound, i chose to believe im more then that. i just want to give her the love that naomi lied to give. i want her to know i never wanted naomi to cheat. why do you think naomi is gone. bc i said i was done. and she didnt like that.
30 May, 2025, 8:19 pm
@lyle_
ok anyway
30 May, 2025, 8:25 pm
@channylover303 if you dont want to me my friend just say it
30 May, 2025, 8:38 pm
@lyle_
itsnot thay. just p1sssd.
30 May, 2025, 8:45 pm
@channylover303 ok well i will give you space and will talk to you on monday
30 May, 2025, 8:49 pm
@lyle_
im prob not go nna be on monday. idfk.
30 May, 2025, 9:13 pm
@lyle_
thats your way of sayin,
'i dont want to interact w you'
isnt it
30 May, 2025, 10:33 pm
@channylover303 sorry i was giving you space, plus i finished school!
30 May, 2025, 10:35 pm
@lyle_
wdym finished scjool
30 May, 2025, 10:36 pm
and space to do what?
sit around n feel sh!t for a hot hour?/hj
30 May, 2025, 10:40 pm
@channylover303 sit around and cry at the fact my gf is pissed at me, and that im alone and always will be, and sit around know my dad is right, im going to fail just i do w everything else.
30 May, 2025, 10:42 pm
@lyle_
for starters-
1 wasnt crying-
2 why??
3 fail at what ?? nd what ??
30 May, 2025, 10:47 pm
@channylover303 talking abt me and whatever u wouldnt understand cuz u got like a million friends!!
30 May, 2025, 10:51 pm
@lyle_
not rlly. now assuming stuff, i see?
i havent got like, a million friends though.
i'm lucky if i even kept a few.
i only have the 2 in my bio - main ones
and maybe sm im following
btut irl i literally get bashed at for being someones friend
and my other friend keeps shovin and hittng us and telling me to stf_u
30 May, 2025, 10:53 pm
@channylover303 whatever im going to leave now, prolly leave colors, u can do whatever u want i prolly got my gf in trouble wich would suck!
30 May, 2025, 10:54 pm
bc i really need someone
30 May, 2025, 10:55 pm
@lyle_
why??
30 May, 2025, 10:55 pm
@channylover303 why what
30 May, 2025, 10:57 pm
@lyle_
wny you actin like i dont still care abt you
i was just p1ssed off earlier cuz of smth you said??!
30 May, 2025, 11:03 pm
@channylover303 well whatever bc ion want shii rn all i want is someone bc i was js ugly crying in my room nd rn im craving comfort bc i feel like a failure.
30 May, 2025, 11:04 pm
@lyle_
i dont know hpw to reply to that.
30 May, 2025, 11:09 pm
@channylover303 well thats everyday w me. nd my gf isnt here nd it hurts ngl.
30 May, 2025, 11:11 pm
@lyle_
ist_g areyou tryna annoy me with constantly mentioning your gf?!?! /genq
30 May, 2025, 11:15 pm
@channylover303 no. im mentioning the fact im alone.
30 May, 2025, 11:16 pm
@lyle_
oh
30 May, 2025, 11:20 pm
@channylover303 i need someone...
30 May, 2025, 11:22 pm
30 May, 2025, 11:23 pm
@lyle_
wh,y
30 May, 2025, 11:28 pm
@channylover303 bc i feel like ****...
30 May, 2025, 11:30 pm
@lyle_
"its rough all over"
30 May, 2025, 11:32 pm
@channylover303 i saw and my dirty mind was thinkin of sumn else
30 May, 2025, 11:35 pm
@Lyle_
OH EW.... :sob:
30 May, 2025, 11:39 pm
@channylover303 IM SORRY IM CRAVING SHII AGAIN
30 May, 2025, 11:39 pm
even though im lesbian-
30 May, 2025, 11:42 pm
@Lyle_
I'm gayer!! :stuck_out_tongue:
30 May, 2025, 11:46 pm
@channylover303 nahhh i been dreamin of shii
30 May, 2025, 11:47 pm
@Lyle_
OF WHAT
30 May, 2025, 11:54 pm
@channylover303 being tied up
30 May, 2025, 11:56 pm
@Lyle_
Oh..!
31 May, 2025, 12:00 am
@channylover303 yeahh urrrrmmmmm anygays! :point_up_2:
31 May, 2025, 12:02 am
@lyle_
thats freaky!! by who, ur gf?
31 May, 2025, 12:06 am
@channylover303 well since i got her in trouble not really
31 May, 2025, 12:08 am
@lyle_
Btw im on red its 1am i gtg sopn but hey
and oh-
31 May, 2025, 12:12 am
@channylover303 i feel bad... im pretty sure her dad found out...
31 May, 2025, 12:13 am
@Lyle_
oh dvmn
i gtg in a min
31 May, 2025, 12:18 am
@channylover303 alr... bye...
31 May, 2025, 12:20 am
@Lyle_
ALR IM ON FLASJINB GOODNGHT BYE ILY/VP
CYA TMRW I HOPR
BYRBYE
BYE
31 May, 2025, 12:24 am
@channylover303 byyyeeeee..
01 Jun, 2025, 12:12 am
@channylover303 hii
01 Jun, 2025, 12:12 am
@Lyle_
Haiiii
01 Jun, 2025, 12:14 am
@channylover303 tell me im not a failure
01 Jun, 2025, 12:16 am
@Lyle_
You're not a failure. And you better believe it :(
01 Jun, 2025, 12:22 am
@channylover303 fine...
01 Jun, 2025, 12:23 am
@Lyle_
Dont let anyone say otherwise, okay?
01 Jun, 2025, 12:29 am
@channylover303 i js need cuddles...
01 Jun, 2025, 12:30 am
@Lyle_
I'm srry :(
01 Jun, 2025, 12:36 am
@channylover303 i think a made wifey mad...
01 Jun, 2025, 12:38 am
@Lyle_
Hw come?
01 Jun, 2025, 12:41 am
@channylover303 iono... i said sumn nd she saw but hasnt said shii since...
01 Jun, 2025, 12:43 am
p
01 Jun, 2025, 12:43 am
@lyle_
mybe js busy.
01 Jun, 2025, 12:51 am
@channylover303 left on read for three hours? yeah no
01 Jun, 2025, 12:56 am
@lyle_
oh
01 Jun, 2025, 1:01 am
@channylover303 sorry... im js really lonely...
01 Jun, 2025, 1:05 am
@lyle_
its fne..
01 Jun, 2025, 1:10 am
@channylover303 hey.. go to bed.. alr..?
01 Jun, 2025, 1:15 am
o
01 Jun, 2025, 1:16 am
@Lyle_
I dont want to ngl
I wanna stay up
01 Jun, 2025, 1:23 am
@channylover303 no.. js go to bed..
01 Jun, 2025, 1:27 am
@lyle_
its only lik3 2:30 tho
01 Jun, 2025, 1:34 am
@channylover303 goo aims..
01 Jun, 2025, 1:37 am
-
01 Jun, 2025, 1:38 am
@lyle_
whyyyy
01 Jun, 2025, 1:46 am
@channylover303 bc u will get sick.. i appreciate u bein here but go..
01 Jun, 2025, 1:48 am
@lyle_
i wanna read the outsiders for a 4th time i love the book anf i loveeverytning in it and i want my own copy!!!!
01 Jun, 2025, 1:51 am
@channylover303 i gtg
01 Jun, 2025, 1:52 am
-
01 Jun, 2025, 1:53 am
@Lyle_
Ok
I'll still be on
Prob drawin
01 Jun, 2025, 1:56 am
@channylover303 well its 3 am for you and 10 pm for you, sorry but i need my sleep
01 Jun, 2025, 2:00 am
.
01 Jun, 2025, 2:01 am
@lyle_
yes you do !!
but im too busy thnkin bout the book
10 Jun, 2025, 1:59 am
@channylover303 OMG I NEVER GOT THE NOTIFICATION-
10 Jun, 2025, 5:06 pm
@Lyle_
Oop
10 Jun, 2025, 6:16 pm
@channylover303 sorry...
10 Jun, 2025, 8:42 pm
@Lyle_
Lol, its okay .>
11 Jun, 2025, 11:08 pm
@channylover303 i js almost died