im so lonely and i miss my ex so much even tho he cheated on me and then gave me d3atħ threats when i broke up w him :skull:
i know i shouldnt miss him but tbh i wish i just ignored the fact i knew or just confronted him and nevr done anything abt it
like atp i dont even care that he forced me to do things i didnt want to
i just want to cuddle w him or sit on his lap and do his eyeliner

seeing him w this other girl who like hates me (? im not rlly sure if she does) annoys me
before we compleely stopped talking to eachother i asked if they were dating and he said no but its been a few months now and he w her a decent amount
he always told me not to worry abt her when we were together but she always gave me dirty looks

god emery im so sorry
i know it isnt easy and youre handling this really well
your ex is a diick, dont pay him or that girl any mind, they dont deserve your presence. you're so much better than both of them ong

i cant give you touch but i can give you words and virtual hugs haha

it's going to get better, i promise
its not going to be easy but everything has to happen eventually, and theres going to be days where you're going to feel like absolute garbage, but theres also going to be days

where you feel like you could rule the world (and you totally could, fr)
for some reason you gotta just take shiit for it to get beter, and there has to be some effort to get better. i believe in you and i really do think that this will get better with time.
you need to do this for yourself, because you really deserve it and you need to realize how amazing you are
you can do it, and i'll be here on the sidelines to cheer you on

even if its just through a screen, im here to be your cheerleader
ily emery, and again, im really sorry that this is happening. you are amazing and all i ask is that you dont forget that

im so sorry, you really dont deserve to be treated like that by a piece of shxt. and im so sorry you relapsed and if it wasnt for you last time i probably wouldve done the same, but you are loved, you have an amazing soul and i really can see it through your art and words and thats just a little piece of you. you are unconventionally loved by many of us, im sorry you feel so bad right now and i want to let you know you can always talk to me on here. please drink some water and take care of-

yourself. <3

jasper istg i honestly love you
like seeing you type out an equally long passage of you just straight up comforting me means a looot
you can always say the right things that manage to cheer me up in an instant and you always make me feel better about myself

i literally dont even know what i would do without you atp
everything u say is always the right thing and it completely changes my mood around @jaspers_monologue

thank you so much and dw its fine it still means a lot that your comforting me in the first place, it doesnt have to be long @princexhyunjin

thank you so very mush honestly, im glad i helped you last time and now your helping me
i want to be here for you as much as you are for me
and i drank water and hydrated like you said.
ik i have a few very close friends on here but i dont necessarily think everyone unconventionally loves me lmao but anyway thank you again because you really helped <3 @VampireRat

seriously thank you, you've hepled lots and just your support means a lot to me @princexhyunjin <3

so happy i could help em♥♥♥ im glad what i said helped

it honestly did @jaspers_monologue